Jobless Reincarnation: The King with a Mental Problem

Chapter 188 The author actually really likes little Norren

"That's enough!"

Aisha suddenly interrupted me.

Then she put down the metal plate in her hand, plopped down on an old wooden box next to the table, and turned her face to one side.

"Stop saying these things. I don't like seeing people crying."

And at that time I also...

Being a little slow is actually quite good. Anyway, forget all those disgusting things...

"Why? If I were a little smarter, maybe..."

"This kind of thing... no matter how smart you are, it's useless..."

Why?

"My dad is so smart, but he always complains that he always makes a lot of plans in advance, but when he actually puts them into practice, all sorts of unexpected things happen."

"Even someone as capable as my brother makes mistakes?"

"Of course he will... Look at Unit-01, now a corpse, isn't that it? And about this incident, Dad has actually reflected on it... but..."

"Just what?"

"Knowing something doesn't mean you can do it... This is really difficult..."

"What do you mean?"

"You're asking too many questions!"

I myself feel that I have too many problems.

It's all my fault for being so stupid...

Aisha was getting a little impatient...

She jumped off the table, poured herself another glass of sparkling water, and added lemon and honey.

After taking a sip, I sat back down on the sofa where I started.

"The moment I saw you, I knew you were an idiot, but I also knew you weren't a bad guy..."

but......

I did argue with you that day, and I really wanted to punch you.

"I said something really offensive, so it's understandable that you're angry..."

She patiently continued to explain to me...

"I'm really angry... but Dad said... you have to be rational when things happen... don't let your emotions get the better of you, and try to see things from the other person's perspective, otherwise you'll make the wrong decision..."

But I still didn't consider your feelings...

Or rather, they're unwilling to consider your true feelings or communicate with you, saying that avoiding you is better for both of us, but that's just passive-aggressive behavior...

"I was the one who... I didn't consider what everyone thought at all back then..."

"You're different from me. You're just a bit slow, and then you get emotional and lose your judgment..."

I was really scared when you ran away by yourself.

Dad must like you very much too...

If something happens to you...

I don't know how to tell my dad...

"Does Trevor...like me? Even though I'm a bad kid..."

"Of course he'd like you... You've had a lot of things I've had, haven't you?"

"Um......"

My brother does send me gifts quite often.

"Besides... you're not a bad kid..."

"Why? I clearly..."

"Because truly bad guys don't feel bad about hurting people."

But after you calm down and reason things out, you'll come back and apologize...

so......

You're just... a little slow... not a bad kid...

"That's still being stupid... Would my brother like someone who's stupid?"

I don't know why.

Aisha suddenly choked on her water and couldn't laugh...

"Are you alright? Are you alright?"

"It's okay~ It's okay~ What you just said was really funny!"

"What's so funny about that...?"

"Dad does dislike idiots, but he hates bad guys even more, especially the kind who only care about themselves and don't think about others."

Conversely, what Dad likes is someone who is intelligent, kind, receptive to reason, and understanding.

"But I don't think I'm that smart..."

My mother said that.

Because of your own stupidity, you make mistakes and then hurt others...

That's the worst thing...

"Don't make that face... Actually, most people in this world are idiots, even Nina. She can't even read."

When you get carried away with your emotions, you only think about yourself and say hurtful things, but who isn't like that?

But you immediately start thinking about others, then feel guilty, and then apologize, which is already quite impressive.

You instinctively feel disgusted by those disgusting things, which means your values are probably similar to your father's, since he is like that too.

What your father wants is to create a world where ordinary, kind children like you can live happily, so how could he possibly dislike you?

I pursed my lips, and tears fell again.

But this time, it doesn't seem to be sadness.

Aisha didn't say anything more. She simply walked to the side, took a pack of tissues from the old wooden shelf, placed it on the table, and left...

Trevor's brother...

To me, he has always been the strangest person in the family, and also the one who is the furthest away.

When his mother talks about him, her voice softens and her eyes brighten.

When Rudy's brother mentions him, he always complains while laughing hysterically.

When Dad talks about him, it's always as if he's talking about someone older than himself.

They all say he's good.

Everyone says he's amazing.

Everyone says he's destined to become a remarkable person.

He's really amazing...

Because he actually wants to create a world where even an idiot like me can live happily...

But I've actually only met him a few times.

The first time we met, I hid under the table and only saw him slowly walk in, looking like someone so exhausted his bones were about to fall apart. He lay down on the sofa and let out a long sigh.

Then he and his brother Rudy beat up Dad because I was tricked into sweeping chimneys...

Then he would always lazily slump on the sofa.

He stared at his family with a silly grin on his face...

He would raise one arm, begging me to sit next to him, and then rest his head on his chest so he could hug him.

He would even whine and beg me to feed him snacks...

He wasn't scary at all.

But he won't stay with me for long.

Each time, they only appear briefly, less than a day, and then they leave...

He would ruffle my hair and say he would bring me a gift next time.

I nodded.

But next time will always be many, many days later.

This time, I started thinking about him seriously.