Let Me Die

"It doesn't matter. It's all over. My grandfather left peacefully at last. I'm satisfied with that."

The funeral ceremony went on as scheduled. Zhan Beiting walked into the hall with his grandfather's portrait and put it in the center. Everyone stood in the hall in silence for the old man.

Mr. Zhan's whole life is not good. He has many friends around him, but everyone has a life of stature. Naturally, he can't take his own life into account because of his feelings. He doesn't blame them for this.

"Go all the way

After burying Mr. Zhan, Zhan Beiting returns to the company to start working. Luo Feifei is very worried. He just let the old man bury him, and he goes to the company. Is this OK?

Ah Xiu doesn't agree with the president's meeting with the company so soon. Besides, there are no new projects in the company now. The previous projects are being carried out on land and there are not too many things. Even if the president doesn't come to work for a few days, it doesn't matter.

Luo Feifei pulled people out of the company and took a taxi to the seaside. Before, she was afraid of water, let alone came to the seaside. Even when she passed through, she died in the water.

But she felt that watching the sea could calm people down, so she took Zhan Beiting to the seaside.

"I know you want to go back to work, but I'm in a bad mood. I want you to accompany me. As a friend, I can't ask too much about it."

Zhan Beiting knows what Luo Feifei wants to do. Anyway, he has come. He just wants to see what he and she wants to do?

Luo Feifei took off her shoes and stepped on the beach. It was very soft. The sea water hit her feet, which made her feel cool and comfortable. Originally, her heart would not talk to anyone, but Zhan Beiting's appearance now made her feel that she should share it with him.

"Let me tell you a story! In fact, she was not a princess in Xia Dynasty, because she was not loved by her father or even her brothers. However, she was accompanied by nannies and maids, who were really good for her.

It's a dull day, but it doesn't take long for such a dull day to be broken. "

Luo Feifei fell into the recollection, sat on the beach and looked into the distance, replaying in his mind all kinds of things she had encountered before.

"The princess is called Luoying. After that, she would like to marry a similar official. Originally, she did not have much ambition and didn't want to fight with those people.

However, the good times did not last long. Foreign enemies soon invaded the border of Xia Dynasty, and those people were very cruel and soon occupied a lot of territory along the border of Xia Dynasty.

The emperor had no choice but to think of marriage, and the object of marriage was his favorite princess. On the day of marriage, the princess did not go, and she wanted to end it. There was no way for the emperor to let Luo Ying replace him. "

At that time, Luo Feifei's heart was aching. She didn't understand that everyone was his father's daughter. Why was the gap so big? She has never been loved by her father since she was a child, and it is difficult to even meet her.

"On the day of marriage, Luo Ying cried very sad, but it didn't help. On the way, she met a robber again. On the way to escape, the robber tried to force her, but she was killed in the water.

God thinks that some of the death of Luoying is too miserable, so she has gone through modern times and is loved by her family. She has never enjoyed the warmth before. "

Speaking of this, Luo Feifei cried, not very sad tears, but smiling. She did not die, but lived in another way instead of a person with the same name and surname.

Zhan Beiting was very serious when he heard about it. He always felt that Luo Feifei was not only telling a story, but also telling her own story. When it came to things after crossing here, her eyes were full of tears. It was not a simple story that could be found.

"In fact, Luo Ying didn't like it at the beginning. She had no way to adapt to the life here, and even wanted to finish her own life. However, she did not die after thinking of various ways. Instead, people around her gave her the courage to live.

Luoying gradually adapted to the fact that she had passed through.

Do you know Zhan Beiting? Luoying's heart is not less than you bear. She wanted to commit suicide, and she thought that she did not belong to this world, and there was no way to integrate with the people here, but she survived in the end. "

Tears can not help but flow down, even if it is to tell their own story, Luo Feifei also feel very sad, she has not thought about the past for a long time, deliberately restrain herself not to think, do not think.

It's just that even if you don't want to, those things have really happened and there's no way to erase them.

Zhan Beiting clapped his hand on Luo Feifei's shoulder.

"It's OK. It's just a story. It's not true. It's really a TV play. You've seen too much Shaoxing opera. Those people will come back to their original world in the end. Don't think so much. People have their own way to go. Don't be sad. "

Zhan Beiting said from his pocket handkerchief to Luo Feifei, let her wipe tears, gently comforted the little girl in his arms.Luo Feifei was a little messy in the wind. She said that she didn't want Zhan Beiting to comfort her, but wanted him to stand up again and walk out of the shadow of sadness.

"I'm fine. It's just a story I told. How can I say it? I cried. It's true."

Zhan Beiting naturally understood Luo Feifei's intention. In fact, he had already made preparations in his heart. However, when things really came, he was still a bit caught off guard. After all, his heart still didn't want to accept it.

But even if he doesn't want to accept it, he can't let him feel at ease in heaven.

"Zhan Beiting, you have come out of the medicine. Only when you come out will the people around you be happy. Don't you want your grandfather to see your happy life? How can he feel at ease when he sees you like this? Before leaving, my grandfather told us to be good, but I don't want to see you like this.

What's more, my grandfather deliberately doesn't let us watch him go. I'm afraid you're too sad. So, you have to learn to walk out by yourself. Even if it's difficult, you always have to solve it, right? There is no use in escaping. "

Zhan Beiting did not speak, but looked into the distance. My grandfather should be very happy now. They are all very good. He is also very good. He will be better in the future. He wants to let his grandfather know that he will live well and will not worry him any more.

"Look at the stars in the sky, where is my grandfather? He is not going, but is accompanying me."