Late Into Night,Give Me a Cigarette

My name is he Qiu. I'm 25 years old.

I used to sit in a chair in the middle of the night, light a cigarette and puff in the clouds with my lips smeared with red lipstick.

The quiet night always reminds people of the past, I have asked myself countless times, if there is a chance to come back, what will I do.

After all, there is no answer to such a question. I stood up and put out the cigarette in my hand, along with my little pity for myself.

Since the road is my own choice, kneel down, I have to finish.

Because life can't be repeated.

My destiny will not change.

When I was six, my mother sold me to a human trafficker.

I remember very clearly, that cloudy day, black clouds pressed on top of my head, oppressed to gasp, I stood beside my mother, wearing thin clothes, shivering in the autumn wind.

"Can't you give me more?" My mother repeatedly counted the money in her hand, bargaining with a strange man standing opposite.

"That's too much! Do you sell it or not! If you don't sell me, I'll go! " The man said, a sinister glance at me, scared me to quickly pull the corner of my mother's clothes, hiding behind my mother.

"Sell! Sell it My mother was afraid that the man would leave, so she put the money in her pocket and pulled me out of her back and pushed me to the man's face without saying anything redundant.

Although I was young, I could feel that my mother didn't want me. I was afraid and flustered. At the moment when I was picked up by the traffickers, I cried like crazy. I broke free from the bondage of human traffickers with fists and kicks. I knelt down at my mother's feet, held my mother's thigh, and cried to her not to want me.

Because I was afraid, my body was shaking and holding my mother. The joints of my fingers turned white. I looked up my head desperately and cried bitterly: "I will be obedient in the future. There will be delicious food for my brother, and something to drink for my brother. Don't want me Don't sell me Mom, I beg you... "

I don't know if my mother was wavering at that time, but in the end, she broke off my hand and pushed me to the ground without looking back.

"Mom -" I quickly got up from the ground and went after my mother. As a result, the man came up and covered my mouth and imprisoned me in his arms. He glared at some protruding eyes and yelled at me fiercely, "if you shout again, I will kill you!"

I was scared to death, but the crying continued. The man was obviously upset.

It happened that an aunt in fashionable clothes passed by. I subconsciously waved to her for help. At that time, I could clearly feel that the hand of the trafficker covering my mouth was shaking. However, the aunt only looked at us, as if she had not seen anything, and left in a hurry without looking back.

In retrospect, if that aunt had asked the trafficker out loud, maybe my fate would not have been like this.

From that time on, I first saw the indifference of human nature.

I watched the aunt go away.

Suddenly, my body soared, and before I knew what was going on, I was forced to fall on the wall of the alley. After hitting the wall, I fell heavily on the ground.

Then the man gave me a kick like hell, then stepped on my back and scolded angrily: "Damn, it's so restless! I tell you, your mother sold you to me! If you want to complain, you will be blamed for your bad life, such a cruel mother

At this time, I have been crying back to breath, feel the whole body is like a broken bone pain, not even the strength to climb up.

"Don't cry. Hold back for me!" The man said, but also did not get angry to kick me two feet, and finally from the ground, no resistance to pull me out of the ground, into the side of the transformation of the tricycle.

I lay powerless in the shed of the tricycle, thinking about the scene of my mother pushing me out, tears could not help flowing out, but I did not dare to cry, I was afraid that I would be beaten up again.

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