Love's Gone

He pulled out of his preoccupied rummage. Several meters away, Zhou's only face was calm: "what you see I'm doing, I'm doing."

Looking at the mess on the ground, I had signs of blood on my brain in a moment.

But my tolerance or flexibility towards this man is too strong. My tolerance is adjusted to the maximum with his behavior. I am such a person who hates the behavior of flipping my things without my permission. I can't really get angry with Zhou Wei.

I was even a little annoyed that the ghost screamed too loudly and the regionalism was too serious. Would it make Zhou Wei feel uncomfortable.

I tried to control the tone slightly. I calmed down slightly and adjusted the atmosphere: "what do you want to do when you turn the cabinet? You want to see if I hide delicious food in the cabinet behind your back. "

His body turned slightly. Zhou Wei quickly turned back the scattered things one by one. He responded to me while doing it: "I'm a little bored and can't find anything to do. I want to clean up everywhere. There's a lot of dust in this cabinet. I just brushed them several times before I cleaned them. Liu Duoan, I'm so diligent. You know how to repay me tonight. "

Well, it seems that my murder paranoia is very serious.

Obviously, Zhou Wei is trying to help with hygiene. I think he's flipping my bottom and checking me.

I don't know if Zhou Wei saw through my funny eyes, but after all, I had such a narrow idea. I was more or less embarrassed, and I said, "you're engaged in sanitation, as if you're tearing down a house. Come on, don't mess with that. Go take a bath. "

Zhou Wei did not move with emotion and sat more determined: "since we have cleaned up, we should do it first. It's not my style to give up halfway. "

I leaned over and said, "you take a bath and I'll get the tail of your hand..."

Zhou Wei refused me outright: "you've already taken a bath. Do you want to take another one? There's a lot of dust here. Don't pestle here like a piece of wood, Liu duo'an. If you really have nothing to do, you'd better go to bed first. You'll be refreshed and energetic when you can play. "

My face was gray: "play, play with wool."

"Yes, Liu Duoan, you are responsible for playing with wool."

Shaking his shoulders, Zhou Wei added, "I'm responsible for playing with you."

Shit, shit, I really! You shouldn't answer him!

Just let him win first.

I flattened my mouth. I didn't say anything. When I got back to bed, I went online with my mobile phone to watch the news. I don't know when Zhou Wei went to take a bath. In short, it was almost 11 o'clock when he came back in his pajamas.

When he got into the quilt, he almost didn't move. His hand directly touched my abdomen and made a bad circle.

He was so careless and careless that he scratched a little. I pressed his hand: "what are you doing? This is."

The movement on his hand did not stop. Zhou Wei wantonly kneaded and moved all the way up. He weighed the softness on my left at will. His lips came together and directly bit my ears. He pressed his voice into a beautiful darkness: "fuck you."

It was like being hit by an electric shock. My body trembled involuntarily. My blaming voice was soft and uncertain: "your uncle, can you speak more carefully?"

Suddenly, Zhou Wei's strength to bite my ear increased slightly. He kept grinding. When he loosened it again, his voice was like a brave and radical lion: "Liu duo'an, I want to fuck you and kill you."

What is more violent than his words is that he suddenly becomes rough. His hands have untied the cover of my coat. He rubbed and squeezed like his life. His breathing sound surged in my ears like a bull. I was overwhelmed by everything. When I reacted, he had gone in.

This is the first time that he started to carry his gun without much foreplay. I felt a little pain, but the long tacit understanding with him soon evaporated the discomfort, followed by a happy walk in his body. These wonderful things dominate my unlimited investment in exploring with him and climbing to the cloud with Zhou Yiyi in my emotional confusion.

The storm swayed, agitated and broke through. It didn't subside for a while. Zhou Wei quickly turned over from me. He sat there pounding something.

Wrapped in a quilt, I sat at this end. Through the soft light of the bedside lamp, I saw Zhou Wei take off a condom. He skillfully tied a knot, wrapped it with a paper towel and threw it into the dustbin.

It's probably every woman who falls in love deeply. Even if she is as ordinary as a cow, she can only hold infinite care as usual towards the man she falls in love with.

I suddenly had the idea of growing like weeds in my heart. I think Zhou Wei at this moment is always different from the one I have been in contact with for some time.

