Let's Hug All Night Long

Lin Xinnian's father looked back, laughed, and pointed to the inside again. He said gently, "I have a daughter who is not in good health. She is resting at home..."

The young man gave a long "Oh" sound. Looking at Lin Xinnian's father into the yard, this just looked back at her. While packing up his things, he kindly said, "girl. Since this is your home, you'd better go in. I see your lips are cold! Besides, there is no father in the world who will blame his children

I think of my parents. The young man sighed and said, "no matter what kind of mistakes you have made, your parents will forgive them."

Lin Xinnian wipes her tears. The pain in my heart can't disperse for a long time!

The mistake she made. Don't say that her father forgives her, even she can't forgive herself!

In the days to come, banish yourself. With birth and death.

"Well. thank you! I got it! I'll go home later! "

Lin Xinnian turned around sadly. There was a lot of dust on the black down jacket. The hair was so messy that the whole person looked listless.

"Hello The young man was touched by her back. Stop her behind you.

Lin Xinnian looked back at him and asked blankly, "is there anything else?"

The young man was a little embarrassed with a smile and handed over a small bag in front of the car: "this is my breakfast. To you... "

It's a very common breakfast, milk and bread, and the ever-lasting rush of office workers.

Lin Xinnian hesitated for a moment. Although he was already hungry and was about to fall on the ground, he also said, this is his breakfast. How can I eat other people's breakfast?

"No! I'm not hungry! " Lin Xinnian shook his head with a smile and added, "thank you!"

The young man seemed a little angry. He came to her and put the bag on her hand: "take it for you. I didn't prescribe medicine in it. What are you afraid of?"

Milk should be warm, in the palm, warm.

Lin Xinnian did not refuse, but whispered, "thank you."

"Eat it! When I went out in the morning, my daughter-in-law helped me warm the milk, which was expected to be cold... "

The young man said happily and began to tidy up the milk in the box.

Lin Xinnian is not polite. He leans against the corner of the wall and tears up the milk. He takes a big drink and starts to bite the bread.

The young man knew she was hungry, but he didn't expect her to be so hungry. Looking at her eating, he frowned and whispered, "slow down, eat slowly, be careful of choking..."

Lin Xinnian took time to smile at him, and then went on eating.

Finally, there was something in his stomach. As expected, he was much more practical. After eating, the young man also packed up and counted his own goods, and the two waved goodbye.

What Lin Xinnian didn't know was that when the young man came to deliver the milk the next day, he told her father all about her.

She also sincerely asked her father to forgive her, saying that she was really regretful, how miserable she was crying at the door and how miserable her life was outside. What's more, she exaggerated Lin Xinnian's way of wolfing down food to her father.

Her father was very excited after hearing this, especially when the young man said that she was starving and almost chewed off his fingers. The old man's tears came out.

How could her daughter have lived such a miserable life from childhood to adulthood, relying on what was given to her by others?

At the thought of this, the old man felt as if there was a needle in his heart.

The old man invited the young man into the yard to make tea for him. He told him about Lin Xinnian's situation bit by bit. Even a little detail was not let go. Listening to him, he could not help but wet his eyes.

From this day on, there was an old man-made tin box at the door, and the box hung on the iron door.

There are umbrellas in the box, hazelnut chocolate that Lin Xinnian loves to eat, and a change purse

There is also a letter from the old man to Lin Xinnian!

But these things, for a long time no one has moved!

The old man would open the iron box to have a look every day, but he was disappointed every time.

His daughter, never came back.

After eating the boy's breakfast that morning, Lin Xinnian walked on the street for a long time.

Finally, she rented a room in a small hotel by herself!

The room in the hotel is on the third floor. It's a simple single room. There's a smell of mildew in the room. The tap in the toilet is leaking. It's always ringing.

After the owner's wife left, Lin Xinnian carried her head to the bed with heavy moisture. She rolled and looked up at the ceiling full of yellow soil stains.

Why do you still live in this world?

She didn't want to admit that she was alive just to pursue the happy feeling after smoking itSo Lin Xinnian, why are you so greedy to live, why not die?

I , not willing!

Not reconciled to my fate will end in this way, I still have fantasies about my family and love!

Lin Xinnian heard another self, in a clear and firm voice.

It was still early. The sun was shining outside. It squeezed in from the old window and dissipated the smell of mildew and erosion inside.

Lin Xinnian doesn't like sunshine!

As if she didn't like the cold, she hated the sunshine!

He got up and pulled the curtain with a crash, and covered all the bright and dazzling things outside.

She's a maggot who doesn't want to see light.

Like to approach warm places, but afraid of all bright things!

With the dim light in the room, Lin Xinnian counted the things on his body, and the little he Qing beside Rong Jinxi left.

She has to find the supply of cattle today, buy some goods back to store.

She is a insecure person. When she lived alone on the seventh floor of the tube shaped building, she always prepared a lot of things like that and sanitary napkins in advance.

Only in this way can she be more stable.

Otherwise, the empty heart always feel that they will need the next moment, but there is nothing on hand!

This kind of feeling is a bit terrible, Lin Xinnian doesn't want it!

I went around the room again. The toilet is the bathroom. The shower is full of scale and rust, not to mention taking a shower under it. I feel sick even if I touch it.

Anyway, winter is coming. If you don't take a bath for a few days, you won't have any smell.

With a wet towel to wipe the dust on the black down jacket, Lin Xinnian went out again.