Love's Gone

But the sound speed was even faster than mine. Zhou Wei's voice was blowing with a turbulent summer wind: "I have something to do. I'm not sure what time to return. You don't have to wait for me. Go to bed first."

What else do I want to say? Zhou Wei didn't give me a chance to speak again. He said, "I'll hang up first."

The sudden beep when the phone was cut off made me trance.

Take a bath and come out. The man who was hot with me not long ago disappeared. I called and he didn't say anything. However, I was a little depressed and very worried. I didn't feel sleepy.

Not wanting to go back to bed and toss and struggle with insomnia, I turned off the bedroom light, turned back to the hall and turned on the TV with a pillow. Then I lay upside down on the sofa and looked at the door from time to time.

But I couldn't bring Zhou Wei back after all.

In the early hours of two in the morning, I pressed the remote control to switch channels. When many channels were happy to say goodbye to me, I almost couldn't help but want to call Zhou Wei again, but I chewed his lonely words not long ago. I think he should have something urgent to deal with. After thinking about it, I turned off the TV and the light with my silent mobile phone, Resist sleepiness in the dark.

When I woke up, the sky was already bright. The light of the morning light came in and fell on the ground. I stretched my waist, which was made a little sore by the sofa, and then looked at the whole space. It was still lonely.

After learning that Zhou Wei didn't return all night, I saw an empty mobile phone without even a text message. The sense of depression spread all over my body. I was like being drained of blood early in the morning.

When I got back to the company, it was already nine o'clock. I threw the eggs and pancakes I bought downstairs on the table. I didn't even have time to open the computer. I held my mobile phone and breathed deeply, and dialed Zhou Wei.

This time, he picked it up very quickly: "Liu duo'an, good morning."

Listening to his tone as if nothing had happened, a nameless fire suddenly appeared in my heart. I tried to suppress it so as not to make my voice too impolite. I said, "where did you go last night?"

"I went with the customer."

The tone of voice dropped a few words, and Zhou Wei Leng did not change the topic: "Liu duo'an, have you had breakfast?"

I admit that I am sometimes a competent chameleon. I was angry in my chest. With Zhou Wei's unexpected answer and his seemingly concerned question, I was pulled away by him: "Oh, the customer came to you so late, OK, I know."

Zhou Wei's voice seemed to be blocked by something, with some shallow vagueness: "Liu duo'an, I'm going to have a meeting."

Oh, oh, twice, I couldn't stop: "OK. Then you're busy first. "

I have no doubt about Zhou Wei's statement that he temporarily ran out to accompany customers last night. Hanging up the phone makes me feel a little warmer and relaxed. What should I do.

When I was getting off work, I thought that Zhou Wei must have stayed up late with the customer last night. I wanted to stew him a reliable soup and set him on fire. Who knows, on my way back, Zhou Wei told me that he had something to do at night, so I didn't have to wait for him to eat.

For the next ten days, Zhou Wei seemed to be winding up and completely fell into a busy vortex. He dragged himself back very late every day, and he always woke up early in the morning.

In order to accommodate his time, my biological clock changes by itself, often waking me up when he wakes up.

As soon as the time was right, Zhou Wei took me to linger in the morning. Generally, when there was plenty of time, I simply cooperated without being coy. He still had to use a small umbrella every time. He also said that he was too busy and tired recently and couldn't achieve eugenics. It's reliable to avoid it.

Zhou Wei said it seriously. He completely showed his responsible side incisively and vividly, and I also held a high sense of trust in the man I gave him wholeheartedly. I think his explanation makes sense. I didn't worry about it later.

Time is swinging, and the end of summer comes in an instant.

On a weekend when summer was slowly melting and autumn was full of leaves, Zhou Wei, who went out early in the morning and had no news all day, called me.

I was taking his clothes back. I sat on the sofa and stroked them one by one. When I heard the phone ring, I put my clothes aside for a while and picked them up.

In his tone, Zhou Wei said, "Liu duo'an, go to Longgang central city and come to your sister's store."

Full of embarrassment and tension, when I drove to the Tianhong in Longgang center, the night had enveloped the whole city. In the darkness, I walked very slowly and used the time to anticipate what might happen next.

But my brain was in a mess, and I couldn't pick out my ideas. Finally, I sat in front of Liu Duohui with my chaotic thinking.

No longer excited last time, Liu Duohui was more salty than light. She took the leading position and picked her eyebrows to show me to sit down. Then she said to Zhou Wei, who was sitting on the side with a pale face: "Mr. Zhou, I want you to avoid it."

In response, Zhou Wei stood up and patted me on the shoulder with his hand. He said in a shallow voice, "Liu Duoan, I'll stroll around. Call me when you're busy."

Under the gaze of Liu Duohui, I was inexplicably guilty and embarrassed to interact with Zhou Wei too much. I just um answered.

Zhou Wei walked away. There were only Liu Duohui and me in such a big space here. She didn't open her mouth. It was difficult for me to sit and stand, so I had to harden my head: "Duohui..."