I pretended to be nothing. "Well, I didn't even know you were wearing this."

Turning his face, Zhou Wei gently printed on my forehead: "today, I had to smoke and drink some wine. I also inhaled a lot of second-hand smoke. I'm afraid it's bad for my child to be pregnant."

OK, my mind is like a roller coaster that has experienced ups and downs. It immediately stops on the flat ground that makes me feel most safe. I said, "that's right."

"No. What do you think it is? "

Zhou Wei put the bracelet around my waist. He grinned vaguely: "Liu duo'an, it seems that you like me very much. If I don't wear that, I'll go straight to you."

The light is wrapped in a quilt. Where can I stand him? This is a teasing smile. My face is red. I scolded, "Hey, why do you talk so badly?"

With a cheeky face, Zhou Wei smiled more cheaply: "Liu duo'an, are all adults. You should face up to your own demands. You really want me to fuck you without any hindrance. You have to tell me before I know how to make you feel better, don't you... "

I slapped him on the shoulder: "your uncle! Let go, I'm going to take a bath and go to bed! I'm too lazy to go crazy with you! "

This time, Zhou Wei didn't love war as before. He simply released me and said, "can I wash it first?"

Without thinking too much, I feel free to say, "of course."

As soon as I spoke, he got out of bed and rolled to the bathroom.

Or I was a little tired after running around all day. When I groped to clean myself up, Zhou Wei took the lead in falling asleep without warning.

Not only that night, but for more than a month, whether we had close contact before going to bed or not, Zhou Wei always fell asleep one step ahead of me. Because all his performances were normal before he went to bed, I didn't think deeply. I just thought he was tired.

Later, one night on a weekday, Zhou Wei brought me a message. He said that the condition of bean sandbags had been completely controlled, and he could be discharged after being kept in hospital for observation for a period of time.

He also brought me a video of bean sandbags.

When I watched the video, he stroked my hair with his hand. The calm atmosphere was too good.

Such a calm day is like a windless zone on the sea. It is so stubborn. As time goes on, I have the illusion that such a day will last for a long time. With the cooperation of reality, my illusion is more and more clear and obvious. I think with joy that after I have suffered for more than 20 years and been in turmoil for more than 20 years, God is finally willing to give me some of its goodwill, so that I can be happy and peaceful.

Once the state of mind is relaxed, I live like a runaway wild horse. I have never been born with natural and unrestrained induction before. Even Ma Xiaoyan took the initiative to tell me that she thinks there is a lot more smile on my face.

I attribute these to Zhou Wei's credit, and then my heart is eager for him. With the more and more examples of these favorable items, the more I rely on him. I have unconsciously put down a lot of the style of working against him in the face of him, and I won't carry it from time to time as before.

That Friday, on the eve of work, I took the initiative to send him a wechat: boss Zhou, I'll invite you to a movie in the evening and you'll invite me to a big meal. How about it.

About half an hour later, Zhou Weicai slowly replied to me: I have dinner in the evening.

Although I feel a little lost, I still understand: Well, you are busy.

He should be very busy. Anyway, he didn't reply to me again.

Holding the mobile phone for a long time, I watched it coming off work. Wechat didn't ring again, so I put it away.

Some people don't want to go back and face the cold pot and cold stove alone. I think Ma Xiaoyan and Chen Hui are planning to go to dinner together and sing K. I've joined in the fun.

After a night of excitement, at about ten o'clock, I thought that Zhou Wei was almost entertained, so I said goodbye to Ma Xiaoyan and the group began to drive home.

However, the journey was only half way, and I suddenly received a call from Zhou Wei.

Obviously, he drank a lot, his tongue was knotted, and his voice was quite drunk and scribbled: "Liu duo'an, come and pick me up."

As soon as I saw that he was going to get drunk, I hurriedly said, "report the address, right away."

In Zhou Wei's voice, he bumped with alcohol: "I'm next to our community, next to it, clear it, clear it there."

Isn't he going to socialize?

In the end, which side is he calling sacred? Do you want to be funny?

I murmured in my heart. I confirmed with him again and again: "are you really clear in the past?"

