Late Into Night,Give Me a Cigarette

"I don't feel guilty!" I threw the torn newspaper to the ground.

At this time, an empty bottle was thrown to me, and then a boy asked in disgust: "how do you feel to be a daughter-in-law for an old man? Hahahaha -- "

" my God, it's disgusting. "

"Just think about it. How can there be such a dirty person in our class?"

I stood there, looking at the twisted faces in front of me. The laughter in my ears made my head swell. I found that the sarcasm from their mouths hurt me more than my adoptive mother slapped my mouth with the soles of her shoes.

Why, why are they so keen to dig people's pain, even if it has nothing to do with them. However, they like to expose people's scars. Even if they imagine it out of thin air, they have to make others say that they can't bear it.

"Well, have you said enough?"

When the discussion reached a peak, Wang Yuetong stood up from his seat and fairly stopped everyone. He came forward, grabbed my hand and said to everyone, "he Qiu has been sold since he was a child. It's not what she said to sell it to anyone. What can she do to be a poor daughter-in-law for a fool? How can you say she is a little sympathetic No heart

Although Wang Yuetong is helping me out, after listening to her words, my heart pounded a few times, and then I felt that my chest was too tight to breathe.

"It turns out that she married not only an old man, but also an old fool!" Someone immediately grasped the key point of Wang Yuetong's words and exclaimed excitedly.

"She's already a fool's daughter-in-law. Why do you come to school! How good it would be to go back and give birth to a little fool to the old fool! "

"Ha ha ha --"

"ha ha --"

"ha ha --"

"ha ha ha --"

laughter, like the tide, surged on me one after another, drowning me in the deep sea.

"I'm sorry, he Qiu. I didn't mean to tell you about it. I just wanted to help you out." Wang Yuetong took my hand with both hands, looked at me apologetically, and said anxiously.

"Nothing You also want to help me... " Looking at Wang Yuetong, I couldn't tell what kind of mood she felt at this time. If she said that on purpose, I would refute her loudly.

However, people clearly want to help me, but it is self defeating. How can I blame her? After all, she is the first person willing to make friends with me and listen to my distress and the past.

"Yuetong! How dirty you are to hold her hand Zheng Lingling sat in her seat, looking concerned about Wang Yuetong.

"Zheng Lingling, you can't say that. He Qiu, who hasn't ordered the past, you don't know. She used to be very poor. In fact, she didn't sell it to the old man as a child's daughter-in-law. She was the old man's silly son. But the old man gave he Qiu several times... " Wang Yuetong suddenly stopped talking. She covered her mouth with surprise on her face, then looked at me apologetically and said, "I'm sorry, he Qiu, I seem to have said too much..."

I looked at Wang Yuetong's apologetic look, powerless to take back his hand, said it's OK, I know you are to help me.

I thought, I can't blame her, after all, she is also to help me, just say anything.

However, when I saw Wang Yuetong's true face one day, looking back on what she said today, I suddenly found that Wang Yuetong had cut off a complete sentence here. In fact, it had her intention.

"The old man gave he Qiu several times..."

For what? How's it going? So we began to rely on imagination, began to fill in the second half of the sentence. Because of this, in the future, when they bully me and abuse me, they will scold me as shameless, father and son eat all, they are just bitches in bitches.

I don't know what kind of mood I came back to my seat. I can only feel that all the people's eyes are full of malice, which makes me feel so miserable that I can't lift my head.

All afternoon, my head was in pain like it was going to explode. I couldn't listen to what the teacher said, so I muddled through the school.

After school bell just rang, I carried my schoolbag, ran out of the classroom like a runaway, all the way, ran out of the school that let me feel suffocated.

Is this the normal campus life I'm looking forward to?

I hung my head all the way back to the welfare home. Although it was a long way to go, I could save at least a dollar in bus fare.

Pushing open the bedroom door, the other five people in the bedroom were making up in front of the mirror, no one paid attention to me.

It is said that they have a performance today. If the performance is successful, it will attract a lot of sponsorship and funding, so that the welfare home can operate normally.

I put my schoolbag on the bed and sat quietly watching them trace their eyebrows and eyes.

Cosmetics are a magic thing. Originally, the oldest of them was only 17 years old, but after making up, they all looked like women in their twenties.

"Is it interesting to go to school?" Zhang Yan put down the mirror and turned to look at me.Zhang Yan was originally very cool and gorgeous, then put on makeup, put on tight clothes and small black leather skirt, really have a kind of domineering full of feeling.

“……” I look at Zhang Yan, open mouth, but can not make a voice, I do not know how to answer her.

"Excluded?" Zhang Yan lit a cigarette, holding it between two white fingers, naturally and skillfully puffed in the clouds.

"Well." I nodded.

"So let's just say, what's good about school?" Several other people have also put on make-up and joined our conversation.

"He Qiu, do you think everyone is qualified to go to school? People like us are not qualified. "

"Why?" I didn't get it.

"Why do you ask? Oh, don't you realize it today

"Well, if you have the strength to say this, why don't you think about what we are going to face for a while?" Zhang Yan exhaled one last puff of smoke and then put out the end of the cigarette.

Her words, instantly let the bedroom quiet down, all the people were silent, turned around quietly to clean up their own things, no one spoke.

I looked at them strangely and asked casually, "are you going to perform later?"

As soon as I said this, everyone's faces changed. Zhang Yan stood up and tidied up her clothes in the mirror. She said coldly to the impression reflected in me: "don't ask questions blindly."

Then he turned around and said to the other four girls, "it's almost time. Let's go."

I watched them leave, and then the huge room was empty. I sat on the bed and looked at the empty room, and my heart became empty.

The first day of admission was so difficult, what should I do in the future!

What's more, what about my tuition. The dean said that I need to earn my own tuition fees, and the deadline given by the president is not long. I have to find a way to make money.

I took out my textbook, reviewed what I learned today, and preview what I need to learn tomorrow. When I plan to go to bed, it was already one o'clock in the morning.

And Zhang Yan and her have not come back.

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