Late Into Night,Give Me a Cigarette

Zhang Yan looked at me helplessly, stretched out her hand to help me smooth my frown. She whispered, "don't be excited. Just let me have a rest. In fact, I'm really tired for so many years."

"Sister Yan..." I tightly grasped Zhang Yan's hand and looked at her with a reluctant face, "it's all my fault. I can't protect you..."

"He Qiu, you think too much." "This is my own problem, I need to rely on my own strength to solve them. I have already reserved my ticket, and I will leave this evening. You can think of me as a deserter who dare not face up to the difficulties. I really want to find a quiet place where there is no dispute, no public opinion and no one knows where I used to be and stay quietly for a while. "

Zhang Yan may be really tired. For so many years, in my eyes, she has always been the tree behind me that unconditionally supports me and protects me. But one day, I found that the tree, which has experienced all kinds of wind and rain, has many mottled scars.

In my subconscious, I always think that Zhang Yan is a strong person. She is a person who looks at the world coldly but disdains how the world treats her.

But I'm wrong, because no one in the world doesn't care what others think of themselves.

"Sister, you can rest as long as you want." I looked at Zhang Yan and said seriously.

"How can I leave at ease like you. If you don't have an assistant around you, you can't do a lot of things by yourself. " Zhang Yan said, "I'm going to go out and have a good rest this time. When will I clean up my mood and when will I come back, so I will formally submit my resignation to you."

Zhang Yan said, then turned around and picked up an envelope from the table and handed it to me.

"Zhang Yan, where are you going? I'll book tickets now." Standing on one side of Xue Tao see I also can't keep Zhang Yan, then anxiously said.

"Xue Tao..." Zhang Yan came back to her senses and faced Xue Tao. Looking at his face, she said seriously, "let me think about the matter between us. Before I think about it clearly, we'd better not meet."

"Zhang Yan, you have to believe me, I have nothing to do with Tian Yulu!" Seeing that Zhang Yan said so, Xue Tao hurriedly stepped forward, grabbed Zhang Yan's hand, and quickly explained, "now she is nothing to me. All I want to read in my heart is you. You should know that!"

"I know." Zhang Yan looked at Xue Tao and said, "I believe you. If you really have something with her, you don't have to worry about me. You've been with her for a long time, haven't you. Just, now the problem is me, I don't know if I have the courage to continue to love, now because of me, the public opinion on the Internet has begun to attack you, I don't want to see this kind of thing happen, although I don't know what I did wrong, so they despised and despised. So give me some time and space. I want to find a place to organize my thoughts

I look at Zhang Yan at this time, the expression on her face is trying to smile, but looking at it makes people feel sad.

After listening to Zhang Yan's words, Xue Tao wanted to say something but was interrupted by me. I held Zhang Yan's hand tightly and said to her, "sister Yan, I've accepted your resignation letter. I'll allow you to resign. I'll find an assistant to take care of my life. So you don't have any worries. You can go wherever you want to relax. But remember to keep in touch Or I'll worry about you. "

Xue Tao also saw that I didn't want him to speak any more, so he didn't say it again.

Because of Zhang Yan's plane in the evening, I asked her to go home and pack.

Watching Zhang Yan leave, Xue Tao quickly asked why I wanted to stop him to keep Zhang Yan.

I looked at Xue Tao, then looked at the resignation letter in my hand, sighed deeply and said, "Xue Tao, you know I had depression."

"Yes." Xue Tao looked at me suspiciously and said that he might not understand. When it comes to Zhang Yan, why would I mention my past illness.

"I was just in contact with the entertainment industry at that time. I didn't understand anything, and I didn't have enough mental preparation and pressure resistance ability. So when I faced all kinds of sudden pressure, suspicion, abuse and insult, my whole person collapsed. At that time, I really wanted to die. I felt that my whole world had collapsed. If Zhang Yan didn't pull me, I might have died a long time ago. "

"So the despair and helplessness, the feeling that no one in the world can understand my feeling, I know more than anyone else." Speaking of this, I stopped, looked at Xue Tao seriously, said: "just now, I had such a moment, I felt that Zhang Yan's mood seemed to be very similar to mine at that time. Maybe she realized it herself, so that she could control her emotions as much as possible and keep herself away from the land of right and wrong, so as to resolve the pressure on her."

"You mean, Zhang Yan, now Then I should be with her After listening to my explanation, Xue Tao seemed to have realized the seriousness of the matter and said to me in a hurry.

"Since she has chosen a person to sort out, we should not disturb her." I sighed and said helplessly: "this matter itself may not be a big event. Isn't love free? She has experienced all kinds of ups and downs in the past. Zhang Yan has not hurt others. Now she just wants to find a man who loves herself and can rely on herself. Is this also wrong? I don't know what they think of those people who blatantly attack people in the banner of justice. ""If people talk about money, they will destroy their bones, so don't underestimate the power of public opinion." Xue Tao helplessly smile, "listen to you say so, I seem to understand Zhang Yan's idea, since she wants to be alone, then I will not disturb her."

I nodded in agreement. I hope Zhang Yan can adjust her mentality as soon as possible.

After understanding Zhang Yan's idea, I suddenly thought of what ye yaoyu had just said to me. It seemed that he understood his intention. However, he was kind-hearted. Why did he always pretend to be indifferent? What's more, I had to say those words that made me excited and disgusted!

I should apologize to ye yaoyu when I understand the truth of the matter. However, I feel uncomfortable when I think of his superior and tough attitude towards me.

So I hesitated and didn't go.

Zhang Yan is a plane in the evening. Xue Tao decides to see her off, so I am left in the lounge. While I brush the news of each website, while paying attention to the netizens' messages, the time passed unconsciously.

It wasn't until someone knocked on the door of my lounge that I realized it was dark outside.

I quickly got up to open the door, but in the moment of opening the door was stunned.

Ye yaoyu stood at the door with a serious face, looked at me standing in the door, and asked coldly, "why don't you go back so late?"

Then he looked up at the door and asked, "only you? And Xue Tao? "

"Sent Zhang Yan to..." I looked at ye yaoyu and murmured.

Ye yaoyu took back his sight and fell on me again. He thought and said, "let's go. I'll take you back."

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