Douluo Continent: Martial Soul Saint Master, Twelve Talismans Chaotic the Continent

Chapter 158 I Don't Want to Live Anymore

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Heavenly Dou Royal Academy

It was already evening when Nan Feng returned.

"What kind of show of force are you putting on now?"

Nan Feng looked at Xue Di and Bibi Dong's group standing together with a puzzled expression.

Are you capable of standing together?

"She said you're courting death, is that true?" Hyotei asked.

Nan Feng paused for a moment, then said, "From a certain perspective, that's true."

"Why?" Hyotei asked, puzzled.

"Because I don't want to wait to die," Nan Feng said.

"I need to see if I really have my life in my own hands."

"I have endured this sword hanging over my head for twenty years, the existence of which is unknown. Now, I will see if this thing really exists and whether it will fall."

"But you don't need to gamble like this!" Bibi Dong said.

"You can wait, until I become a god."

"You said that no matter how the world changes, oppression will never disappear. Even if you succeed, the world will not get better. For every person who laughs, someone else must be crying. People do not crave progress; they just want to trample others underfoot."

"You know perfectly well, so why do you insist on doing it this way?"

Bibi Dong couldn't understand it, and she couldn't accept it!

Why does Nanfeng have to do it this way?

Once she becomes a god, she can ascend to heaven with Nan Feng, out of sight and out of mind. At that time, how the human world develops will be none of their concern!

So what if Nanfeng succeeds?

He can only accelerate the advancement of Douluo Continent by ten thousand years; he cannot change the world!

Moreover, this bastard is no saint who cares about the world!

So what if the Mysterious Heaven Skill becomes widespread? So what if everyone can practice it?

What good would it do to resolve the conflict between soul beasts and humans?

Will social classes among humans disappear?

Will the battles between humans and spirit beasts disappear?

No! No way!

There are also classes among Soul Masters, with the strong against the weak, and the weak against the even weaker!

Must the strong always oppress the weak? Must the strong always exploit the weak?

Yes! Definitely!

This is fucking human nature!

It can't be changed at all!

Even those who are currently oppressed and weak will become new oppressors once they gain power!

So-called harmony can only exist in one scenario: everyone is a victim!

Moreover, there is an eccentric slave owner above him!

Black needs white to set it off!

Without war, how can there be peace?

Without suffering, how can there be happiness?

Without the weak, how can there be the strong?

Eliminating darkness also eliminates light!

All beauty comes from the contrast of ugliness!

Whether it's bitter before sweet or sweet before bitter, it all boils down to the same principle!

You won't know what sweetness is until you've experienced hardship!

Having grown up in luxury and never seen people in poverty, they would only take it for granted!

Without suffering, people cannot experience happiness!

The world that Nanfeng wanted simply doesn't exist!

And he was very clear about this! He was very clear about it from the very beginning!

It's precisely because this bastard knows all this that she finds it even more incomprehensible!

Why!

Why must we test them?

"Why..." Nan Feng raised his head.

"Didn't I tell you? I want to see which side, the light or the darkness within a person's heart, really prevails."

That's all.

"Then why do you insist on risking your life to try it?" Bibi Dong asked.

"Because this is the only way I can do it," Nan Feng said.

"Moreover, this method is the safest."

"Human nature is cowardly and complacent; unless forced to, people will not want to make progress."

"Only competition can bring progress, and pressure is the source of motivation."

"People are just that despicable."

"Just like the Douluo Continent right now, those people lying on the ground are all looking forward to me bringing that bright tomorrow. They just want to lie on the ground and accept it."

"To reap without sowing, to take more for less work, is human nature."

"The world is not dominated by the strong, nor by the weak."

It is the human heart.

"Because people want to trample others under their feet, the strong trample the weak under their feet. Because people want privilege and oppression, oppression is born."

"Oppression does not arise from the existence of power, nor does happiness come from progress."

"Even if I speed up the world, I can't eliminate these things."

"It's just a change of oppressors and a change of oppressed."

"I tried to change, but after trying, I resigned myself to it."

"I feel disgusted and fed up with this world. I'm tired."

"..."

Nan Feng sighed, turned around and walked away.

The next plan was his last attempt.

If he succeeds, that's great; if he fails, there's no need for him to keep trying.

"Do you want to die?" Bibi Dong stepped forward instantly and grabbed Nan Feng.

"I can't stand it, and I can't change it. Either the world is destroyed, or I am destroyed," Nan Feng said.

I'm currently reading the error-free version! This is the first time I've published this novel.

"Have you forgotten?"

Why did I choose you?

"Because you equally despise everything in this world."

In the City of Slaughter, he initially genuinely intended to help Bibi Dong destroy the world, and everything he did afterward was merely preparation for that.

Why didn't he just start a war between the two great empires?

Because the heat wasn't high enough.

He wanted to turn the war for plunder into a war to defend his own interests; if he didn't fight and kill, he would lose everything!

He wanted to start an unstoppable war.

"Then why did you give up?" Bibi Dong asked.

Why do you want to change me?

"Why did you spend so much time and take such a big risk to turn me into a normal person?"

"I don't know," Nan Feng said with a helpless smile.

"I don't know why I did that."

He originally intended to use Bibi Dong's power to destroy everything, but he kept trying to bring Bibi Dong's mind back!

And he succeeded!

Self-contradictory.

Many times he really didn't know what he was doing.

"But you clearly didn't want to die before!" Bibi Dong said.

"Why are you doing this again now...?"

Before Bibi Dong could finish speaking, Nan Feng interrupted her again.

"Don't you understand?"

He was a contradictory, crazy, selfish, and sensitive person.

At first, he did want to destroy the world.

But after he actually started trying it, he saw many good things and he wavered. There was no need to let these good things be buried with the garbage.

So for a time he really changed his plans and direction; he wanted to make the world a better place.

But then, he suddenly felt that the world was meaningless.

My brain keeps having these bouts of convulsions.

The world has a beautiful side, but then what?

What does it have to do with him?

He was just an observer.

"I said, I can't believe you. Do you think I'm joking?" Nan Feng said.

"I'm really tired, I'm exhausted from being crazy."

That's fine.

(End of this chapter)