Lord of the Starry Sky

First of all, let me confess to you that I have opened a new book.

Two books are currently being written together.

On the Starry Sky side, I really hope that there will be a beginning and an end.

It’s just that writing this book has been very difficult so far. I spent a lot of time and put in a lot of effort but it is difficult to be efficient. I am stuck almost every day. I write slowly and the things I write are not satisfactory.

I would like to apologize to everyone for bringing a bad reading experience to many friends, and I am especially grateful to the book friends who have accompanied Xingkong until now.

Thank you all, and I feel sorry for you all.

Next, try hard and hope you can stick to it.

To be honest, I wasn't confident that I could keep going this time.

A little afraid to make promises.

You must do what you promised.

But this time I was a little less confident.

It’s not that I have no motivation, but I have little confidence in my ability.

Maybe I’m really not suitable for writing this kind of story, or maybe I just don’t have the ability to write it?

During the writing process, the cravings became more serious and frequent than ever before.

Dilly-dallying, hesitating.

It's like squeezing out toothpaste to squeeze in more than one million words.

To admit defeat, in fact, I have already given up defeat.

Just don't want to give up.

Because there are still some readers and friends who have been subscribing, although they are becoming less and less.

But there were always friends who never let go, so I gritted my teeth and refused to let go.

But what I wrote became more and more dissatisfying.

Sometimes I suddenly think, am I even more sorry for my friends who are still subscribing to see something of this quality?

Wait until the last reader friend leaves because he can't stand the book anymore, and then end it. Is it responsible or just self-satisfaction?

Sometimes I really can't tell the difference.

I am not complaining to everyone, but I am really confused.

The reason for opening a new book is, on the one hand, to change my mind and see if it can stimulate inspiration. On the other hand, I admit that it is also a matter of income. The necessities of life are to make ends meet.

I will still try my best to continue writing this old book.

This has always been the principle.

Do your best and persevere until the very end.

At least, make up for the updates that were owed before.

Thanks to the friends who accompanied this book.

Including those who have left.

Even more grateful to those who are still here today.

I also apologize to you all.

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