Love you, never separate

"Our happy life for such a long time, in your opinion, is mutual torture? Why? " Zhou Li could hardly control his inner emotion. He punched the sofa like a vent and looked at He Qing with red eyes.

"It's very tired to be with you. I can't hold on any longer. You can't stand me either." He Qing hung his head, laughed at himself, and began to count his own shortcomings.

"I'm stuffy and sensitive. I don't know if you say a word, I'll start to think about it and ignore you. I'm also self abased. I often feel that I'm not worthy of such an excellent you. When I go out with you, I feel that some people feel that we don't match."

"You are the boss of a big company. I'm just an ordinary employee of a small teahouse. It's not a problem for you to spend millions every minute, but I can only get a meager salary of several thousand yuan a month. It's not that I complain. I just feel that we are not people in the same world. This estrangement can never be separated."

"Remember what you used to say to me? Let me stay at home, you can raise me, I don't like this kind of words, I am also a man, I also have self-esteem, I can't just stay in the cage you made for me, be a canary you raised

"I want to try my best to catch up with you, but I find that you are still far away from me. When did you start? When I was in college, I thought, "your family has so much money. When I work and save enough money, I'll start my own company and grow up to match you."

At this point, he Qing laughed at himself and said, "later, I didn't finish college, and no company wanted me. I could only do some basic chores. What I learned in college was useless at all."

When he Qing said this, Zhou Li's body was shocked. He thought of the crackdown on He Qing by Ms. Zhou in order to break them up in college. Just this, what he owes to He Qing will never be clear

"To be honest, I really complained about Ms. Zhou at that time. At that time, I was never as angry as life, but later I thought about it, I still occupied her son, so I went through it slowly."

"At that time, even though it was so difficult, I was still very firm in my heart. At that time, I thought, I was really infatuated with you. I even wanted to be with you when I got to this point." He Qing smiles.

"At least at that time, I didn't want to be separated from you. Since when, my mood has changed? I don't remember very well. Maybe it was polished in the past five years. I've seen too many class differences, and I've come to realize that our "civilians" and your "capitalism" are not the same world in themselves. "

Zhou Li now remembers that he really didn't care much about He Qing's problems. He also remembers that "don't go to work, I'm too tired, I'll support you!" he said to He Qing countless times And "I'll ask your boss to give you a holiday."

It's obvious why he is thinking about it, but now it's a great irony. Yes, he thinks he is "good" to He Qing. In fact, he is attacking He Qing's self-esteem in disguise.

His heart was bitter, and he constantly blamed himself. If he could observe it more carefully at that time, he might be able to observe something, and he would not have caused so many blows to He Qing all the time. He did not dare to imagine what he Qing thought at that time. He Qing had been holding it for a long time, and it would break out

"He Qing, I'm sorry, I..." I just didn't think so much, just want to be good to you... Zhou Li's words choked in his throat and he couldn't say it all the time. He also thought this statement was really funny, and it didn't make any sense to say it.

"I have a friend. I can't be regarded as a friend. It's an ordinary colleague. You should have met him in the previous company. The one with glasses is pretty. The one with white face you said was a lover. You took him as a rival and drove him away from me directly. Do you still have any impression?"

"He is the same as me, at least in character or various aspects. We were not very popular in the company at first. At that time, I was taken special care of by you, and I was basically hostile by all the staff of the company. I didn't tell you, you should not know."

Zhou Li was surprised. At that time, he often paid attention to He Qing's work, and his information was basically obtained from He Qing's manager. The manager also said that he Qing got along well with the staff in the company, and he was very happy at that time. Then he asked, he Qing also brought it with a smile. It turned out that he Qing was so hard?

Zhou Li looks at He Qing's thin and weak body sitting opposite him, and suddenly thinks that he has been comforted. Over the years, he always thinks that he has protected He Qing well, and that he has blocked a lot of setbacks for he Qing. However, he Qing has suffered a lot of grievances, even more than he imagined.

It turned out that what he saw was just what he Qing wanted him to see. He never really had a deep understanding of He Qing's real emotions. For example, now, although he Qing's face is smiling, his heart is probably very sad.

He Qing looked at the shocked expression on Zhou Li's face and the guilty look in his eyes. He laughed again and said, "I don't mean to blame you when I say that. On the contrary, I should thank you. Without you, I'm afraid I can't find such a good job because I don't have graduated from this university."

Ah, he Qing said thanks to me, but I couldn't laugh at all. He didn't graduate from University, which was indirectly caused by me... Zhou Li thought.

"To get back to the point, at that time, I was the enemy of the company, probably a duck who didn't have a higher education relying on selling buttocks? That's what they say in private. " He Qing seriously recalled the situation at that time, said, and then laughed at himself, "now think about it, what they described is quite appropriate?"

Zhou Li clenched his fist and clenched his teeth. How could those people, how dare those people, why he Qing said these things, no one told him?

"I didn't care about these people very much. In the past, junior high school was much more serious than this. I was used to it. At that time, only my colleague was close to me. I still remember his name, Zhou Zhou, with the same surname as you. It's easy to pronounce He Qing looked out of the window, like falling into some memories.