Late Into Night,Give Me a Cigarette

I looked at Su Anyu and was speechless for a moment.

Because he said it all right.

"I think ye yaoyu may have never dreamed that knocking him down is not all the obstacles in front of him, but you who have been quietly protected by him. You really stabbed him in the back with a knife When Su Anyu said this, the look in my eyes turned out to be very complicated. I couldn't tell whether it was disgust, disgust or anything else.

"Haven't you been trying to get us apart? Now that we are separated, you should be happy. Now how to say such a thing is sour. It doesn't feel like you at all. " I looked at Su Anyu, looked at his eyes and said sarcastically.

"Indeed, I did want you to be separated in the beginning." Su Anyu does not deny my words at all, "and it is that kind of unscrupulous that wants you to separate. It reminds me of a lot of things that I didn't want to see in the past. So I want to destroy you

I looked at Su Anyu and saw his indifferent watch with a kind of faint hatred in his eyes. I knew that he didn't cheat me. He really wanted to destroy me.

"When I saw you at that time, although I was smiling at you, I really wanted you to disappear immediately." Su Anyu sighed, "that kind of feeling, actually up to now I have. But I am contradictory, I want to destroy you, but I pity you, just like I pity myself. And to tell you the truth, I used to think that I could destroy you with a few strokes, but your performance was beyond my expectation. You are like those ants crawling on the ground. In order to survive, your weak shoulders can carry a heavy burden. You have been fighting against the miserable life brought by fate in your way. Seeing you like this, I begin to envy you again

"You are such a complicated person." I looked at Su Anyu and felt that her cheek was slightly hot. Maybe it was the effect of alcohol.

"Yes, I am such a complicated person. If ye yaoyu had not been there, I would have been a senior lunatic now. " Su Anyu laughed at herself, then looked at me solemnly and said, "he Qiu, over the years, have you ever felt that, in fact, I also like you very much!"

"What?" I looked at Su Anyu strangely. "Did I hear you right? You said you like me?"

"Not at all?" Su Anyu said with a light smile, "then I really have some failures."

"Su Anyu, tell me clearly You said, you like me You like How can you possibly like me? " I was a little confused by Su Anyu, because for so many years, I only knew that he targeted me everywhere in order to let me leave ye yaoyu, but I never thought that he would like me.

"He Qiu, how much ability do you think you have to withstand all my years of trouble?" Su Anyu looked at me with an expressionless eyebrow, "because every time, I leave you room."

"That's why I said, I'm a contradiction."

"But you don't have to be nervous. I don't like you purely as a man or woman. That kind of feeling is just like what I did to ye yaoyu. It's so complicated that I can't explain it myself. " Su Anyu said, pouring a glass of wine for himself and me. Then he took my glass and handed it to me. He said, "because of this, I have been hesitating whether to send the photo to ye yaoyu. However, it was you who sent it to him."

When I took over Su Anyu's glass, my heart began to become complicated. Just as Su Anyu said his feelings for me were complicated, in fact, I was not.

From the first time I saw Su Anyu, I had a preconception that he was a very warm man, so that I couldn't totally hate him for what he did to me. Moreover, I also felt that no matter what he aimed at me, he actually left me room for reversion.

We clinked a cup with Su Anyu, and then we both dried the wine in the cup. I don't know if it's because a lot of words have been opened. After this cup of wine, I feel relieved a lot.

"He Qiu." Su Anyu put down his glass, looked at me seriously and seriously and said, "what do you think of Ye yaoyu now?"

"I think he is a very hard-working person. He loves and dislikes clearly, and he works hard for his own dream..."

Before I finished speaking, Su Anyu raised his hand and interrupted me, "I'm not talking about this. What do you think of his feelings for you? How do you feel about him now? "

Hearing this question, I subconsciously lowered my head, and then I felt that my chest was particularly uncomfortable. Maybe it was because I had drunk wine. I wanted to control the spread of this sad emotion, but I couldn't control it. So I raised my head and tried to breathe in, trying to breathe in. My throat was dry and painful, like being blocked by something.

"I My feelings for him Of course, it hasn't changed from the beginning to the end. I think the deepest person I love in my life is him. I dream of being with him. We can hold hands openly. Even if more people oppose us, we can't stop us from being together! However, the reality is cruel, it is not a fairy tale. "With that, I inhaled and tried not to let the tears fall.

"I regret that I didn't insist on it, but I thought, if I did, I would have destroyed ye yaoyu. However, the reality is that no matter what I think, it is useless. I should be a thorn in ye yaoyu's heart now. I can't pull it out, but I feel flustered. Therefore, his attitude towards me is more and more strange and irritable. Before, all I could get from him was in vain

Some of my words can not go on, has been in the eyes of tears do not strive to fall down, and then I quickly use the hand to erase it.

Su Anyu quietly listened to me saying these words. Seeing that I kept wiping tears with my hands, she said faintly, "he Qiu, based on your understanding of Ye yaoyu, do you think that with a photo and a few sarcastic words from you, he will really believe that you betrayed him and followed that surnamed Dong?"

“……” I was stunned, looked up at Su Anyu, choked and asked, "what do you mean by this?"

"It seems that you don't know ye yaoyu that well." Su Anyu looked at me and said, "ye yaoyu doesn't believe that you have a relationship with Dong just by a photo. But for so many years, what he can't get over is your distrust of him, your distrust of your feelings, and his self-esteem that was hurt by you

"I don't understand..." I suddenly felt my head hurt and my brain was in a mess.

"If you don't understand, you can change your position and think about it." Su Anyu took out a cigarette and lit it. "If you saw a picture of Ye yaoyu holding other women close, what was your first reaction?"

With that, Su Anyu took a cigarette with two slender fingers, and opened his mouth to protrude a cigarette ring.

"The first reaction, of course, was shock, then anger, and then he wanted to know the truth. Although he was angry, he still tried to prove that he had nothing to do with the woman in the picture. It was a misunderstanding..." I thought about it and replied.

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