Love is Never Late

After lunch, Mu Ziyi lies prone on the table and falls asleep. Chu Ruo is afraid to wake up each other, so he takes Xiaoling for a walk on the playground.

With Mu Ziyi around and joking from time to time, Chu ruo's mood is not low.

But once quiet down, she can't deceive herself, can't divert her attention, can't help suffering.

Aware of Chu ruo's mistake, Xiaoling is still wondering why the other party has lost its vitality as soon as he is far away from Mu Ziyi. Just about to ask, she hears Chu ruo's astringent request, "Xiaoling, I want to sleep with you tonight, can you take me in?"

I don't know in what mood, facing Lin Xirong who is forced to die, Chu Ruo just wants to escape.

She felt that she could not laugh in front of Lin Xirong. In order to avoid the other party's guilt and not affect Lin Xirong's condition, she should hide from each other.

The forced compromise is her decision against her will. Since she is against her will, how can she interpret calm.

Her heart is clearly full of reluctance and entanglement. She doesn't want to remind herself to keep a distance with nangongchen when she sees Lin Xirong.

Nangong Chen is all her spiritual sustenance, which has not changed.

Therefore, she was really powerless, even felt unnecessary to cry.

"Truro, what's the matter with you?"

Stop, Chu Ruo face Xiaoling full of concern eyes, but have to say a lie, "I didn't sleep well last night, today I want to have a good rest."

"You know that's not what I asked."

See Xiaoling look slightly sullen, Chu ruo's action is extremely stiff.

"Do you remember that I told you I wanted to be with my brother forever? I don't want him to marry and have children. I don't want to get married. It's good to keep the status quo like this. "

Nodding heavily, Xiaoling frowned and condensed Chu ruo's eyes, trying to catch some clues from it.

She always felt that today's Chu Ruo was very strange, but she could not tell what was strange.

Turning her face, Chu Ruo goes on. She is afraid that she will look at Xiaoling's eyes again, so she can't help blurting out the truth.

But is she aggrieved? She is not aggrieved. Nangongchen has been with her for eight years, giving her eight years of love and protection.

Since not aggrieved, there is no need to complain, she can not be too selfish, too dissatisfied.

Nangong Chen also has her parents and her own life. How can she possess all of them.

"In fact, I said something even more ridiculous. If my brother wants to set up a family and want a baby, I can do it together with him. Isn't it ridiculous?"

"Chu Ruo..." With her mouth pursed, Xiao Ling didn't feel funny at all. She even listened very sad.

"Truro, what's the matter with you? What happened? "

Xiaoling asks again and again, and Chu Ruo uses a smile to excuse each other's anxiety.

Her tone seems to belittle everything, but also lost the pursuit and yearning, just like the current popular salted fish mentality - knowing that you don't have that life, you can put down your obsession as soon as possible, which is liberation and self abandonment.

"Xiao Ling, I thought about it all night yesterday. In fact, I am so hateful."

"No! You are not hateful at all

"Don't worry. Listen to me. I'm afraid that my brother will be robbed. I'm afraid his mind is not here with me. I'm afraid that he will hate me. I'm afraid he can only accommodate others in his eyes. I don't know why I am so selfish and why I have these delusions. My brother does not owe me, nor is he my relative. I have nothing to do with him

Chu ruo's introspection and self blame make Xiao Ling feel a lot of pain.

Inexplicably, what Chu Ruo said was not unreasonable. She could not even refute it, but she thought it was wrong.

Xu is Chu ruo's self-examination is too thorough, too much too much, too objective, rational to leave all his feelings.

In this way, how to let people hear.

"Xiao Ling, if it had not been for me, my brother would have been perfect. He should have a wife and children now, but he should not have my burden. Of course, none of the hypotheses holds water, so from today on, I can no longer be his hindrance and worry. "

If Chu is not sure, she is perfunctory or brainwashing herself.

From Gu Ziyang's point of view, she can't make it.

From Lin's point of view, she felt forced.

Only from the perspective of nangongchen, she can barely convince herself.

Because no one values nangongchen's existence more than her, and hopes that the other side is good.

A pull Chu if, stop the other side to continue to move forward, Xiaoling broke Chu ruo's shoulder, forced Chu Ruo to look into her eyes, "Chu Ruo, is this really what you mean?"

Can ran a smile, Chu Ruolin of course nodded, "must ah, who has more obligation to promote my brother's happiness, I should bear the brunt of it."

Her eyes were in a trance. Xiaoling saw it for the first time. Chu Ruo laughed so hard, as if she was trying her best to express her heart.

To the direction she told her how important Nangong Chen was, and still said in her ears, but today, she witnessed the "growth" of Chu Ruo.Is Chu Ruo aware of his feelings for nangongchen, just worship and dependence?

Xiaoling is not sure. She only knows that she should support Chu ruo's decision.

"Well, since you have thought it out, I will not advise you. But Chu Ruo, there are many kinds of love... "

Knowing that Xiaoling is implying her prudent choice, Chu Ruo takes a deep breath and gently shakes her arms hanging on both sides of her body.

She didn't know whether it was love or not, but she knew for sure that she couldn't really wish Gu Ziyang and nangongchen a long life together. It seemed that she could not do anything else.

At the end of the afternoon's training, truo's mobile phone happened to be out of power, so she had to walk to the front door to inform the driver that she would not go home.

When the car door opened, she saw Gu Ziyang, who was well-organized inside. She seemed to have been waiting for a long time, so she felt an impulse to escape.

"Chu Ruo, I want to talk to you. Can I give you a chance?"

Gu Ziyang was shocked by Gu Ziyang's 180 degree turning attitude. In a short time, Chu Ruo understood.

The other party came to her to shake hands and make peace, presumably from the inspiration of Lin Xirong and Nangong Shang.

Both Lin Xirong and Nangong Shangshang belong to Gu Ziyang, which shows that Gu Ziyang has spent a lot of time to please the two elders.

But she did not choose to be a guest because of Gu Ziyang.

"No need. I know what you're doing here. I still hate you. Goodbye."