Untamed Passionate Kiss

Bian Yu: "Why are you looking for me?"

If you don't know how to answer, ask a question in return—Bian Yu's usual tactic.

Liang Yutang was secretly annoyed and decided to try a different approach that wouldn't put her under pressure: she would go straight for the ball.

"What else can we do?"

The girl smiled broadly and shrugged without any awkwardness, saying, "Of course, it's for getting back together."

Bian Yu, who had experienced many storms, was still taken aback.

Seeing him get the short end of the stick, Liang Yutang felt a secret thrill, and the pleasure prompted her to continue adding fuel to the fire.

Liang Yutang: "Anyway, you've seen the message. I contacted you then to tell you that I was just saying things in anger. I didn't want to break up. Compared to losing you, my pride is obviously not that important to me—that's what I wanted to tell you. But your junior said that you threw everything away and went abroad."

Then, having grown accustomed to Mr. Bian's eloquent and insightful words, he felt a lump in his throat.

Liang Yutang glanced at him discreetly and noticed a flash of pain on the man's face.

At that moment, Liang Yutang couldn't bear to provoke him any further.

She scratched her ear, her tone relieved.

"It's all in the past."

After a long while, Bian Yu finally hummed in agreement.

The two fell silent again.

However, if some things are not explained clearly, Liang Yutang fears that she will still have worries in her heart in the future.

Now that Bian Yu had chosen to speak openly, she suddenly felt a strong urge to know—

"If you hadn't gone abroad back then, and knew I was coming to find you, would you have softened your heart?"

The question came suddenly and directly, and Bian Yu took a deep breath.

Liang Yutang: "It's okay if you really don't want to answer."

Bian Yu: "No."

Now it was Liang Yutang's turn to lower her eyes and softly say "Oh".

Bian Yu: "You know, I never break up with someone on a whim."

Liang Yutang tilted her head slightly to indicate that she understood.

Bian Yu paused for a moment before saying, "Unless you could convince me back then that the only person in your heart was me."

Unexpectedly, Liang Yutang was speechless for a moment after hearing this.

She looked up, he looked down, their eyes met, neither of them avoiding this frank confrontation.

Because everyone knows that this is a true farewell.

The psychologist told Bian Yu that he had to face it in order to heal.

Okay, he decided to muster all the courage he had in his relationship.

a long time.

Liang Yutang: "So what you care about isn't that I deceived you, but the people I love, and Meng Yang?"

"Um."

"What a straightforward admission," Liang Yutang licked her lips.

"I admit, I've liked Meng Yang for a long time. I approached you because you two have so many similarities in your personalities. I want to formally apologize to you for that. However, I overestimated myself, thinking that I could never fall for any other man. And you, you underestimated yourself. You thought I was just playing around from beginning to end."

Bian Yu: "It wasn't from beginning to end, I believe you were sincere towards me too. It's just that I don't really care about a heart that's divided."

"snort."

Liang Yutang was so angry she laughed.

"Mr. Bian, do you remember the game we played on our last night at the apartment?"

Bian Yu didn't say anything, but he clearly remembered.

Liang Yutang: "Back then, I asked you what you disliked most about me. You said you disliked that I always ordered too much food, which I couldn't finish and wasted. Actually, I wanted to play a little longer, to win against you, and wait for you to ask me what I disliked most about you. Unfortunately, I didn't get the chance. You started going through my phone and attacking me."

Bian Yucheng's curiosity was piqued.

Since this was the last time he would have any communication outside of work, he stopped worrying.

"So, what is it?" He went straight to the point: "The thing you hate most about me."

Liang Yutang: "It's self-righteousness."

Bian Yu frowned, not quite understanding.

Liang Yutang cleared her throat, trying to appear relaxed.

"In your eyes, I'm a terrible student, so you naturally assume I'm stupid, right? Stupid enough not to see the pros and cons in your calculations."

Bian Yu remained silent, for the first time in his life, powerless to retaliate against Liang Yutang.

Liang Yutang: "You like my appearance, you like my personality, but you don't like my shallowness and ignorance. You feel that being with me is lowering your status. The girl you're looking for can come from an ordinary family, but she can't make you feel like you can't connect with her on a soul level, and she can't be someone you can't control. Every time we argue, you're adding and subtracting things in your mind. With each subtraction, you take back a little of the privileges you gave me. Do you think I can't feel any of this?"

The truth hurts so much.

Even though it was Bian Yu who actually hurt him, he was shocked to hear this and looked at Liang Yutang with a glint in his eyes.

The girl stood up and gently poked his chest.

"Because I sensed it, how could I dare to love you wholeheartedly? Should I hand over my entire heart to you and let you choose?"

"So I thought, rather than letting you choose, I'd rather appear hesitant. At least that way, it'll seem like we're evenly matched. I have my pride too."

Liang Yutang smiled, a hint of tears welling in her eyes.

She had kept these words bottled up for eight years, thinking she would never have the chance to say them again—

"Because I know all too well. No matter how well I do, you'll never be satisfied. The more I lower my standards, the more arrogant you'll become. Bian Yu, do you know how much I wish you weren't so smart?"

"Your intelligence makes you seem conflicted. Every time night falls and you make love to me, I feel like I've truly become the love of your life. So, I'm very invested too. But once the passion fades, that faint sense of detachment you suddenly exude feels like a slap in the face."

"Bian Yu, if you weren't so smart, I would have had a chance to love you, only the kind of love."

"Instead, when I realize that I might really love you, my self-protective mechanism will desperately fight against that feeling."

Bian Yu was deeply shocked.

After an unknown amount of time, the man's voice trembled slightly.

"Why didn't you say these things before?"

Liang Yutang smiled and said, "Because, I am really stupid."

She speaks her mind.

"Eight years ago, I was overwhelmed with thoughts. But as you can see, I didn't know how to accurately describe my feelings. I didn't know that communication was the best way to resolve conflicts. I didn't know that if you love someone, you should say it all out loud. I didn't know that you shouldn't just throw out harsh words..."

Bian Yu swallowed hard, staggered slightly, and felt like he couldn't stand up.

Liang Yutang, however, became more and more determined.

"But now I know."

Bathed in the dim light of lamplight and moonlight, the girl spoke softly.

"I met the person who gave me complete security. So, I'm willing to learn what it means to be responsible for him."

Every time you're with me, I love you so much. But every time you're sober, there's that feeling of distance.