Love in Xuancheng

The invited dignitaries and their families came to the Palace Banquet one after another. There were special palace people to serve and take their seats. The seats were arranged according to the status and grade. Shen Xingyue had to sit alone in a position under the emperor's head. Behind him, Luo Yu and Luo Chen stood like door gods from left to right. Some of the people who had taken their seats were sitting upright and dangerous, and some were whispering, Some people closed their eyes and looked thoughtful... The atmosphere was formal and depressed, and the thick smell of fat and powder in the air made Shen Xingyue quite bored, so she got up and left the Palace Banquet.

After several ups and downs, I found the highest position in the palace and stood there. At night, I had a panoramic view of the palace. No matter which emperor has the same hobby, they all love gold! Vulgar! How vulgar! It's nothing to look at! Shen Xingyue couldn't help feeling sick.

"Girl, have you seen the palace like this?" Shen Xingyue asked proudly with a Amethyst Necklace.

"Yes, my father and brothers will quietly take me to stand at the top of the palace to see the whole palace every year." the poison girl's voice doesn't bring any interest, but she seems to be worried and depressed.

Shen Xingyue hurriedly changed the topic, "you said love is very simple. Shout it out and rush over. I did what you said. Love doesn't come out and the pain around me increases instead of decreasing. Don't encourage me to do that childish and ridiculous thing in public in the future. Think about it and get goose bumps!"

"If you are surrounded and spoiled by your parents and brothers, you don't feel a little loved? No!" the poisonous girl scratched her head and was puzzled.

"Do you really need to remember those happy memories you told me about your own past? There are only other people's laughter and noise in those past events. I think you'd better forget them all. What's wrong with being Shen Xingyue? At least it will make your heart no longer lonely!"

"Are you no longer lonely?" Shen Xingyue sat down slowly and said to herself: "Even if I forget, even if I leave the past and take the initiative to integrate, my heart is still cold. I can't afford a ripple. I say it's dead, it's beating, and it's alive, but it's cold. My parents can count the times they meet with them from their own memory. Their love is to give me endless money, never ask me what to do, and never interfere in my affairs, but If you ask me to speak, I will not hesitate to promise. This way of getting along seems like ice cooling, which makes me feel comfortable. Your parents are different. They will revolve around you, embrace you, boo cold and ask for warmth, worry, take care of your emotions, and integrate doting into details. But the more this is, the more lonely I feel. They are uneasy to accept, and they are guilty to not accept, It makes me uneasy. "

"It will be fine. When you completely forget yourself, you will become a real Shen Xingyue. You don't have to be nervous and guilty. Just accept it!" the poison girl comforted.

"When the girl grows up, she can comfort people!" Shen Xingyue said with a smile. "Do you want to go back to the palace banquet?"

The poison girl looked very excited and expected, "there are programs at the Mid Autumn Festival Palace Banquet every year. It's very interesting. Take me to see what's special this year!"

"The program? It's just dancing and playing music. Why is it interesting?" Shen Xingyue wondered. Hasn't the girl seen dancing and playing music? Is there any vaudeville?

The poison girl picked her eyebrows, and her eyebrows were full of bad smiles. "The king of Jin not only got married, but also didn't attend the Palace Banquet. How many hearts must be broken!"

"Ha? Still? Does he never attend the palace banquet?" Shen Xingyue was surprised.