Hei hei smiled and Zhou Wei said with a big tongue, "Liu duo'an, tell me when I lied to you. You lied to me all the time, you little liar. You are a little liar, and I love you too. I'm cheap. I love a liar. "

I only regarded Zhou Wei's words as his drunken flirtation, so I accepted them all: "yes, yes, I'm a liar, I'm a liar, okay. If you're really there, wait for me. I have to drive for more than 20 minutes. "

Who knows what happened to Zhou Wei today? He answered smoothly: "I've been waiting for you, but I don't know whether this waiting is right or wrong for me. Liu Duoan, sometimes I think it's good for you to appear in my life, but sometimes I'm confused. Is it a good thing for me to enter my world so strongly. I often forget who I am because of you. "

It's rare to see Zhou Wei's affectation for a few times. As long as he speaks a few love words seriously and sincerely, my heart will be very beautiful. I can't help stepping on the accelerator to speed up the speed: "OK, OK, you'll wait there and I'll be there right away."

Hang up the phone. I step on the accelerator again. Usually I have to drive for more than 20 minutes. This time I spent 12 minutes.

As Shenzhen becomes more and more prosperous, there are more and more famous bars with various factions. There are fewer and fewer people in this shop that focuses on literary and artistic style near my home, so I easily found Zhou Wei in the corner.

Lying there with his face covered, Zhou Wei's hands hung lonely. His dark hair was reflected by the gorgeous light. I leaned close to him, but inexplicably gave birth to a heavy sense of distance.

Gently clapping my hand on his shoulder, I tried to call him: "Zhou Wei? Zhou Wei, go home. "

The body moved slowly. Zhou Wei raised his head slowly with great difficulty. He tilted and squinted at me. He was confused with drunkenness: "Yo, this is not Liu Duoan. How so coincident."

Coincidentally, he called me, didn't he!

Not to argue with a drunkard, I stretched out my hand and put it directly on his arm: "don't talk, I'll take you home."

"Home? What is home? "

Like being stuck and fixed in place by glue, Zhou Wei moved around. He didn't know whether he was conscious or unconscious. He avoided my hand. He reluctantly supported the table by himself and stood up. He was still a little shaky: "Liu duo'an, I think I have everything, that is, I don't have a home."

Afraid that he stumbled and fell, I didn't care to listen to him. I grabbed his arm again: "well, let's go back first and talk about it later."

Just like Zhou Wei, if he wants to say that he is drunk, he also has the consciousness to move around. If he wants to say that he is not drunk, his brain seems to be blocked. He keeps talking and repeating that the wine here is good. He drinks something exciting and gives me a good depressed meal.

Get him back and throw him on the sofa. I'm exhausted.

I didn't let myself slow down. I immediately went to the bathroom to get a basin of hot water and a towel and put hot water on his face.

As soon as I covered Zhou Wei's face with a hot towel, he reached out and took it off and stuffed it back into my hand. He turned over and lay on the fence beside the sofa.

Holding his neck like a crocodile drilling out of the water to breathe, Zhou Wei slowly twisted back to see me. He was rendered a little red by alcohol, and his eyes were still blurred with drunkenness. His tongue was still a little big and stuttered like a summary: "Liu duo'an, why did you go tonight? Why, so late, you're still on the road."

I put the towel back into the water basin to get hot, and again I couldn't help but swing it to wipe Zhou Wei's face. I kept my voice calm: "you don't have time. It happened that several girls in the company had a dinner and sang K. I'll rub it for fun."

He rubbed his forehead hard, and my conversation turned: "you didn't say you had a party. How did you go to the bar alone and get drunk?"

After lying down for a while, Zhou Wei seemed to let the blood flow into his brain. His consciousness seemed to be much clearer. He turned back and sat upright. He took the towel from my hand and pressed it into his eye socket for a moment. Only then did he understate his tone: "I was temporarily released by the customer and didn't want to tell you to laugh at me. I can only find some fun by myself."

After covering for a little while, Zhou Wei put down the towel. He motioned me not to touch hot water for him again. He rubbed his hands on both sides of the corners of his eyes. He suddenly jumped and said, "Liu duo'an, I found out the people who sent you a few times of less serious Express last time."

The sweat all over suddenly floated on the skin watch, and my spine cooled: "who is it?"