Reborn in 1993, Dark Sea

"From then on, I was like a different person. I started accepting red envelopes without any scruples, working desperately to make money, and at the same time, I would actively flirt with the pretty women in the hospital."

Gradually, I realized that Li Hao was absolutely right.

Most women are creatures with almost no rationality and an extreme attraction to strength. When you have wealth, status, and power, they will willingly blind themselves and let you do whatever you want.

The love, care, pleas, and sacrifices of the weak are worthless compared to those of the strong!

Fortunately, I have no shortage of wealth, status, and power.

I am a college student and a very young vice dean. I have a bright future, which is poison to women.

If I'm bold enough, few women will reject me. Even if they disagree, they'll intentionally or unintentionally maintain an ambiguous relationship with me and won't truly dislike me.

I think that the women who rejected me did so simply because I wasn't wealthy enough, didn't have a high enough status, and didn't have enough power.

All of this is easily solved! I believe that as I accumulate more wealth, my status and power will also rise accordingly.

I no longer feel inferior because of my appearance and height; I have completely let myself go.

During this time, Li Hao visited me more and more often. He was also pleased with my changes and introduced me to some of his friends.

It wasn't until then that I discovered that his friends, like him, were also wealthy and powerful, had multiple lovers, and many of them were pregnant.

I often wonder how so many illegitimate children will be registered in the future. I told Li Hao about my doubts, but to my surprise, Li Hao just laughed it off.

Li Hao told me that the rules were only used to restrict the poor, and getting a household registration was insignificant to them.

I don't believe it, you know, after all, the policies were very strict back then.

It wasn't until I helped Li Hao's friend deliver a baby boy, and on the third day he threw the boy's household registration certificate in front of me, that I realized everything he had said was true.

So this is the truth of the world. I've completely fallen for it.

I started fantasizing about the future. I would make enough money to transfer to a bigger hospital, climb to a higher position, and then make even more money! Once I had enough, I would live like Li Hao and his friends!

But soon, I encountered a fatal accident. I accidentally fell in love with a woman, one of Li Hao's lovers, a woman named Qin Qin.

Since my relationship with Li Hao became closer, he has been asking me to come and check up his lovers' health every week.

That day, Li Hao took me to get his lovers checked again. When only Qin Qin was left, Li Hao remembered that he had something very important to do, so he left first. He told me to go alone and that he would tell him the results after the check-up.

I didn't refuse, nor could I refuse, so I went to Qin Qin's house alone.

At first, everything was normal. After I finished my check-up, Qin Qin said she wanted to buy me a cup of coffee and have me keep her company. She said that Li Hao was very busy with his business, and she often had many days to catch up with him. She was always alone here and a little bored.

I had nothing else to do anyway, and I was also curious about coffee, so I agreed.

Qin Qin was very happy. She made me some coffee, and we chatted for a while.

The coffee didn't taste good; it was bitter.

I was about to leave, but Qin Qin asked me to stay a little longer.

Qin Qin said that Li Hao gave her an English CD a few days ago, and there was a really nice song on it. She had been practicing it for the past two days and wanted me to listen to her practice to see how it was going. If I thought it was good, she would play it for Li Hao next time.

I initially wanted to refuse, but then I thought about it and agreed. After all, I had received too much money from Li Hao, and I couldn't refuse Qin Qin.

So Qin Qin invited me to sit down at the dining table, and she lifted the piano lid and began to play.

It's not that I've never heard a piano before, nor that I've never seen someone play the piano, but this is the first time someone has sat right in front of me and played the piano. This feeling is completely different from watching TV or listening to recordings, and I was immediately captivated.

When I was captivated, I finally noticed what a beautiful picture was unfolding before my eyes!

I remember it was five o'clock in the afternoon, the sun was beginning to set, and the pale yellow sunlight slanted into the room through the white gauze window, forming beams of light.

Some dust particles float in the air, and they seem to be jumping and dancing to the tune of the piano;

Qin Qin sat under that beam of light, playing her instrument. She wore a light blue dress and had her hair tied up with a white handkerchief, the ends of which were slightly curled.

A smile played on her lips, her face brimming with happy anticipation, her fingertips dancing; she was the most beautiful sprite among the musical notes.

At that moment, my heart was struck hard.

I don't know what happened after that. I can't remember how I said goodbye to Qin Qin or how I got home. All I know is that that night, I lay in bed with my eyes closed, and my mind was filled with Qin Qin's image.

I initially thought it was just a momentary impulse, and that this feeling might fade away over time. But on the contrary, the longer it went on, the more firmly and vividly Qin Qin's image became in my mind.

A few days later, I finally realized that I had fallen hopelessly in love with her.

But how desperate this kind of love is!

Qin Qin is another man's woman, and she is pregnant with another man's child. She loves Li Hao deeply, and anyone who isn't blind can see that!

When Li Hao was present, Qin Qin's gaze was always fixed on his face. She tilted her head slightly and looked at Li Hao with admiration, infatuation and passion in her eyes, which always shattered my heart!

I know I can't fall in love with her, I can't, and I don't dare!

Li Hao is a man of immense energy. Being friends with him is like basking in a gentle breeze; but I can also imagine what would happen if you became his enemy!

Therefore, I can only keep this love hidden deep in my heart, never daring to reveal it.

