The Secret of Second Marriage

I was shivering from the cold, my teeth were chattering, and my hands and feet were numb and I couldn't feel anything.

But nobody cares whether I live or die.

I can only bear it all alone.

I'm a new actor, and I don't even have an assistant. Everyone on the set is busy with their own things.

The actresses in the same production crew, as well as some of the production assistants, often gossiped behind my back, talking badly about me, speculating that I had connections somewhere and that I had some kind of unspoken rule with the director to get into the crew and play such an important female lead role.

They all think I was sexually harassed.

But as long as I know I don't have it, that's enough.

The reason I was able to make this movie was largely because my salary was very low, and it was based on my real experience. I already had some online following, which is why the director chose me.

However, as you climb up, there will always be people who want to pull you down, driven by envy and jealousy.

I silently endured it, indifferent deep down. I no longer needed to huddle together for warmth or cater to others as I used to.

All I want to do right now is please myself. Nothing else matters to me. Let them talk whatever they want.

After I changed my clothes, I didn't care that my face was pale from the cold and my skin was peeling from being in the water for so long. I still put on makeup and continued filming.

After finishing get off work in the evening, I didn't go out for hot pot. Instead, I went back to my hotel room and made myself a simple bowl of instant noodles.

I was eating instant noodles when I received a call from my daughter.

I asked her, "Honey, it's past 10 o'clock, why aren't you asleep yet?"

Tangtang suddenly said to me, "Mommy, I miss you so much."

My daughter's words only made me more emotional, and I couldn't help but burst into tears.

I said, "Sweetie, Mommy misses you too. Is Grandma good to you?"

Tangtang said, "Grandma is very good to me. She arranges for a driver to pick me up and drop me off at school. The food at the nursing home is delicious, and the nurses are very kind to me too."

I know that Tangtang's living environment is quite good. The nursing home has individual villas with gardens and is equipped with drivers, butlers, and caregivers.

My grandmother used to hold a very high position. Even after retiring and living in a nursing home, she still enjoys many high-paying benefits.

She was a very wise and kind old lady.

I said, "Then Mommy is relieved. Tangtang, you have to be good and not make Grandma angry. Mommy doesn't want to leave you either, but Mommy has to focus on her career. Only when Mommy earns lots and lots of money and buys a house that belongs to us can we live a stable life together."

Tangtang said very sensibly, "Mommy, I'll be good. Please come back to see me as soon as you finish filming, okay? I miss you so much!"

"it is good"

I say.

My daughter and I reluctantly hung up the phone.

President Jiang sent me a goodnight message.

I replied with a goodnight to him.

While browsing President Jiang's WeChat Moments, I unexpectedly discovered that he had attended a business gala in the past few days, and I even saw Xia Weiwei in the video of the gala.

She wore a white dress and a diamond necklace, and her long, slightly curled brown hair was loose, giving her a distinctly Korean goddess vibe.

My heart suddenly skipped a beat. They had met again while I was away from Beijing. Xia Weiwei was President Jiang's ex-girlfriend. Could they get back together?

I know I'm very unsure of myself.

I told myself to stop overthinking. If that day really comes, we can just break up.

From the moment of my divorce, I never thought about relying on a man again. I only wanted to rely on myself. I secretly vowed that no matter how difficult it was, I would make this movie well, make a good film, and make a name for myself in the entertainment industry!