I walk out with ryan and he shows me a secret balcony. "Wow...what is this?" I ask,full of wonder. "I come here every now and then...but I've never brought anyone here with me before..." Ryan replies,looking deep in my eyes. "Sunset,I can't help but admire you...I really just..." He adds,after that,he just kisses me. "Ryan..." I say. I run off and head into my dorm. "Crap..." I say to myself,looking at a tall mirror in my room.

I change into a tank top and shorts and eat some Cheetos in the kitchen area.I clean up and head to sleep,but think of a way to tell the boys. I never want to face love again and yet,here I am messing with six boys.What am I going to do?