Liu Duohui picked up the coffee in front of her and put it to her mouth. This time, at least on the surface, she didn't reject her name that she had used for more than ten years as before. She frowned: "it seems that you have been really moist in recent years, bright and radiant. Ha ha, you're really enviable."

These sarcasm, like the prickles on the cactus, covered me, making me painful and itchy. It was very uncomfortable. I looked at Liu Duohui, who had been alienated from me like the end of the world. Countless sour and astringent hearts brewed into vinegar. I bit my lips for a while, and then my breath crawled to the ground: "Duohui, I'm sorry."

Holding the coffee cup in both hands, Liu Duohui's body leaned back. She lay there very lazily and wrote lightly: "I'm sorry? Liu Duoan, what have you done to me? It's not that you threw me on the ground and covered me with a broken mat. You also shed tears for me at that time. Even if you started your happy life a few days after you shed tears, I have to thank you for the merciful tears you were willing to shed for me, didn't you? "

Despite Liu Duohui's teasing, I still noticed that her mood was slightly loose between the lines, and her hostility to me was no longer as strong as when we first met.

The pressure in my heart could not be relaxed. I covered my mouth with my hand and wiped it heavily: "I never dare ask for your forgiveness. I just hope you can put the past away..."

"Liu duo'an, you don't have to talk about the hypocritical and hypocritical lines. I'm too lazy to listen. I'm afraid it's disgusting. "

The color of disgust floated on her face. Liu Duohui raised her hand to signal me to stop. Her eyes suddenly fell on my face. She grinned her teeth and bit heavily word by word: "Liu Duoan, I just want to ask you, did you have a nightmare that night after you left me with Huang Fang and Liu Duoming? After abandoning me, how many days have you suffered and began to feel that the rice is fragrant and the water is sweet? Have you been blamed by your conscience for more than half a month? Have you ever hid and wept silently for my tragedy? "

I opened my mouth and was about to speak. Liu Duohui's action of telling me to shut up was even more obvious. She waved her hand and carried it in an extremely angry field. She said, "you don't need to answer. You don't need to answer a word. Your answer is worthless to me. Liu Duoan, your answer is worthless to me who was left by you. "

She bit her lips white for a while. Liu Duohui sat upright. She quickly buried her face. Her voice line seemed to be thrown down by a bound stone. It sank again and again, as if from a high place to a deep valley. She said, "I was on the hillside that day. The rain was getting heavier and heavier. The mat you covered me was soon washed away by the rain, I finally got up and dragged my feet down the sticky muddy water. I climbed to the foot of the mountain and fell there. I didn't have the strength to get up by myself. I thought I would die like this. I thought I would die in a foreign land with no one to rely on. But maybe it was because I had never done evil. God couldn't bear it. It sent noble people to help me reborn, It arranged better parents to take me away from that disgusting place. "

"I was taken to Dongguan and my body was cured, but the old me was still dead. She died on that cloudy and rainy day. She died in the hands of her loved ones. She died in the indifferent gaze of a woman named Liu Duoan. Now my name is Gu Yuan. I'm Gu Yuan. I was born in a wealthy family in Dongguan. I went to high school and college. There are several real estate properties under my name. I have cars and BMWs in and out. My friends around me will describe me with the words Bai Fumei. I completely abandoned all the embarrassment and sadness before and erased the ugliest stain in my life. I completely abandoned you, I have completely abandoned such a disgusting past, and I have ushered in the present spring. I'm having a good and happy life now, so Liu Duoan, how confident are you, so you think I'm willing to change my identity back to Liu Duohui. "

Looking up, Liu Duohui's eyes were cold: "Liu Duoan, I didn't know you were so naive before."

I twisted my hands to support my counseling. I tried to make my voice free from choking. I said, "Duohui, I didn't want to turn you into anyone. I just want you to really let go of the past. Although those... Are difficult... I may be suspected of being a bitch and setting up a memorial archway, but Duohui, I just hope you can be better. "

"Okay? Better? "

The pupil stopped in vain. Liu Duohui stared at me: "Liu Duoan, don't think I'm living well now. These can offset the harm you have brought to my life. The things you have done and the sins you have committed will never go away, never! "

Liu Duohui mentioned "you" here. Obviously, she attributed me to Huang Fang and Liu Duoming.

At this moment, I can't make room for Liu Duohui to elaborate on what kind of indifference I have used to confront Huang Fang and them over the years. My heart is full of twists and turns, and I feel worried and tangled. It seems that I can brew a ten thousand word speech, but the words are reduced to a simple sentence: "I never thought so."

