Late Into Night,Give Me a Cigarette

The police advised me for a long time that you should not be too serious. It's all in the past. Now the unity of your mother and daughter is the most valuable thing. He also said that you are young now and don't understand a lot of things. When you grow up and have children, you will know.

My mother cried bitterly. She held the police's hand tightly with her hand and said thanks to the people's police. Without you, our mother and daughter might never meet again in our life.

In a word, in the cry of my mother and my indifference, I sent off the police comrade and the new president. They said that they were responsible for the formalities. I just had to return to my family and live a good life.

Looking at the far away police car and the strange surrounding environment, I turned my head and looked at my mother. Without saying anything, I took my luggage and went straight into the room.

This house is really broken and old, dark and humid, but also full of sundries, a look is picked up a variety of garbage.

Although the house is small, it is two and a half bedrooms. I noticed that one of the larger rooms was very clean, and even the furnishings in the room did not match the style of the whole house.

"Dan Dan..."

My mother's voice suddenly rang out from behind me. When I turned back, my mother directly flopped on the ground, grabbed my pants legs, and cried, "Dandan, please forgive mom It's all my mother's fault. Over the years, my mother has been restless. She has nightmares every day, dreaming that something happened to you... "

"You're upset. Why did you sell me?" At this moment, I finally couldn't help it. I stood there and yelled at her and asked, "sometimes I wish I couldn't find you all my life. I'll treat me as an orphan all my life! All of them think I hate you because you lost me! But you know in your heart why I hate you! But I can't say, I can't say I was sold by you to human traffickers, because you are my mother, I can't let you go to jail! "

"Dan Dan..." My mother cried to tears, "I'm sorry, it's all mother's fault..."

"You sold me! That's what you get for money? " I pointed to this almost empty place and asked with a sneer.

"Dandan, it's not like that, it's not what you think..." My mother shook her head and cried, but she couldn't say what she wanted to say because she cried too much.

"Get up first. Kneel down on the ground and let others see what's going on I reached out to pull my mother impatiently, but she was almost paralyzed by crying. It took me a lot of effort to pull her up from the ground and hold her to a chair.

"Go ahead." I stood opposite her, looking at her with mixed eyes.

Anyway, she's my mom! No matter what the reason is, as long as she says it, I will force myself to accept it, and then tell myself that my mother has a reason, my mother is forced, my mother does not want me, my mother still loves me.

Only by this constant self hypnosis can I not live in hatred in the future.

"Which mother in the world would be willing to sell her child I can't help it either My mother was calm for a long time before she sobbed to tell me the whole story.

My mother said that although our family of four was not well-off, it was also very good, but suddenly one day my father had an accident on the construction site. Although his life was saved, he lost his ability to work. During his hospitalization, the family almost spent all his savings and borrowed all the places his relatives and friends could borrow. She went to the construction site several times to discuss with the leader, and wanted the construction site to be responsible for my father's medical expenses. However, no one saw her no matter how many times she went. She even sent out a message, asking for money wherever she liked, and suing where she fell in love.

My mother said that she was a woman. She didn't have any culture and didn't know the law. Otherwise, she would have to go to the hospital to pick up my father from the hospital.

My mother said that my father had a small heart, because he had been worried about it for a long time, and he was diagnosed with cancer.

When my mother said this, her tears began to gush out again. She said that at that time, she felt that the sky was falling, but at that time, it was really called "every day should not be called" and the land was not working. She really had no way out, so she had the idea of selling the child to my father for medical treatment.

"At that time, your brother was still young, less than four years old, and he was the only root of Lao Zhao's family. I couldn't sell him..."

"Am I not your child! Is it because I am a girl that I am dispensable? It doesn't matter to you whether it's sold or dead, is it? " I clenched my fists and yelled at my mother.

Roar, roar, my tears fall.

"Why did you sell me..." I sobbed and looked at my mother, "is there no other way to sell me?"

"No more No more... " My mother shook her head and cried, "I will not sell you if I have any way to do it! Although you are a girl, the palm and back of your hand are full of meat

"All that money is used to cure your father, but your father is still gone Your father didn't know that I sold you until he died. He would say every day why Dan Dan didn't come to see me, why didn't Dan come to see me... ""Stop it!" I interrupted my mother with a cry, "stop it..."

"Dandan, please forgive your mother, OK You don't know how much I've been through all these years... " My mother cried, then she held the table, stood up from the chair, came to me, and put her hand on me, and held me in her arms.

I didn't dodge, I didn't push her away. I hung two arms and let her hold me and cry.

Should I hate her? Should I blame her?

She said that she also had difficulties. She said she couldn't help it. She said that she had lived in nightmares every day these years.

What to do

I'm upset.

Before the firm, indifferent, hate, follow her tears flow away.

I really can't hate so thoroughly, after all, she is my mother, and I have her blood on me.

My mother hugged me and said sorry over and over in my ear.

I slowly raised my arm, hesitated, and tried again and again to embrace my mother's thin body, but I tried several times and finally dropped my arm.

"Mom, don't cry Don't I come back... "

I said in a low voice, but I obviously felt my mother's body tremble, and then I looked up at me excitedly, looking at me in disbelief and saying, "what did you just say? What did you just call me? You just called my mom, didn't you? Dan Dan? You called me mom, didn't you

I looked at her excited expression, and suddenly I was at a loss.

"Dandan, you call me again, you call me again..." My mother grabbed my shoulder, opened her eyes, looked at me expectantly and said.

“…… "Mom" actually, I was a little difficult to speak, but I still broke through the psychological defense line and called her.

My mother held me in her arms again, crying and told me that she would treat me well in the future. Even if she went out to beg, she would make me happy. She said that she would never abandon me in this life. She would make up for all the maternal love she owed me in the past nine years.

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