It's so hard to get through, it's just too hard to get through!

I couldn't sleep at night, and when I couldn't bear it anymore, I would sneak downstairs to Qin Qin's house, find a corner to hide in, and stare blankly at her window.

Only when I look at her window can my heart find peace. If I'm lucky, I can see the light casting her silhouette on the screen, and I can be happy all night long!

During that time, I was completely out of it. I was so useless. I finally managed to climb out of one pit, only to fall into another abyss!

Li Hao started coming to see me more and more frequently. To my relief, he wasn't always asking me to do checkups for his lovers.

I was afraid to come into contact with Qin Qin, afraid that my filthy thoughts would be discovered and exposed to the light of day.

Li Hao seemed to have developed a strong interest in my work. He would often ask me questions about obstetrics and gynecology, and because of my guilt, I answered almost every question he asked.

I found that Li Hao learns things very quickly. He can remember many complex knowledge points after I explain them only once.

After several interactions, I was amazed to find that Li Hao was able to have relatively in-depth discussions with me on obstetrics and gynecology.

So, unintentionally or unintentionally, Li Hao also entered my circle, and I would introduce him to my friends in other hospitals.

Li Hao has exceptional interpersonal skills. He quickly became close friends with my doctor friends and expanded his medical network at an unimaginable pace.

Indeed, every successful person has their reasons for success.

I have never met anyone with such a strong learning ability as Li Hao. After several conversations, I even had a feeling that if I gave Li Hao a scalpel and the opportunity, he could even perform a cesarean section.

As Dr. Yu finished speaking, he began to drink water in large gulps. After taking two sips, he realized that the water in the teacup was gone, so he put the teacup aside.

Dr. Yu's hands were trembling violently, and his gaze was shifting from remembrance to extreme fear.

An Xiaohai was eerily calm; he sat motionless in place, like a lifeless ocean.

Dr. Yu wiped the cold sweat from his face haphazardly with his sleeve, took a deep breath, and continued, "Time flies, and seven months have passed in the blink of an eye. Li Hao's lovers are getting bigger and bigger pregnant."

I had Li Hao take them to the hospital one by one and give them more comprehensive examinations in private.

After each examination, Li Hao would treat me to a meal after sending the woman home, and I would tell him the examination results.

The woman named Xiaowei was carrying a girl, while the two women who were of average appearance were carrying boys; Qin Qin was the only exception, as she was carrying twin boys.

However, there was a slight problem with the twins in Qin Qin's belly. The two fetuses were developing unevenly. One of them was well-nourished, while the other was slightly malnourished and much smaller.

Li Hao was extremely excited when he heard the news. That day, he gave me a big red envelope, a red envelope with 2000 US dollars.

I felt a mix of emotions; I didn't know whether I should be happy or sad.

I had a strong urge to tell Li Hao that I had fallen deeply in love with Qin Qin and that I wanted to beg him to give Qin Qin to me. After all, he had so many women, he wouldn't miss out on Qin Qin.

I ultimately held back.

I know this is just my unrealistic imagination. Li Hao is not as gentle as he appears. Several times I have sensed a violent and dangerous aura beneath his gentle exterior. Although he hides it very well, I can still feel it clearly!

I know that if I were to voice this request, Li Hao would surely destroy me.

I felt so bad that I couldn't sleep all night.

I took a leave of absence from the hospital. I need to rest for a while. I need to go out for a walk, completely adjust my mindset, and forget about Qin Qin.

I went traveling; I went to Beijing and Shanghai, and saw the outside world.

The bustling city outside definitely lifted my spirits.

I thought I was done, so I returned to Bao'an County. But when I stepped out of the train carriage and onto the land of Bao'an County again, I finally realized that it was all in vain and I had not changed anything.

Qin Qin's image is still deeply etched in my mind, and my love for her remains as incurable as ever!

I carried my luggage and rushed towards Qin Qin's house without a care in the world.

I can't take it anymore, I really can't take it anymore. I've decided to confess to her. I want to hold her hand and tell her how much I love her! As for the consequences, I don't care anymore, I can't worry about that!

But when I rushed to Qin Qin's building, I hesitated again. My previous courage and determination vanished in an instant.

I hate myself, I hate myself to the core!

I hid in that familiar corner again, staring blankly at her window once more.

I don't know how long I stood there, but I didn't see Qin Qin. Suddenly, I saw Li Hao rush out of the building entrance with something in his arms.

I know that figure all too well; he is so tall and so sharp!

I watched as he grabbed the things in his arms, ran and sprinted onto a car, which sped away.

Just then, I suddenly smelled a familiar scent—the scent of blood mixed with amniotic fluid!

I was startled, and my hair stood on end!

I looked at Qin Qin's window, and for some reason, the pale yellow light shining from that window seemed to be tinged with a bright red color at this moment!

I rushed upstairs like a madman and got to Qin Qin's door!

I banged on the door hard, but after only two bangs, the door opened a crack by itself; the door wasn't locked!

That familiar smell wafted over, extremely rich!

I tried to grab the doorknob, but my hands were shaking so badly that I failed several times and accidentally pushed the door open!

I saw Qin Qin lying on the living room floor, her face deathly pale, her eyes staring blankly at the ceiling!

Blood was everywhere! Her once prominent belly had collapsed!