Once again, she bit her lips so bloody that the focus in Liu Duohui's sight seemed to be broken up by something. Instead, a layer of mist surrounded it. She spoke very slowly and complained word by word: "Liu Duoan, you liar! The day before I was sent to the mountain, you pushed me out with your bike. You said so well. You said that even if I was not good, you would stay with me. You asked me not to be afraid. You said you would fight for everything you could fight for for me. You also said that you were going to ask Huang Fang to lend me money for medical treatment. You would work later and pay it back slowly. Liu Duoan, if you can't do it, don't speak so well. You used so many lies to deceive me into believing it, but in the end you partnered with them to throw me away! Liu Duoan, do you know why I hate you more than Huang Fang and Liu Duoming? That's because they don't have as many plays as you do, and you can't cash in! You threw me away with them. It's estimated that you forgot me after crying for two days. What should you do or what! You came to Shenzhen. Slowly, your life is full of flavor. The more you live, the happier you are, and the better you cross. You are like in heaven every day, and I, with infinite hatred for you, sink and drift in hell! So Liu Duoan, as long as you have a little heart, I want to drag you and let you taste what it's like to walk in the dark with me! "

In the end, Liu Duohui became more and more excited. Every word of her seemed to be bitten and rebuilt. It was like a heavy hammer hitting my heart. I looked at her gradually red eyes and liquid rolling eyes. I got up impulsively, stood up and took a lunge to sit next to her. I put my hand around her back, Take her in my arms.

The body was obviously stiff. If the thin Liu Duohui was unable to earn, she no longer wanted to escape my touch. Instead, she squeezed her fist and hit me on the shoulder. She opened her mouth again, and her voice trembled: "Liu Duoan, why is your heart so cruel? I always thought you would turn back to me. I thought you would come back. Why didn't you come back? Why didn't you come back? Even if you come back and you take me away, I'll die like that. I'm better than surviving now. Liu Duoan, why didn't you come back to me?! "

In the face of Liu Duohui's reprimand, I was short of confidence. At the beginning, I set foot again to find her situation, which seemed to be painted with haze and become illusory. I even wondered if my memory was wrong.

After a long delay, I pressed my throat and was very weak: "I went back to find you, but I couldn't find it all the time. Duohui, i... "

Liu Duohui cut off my words again: "don't speak! Don't talk, don't say anything! "

Over the years, Liu Duohui must have tied herself too much. Now she seems to want to tear these shackles and get out. She keeps asking, and the more she talks about it, the more incoherent she becomes. She kept talking about the sand in her throat before she stopped. She pushed me away. She rubbed her eyes heavily for a while before she released her hand.

Her eyes were swollen by tears and her squeeze. Liu Duohui looked at me and she couldn't help smiling bitterly: "Zhou Wei told me the general situation of your year. In fact, I didn't hate you as much as I thought, but Liu Duoan, I need some time to straighten it out. My adoptive father has died, and I am now dependent on my adoptive mother. If she knows that I want to know my past family, she doesn't know what she thinks in her heart. So, Liu Duoan, I'm actually very contradictory, and I don't know what I should do for the time being. We'll stop here today. You go back first. I'll contact you later if I have any ideas. "

Seeing that Liu Duohui's attitude eased so much after the outbreak, I was flattered, terrified, and my thinking stagnated for a while. I was a little further: "Duohui, or we'll exchange contact information..."

The little girl who ran after me and listened to my command and arrangement has grown into a towering tree. She has been baptized by these years. She waved her hand: "no change, I have a way to contact you. You wait for me to contact you. Well, that's all. You go. "

In the face of Liu Duohui's overwhelming momentum, I usually don't admit defeat with enough strength. I don't dare to add one more. I'm particularly careful: "OK, whatever you say, I'll go right away."

Eyes slightly dozed. Half closed, Liu Duohui stopped looking at me, and she didn't continue. I stuck there awkwardly for about a minute. Finally, I kept away from her with all kinds of heart waves.

Out of the cafe, Zhou Wei and I met.

It was just an hour. I don't know how he could buy it. He was carrying full paper bags of various brands in his left and right hands, shaking all the way as if he wanted to escape.

Zhou Wei came up to me and opened the love dazzle mode. He said, "Liu Duoan, I was just idle and bored. I bought you some clothes."

He took the initiative to buy things for me. That's not a good thing. Even if I was depressed again, I would respond with a strong spirit: "I have a lot of clothes and can't wear them. Why do you spend that wronged money?"

Zhou Wei smashed his mouth and said in a light tone: "I didn't buy much, so I bought seven or eight pieces. I didn't spend much money, just thirty or twenty thousand dollars."

After a pause, Zhou Wei shook his shoulder: "Liu duo'an, if you think I spend money recklessly, then you have to help me manage the money. In the future, it's up to you to manage the money. That's it. You can't shirk it. "

I smashed my mouth and habitually bullied him: "you let me go up the knife mountain and down the sea of fire. I'm not sure I'll hide. You let me take care of the money. I pushed off a hammer. It's such a big good thing."

However, Zhou only changed his previous attributes. He didn't continue to make a clear break on this topic, so he jumped a lot: "Liu duo'an, anyway, tomorrow is still the weekend and there is a lot of time to sleep in. How about we have some fun tonight?"

I was immediately taken to the ditch by him and couldn't climb out: "ah? Where to? Have fun? What fun? "

Zhou Wei winked at me. He suddenly became mysterious: "you'll know when you go."