Love's Gone

Wrinkles entangle my heart, winding hundreds of turns and thousands of times. I tried to be silent, but I failed. My face didn't obey my control. It was crushed by the frost. I just held a blackboard face to Wang Heng: "you came all the way to meet me, just to ask me this nutrition problem? Sorry, I don't want to mention that scum again. Can I ask you not to poke me in the spine? "

Wang Heng didn't care about my hidden difficulties, but he was addicted to his channel and couldn't get out. He continued as if he didn't hear my appeal: "last week, childe Zhou didn't know whether he was broken by thunder. He agreed to the blind date arranged by his grandfather. In just a few days, he had more than ten blind dates and kept close contact with three of them, It seems to him that he wants to weigh among the three women and finally choose one. "

It's hard for me to describe my mood at the moment. It's complex like a paint board that has been used for a long time. The colorful colors poured on it brightened my busy response. I frowned coldly: "what does he love? I'm not interested in knowing. Wang Heng, please don't mention him again. If you really think about my love for fishing for you at the beginning, I hope you close your mouth in front of me. "

I don't know if I came to Vietnam for a period of time. My Putonghua has retreated or what. Wang Heng seems like he doesn't understand people's words. He sticks to Zhou Wei: "one more thing, childe Zhou intends to withdraw his shares from Baolu. He wants to set up money to invest in wanmeng media's self conceited projects in drought and flood. Oh, sister Duoan, you may not know that wanmeng media, the company, was run by the late uncle Zhou. After uncle Zhou died, Zhou Tianquan took over. Childe Zhou has always been against Zhou Tianquan. He also took the money to pile up the projects developed by Zhou Tianquan. It's too strange. "

Maybe he was afraid that I would stop him. Wang Heng said breathlessly, "according to my understanding of Childe Zhou, he is a man with his own ideas, even if he was not honest before. Wow, he clearly likes and dislikes, and he doesn't like to follow the arrangement. Look at him this time. He went on a blind date obediently, and he took the initiative to get together with Zhou Tianquan, If something goes wrong, there must be a demon. Sister duo'an, what exactly does that fool want to do? What medicine does he sell in his gourd? Maybe he hates Zhou Tianquan too much. He wants to hang up with them? "

The density of inner devastation was stronger. My mood was stirred and chaotic like a puddle of mud. I glared at Wang Heng: "I said, don't mention that bastard to me again. He wants to die and live, which has nothing to do with me. If you come here today just to mention him and annoy me, don't say anything, that's all. I'm still at work. Please don't bother me again. "

With that, I brushed my sleeves and turned away.

With his legs longer than mine, Wang Heng ran in front of me in two or three times. He stopped me with his hands like a roc spreading his wings. His expression suddenly became serious: "Liu duo'an, I ran across the country not to make fun of you. I can't repay your kindness, but I remember it. I've accepted your kindness. I'll make fun of you again. Am I still human. I didn't come here today to hurt you. I just rely on my bystander's observation. I think there seems to be some misunderstanding between you and childe Zhou. I'll see if I can have the ability to help you solve this misunderstanding so that you don't fall in love and kill each other. I look tired. "

It was as if a needle had penetrated into the bone, and my body trembled uncontrollably. After I stabilized, my eyes could splash frost. I sneered: "love and kill each other? Please don't insult me with the word love. Who wants to break up with a person? What love do you have. move out of my way! I'm going back to work. "

"Liu Duoan, will you listen to me first? You're a fart. You keep talking hard without a few words."

Obviously, Wang Heng was a little anxious. He spoke a lot faster: "Liu duo'an, I have more than ten years of friendship with Childe Zhou. I don't say I know all about him, but I know how he is and how he is. I won't say whether he is devoted or not. I'll just say ah, just because you once rushed into the water to save you for him, he can't really be merciless to you. Although he seems to have a glib mouth in recent years, he still attaches great importance to feelings inside. Therefore, I wonder if there is any misunderstanding between you that he has been so bad to you these days? In fact, there may be misunderstandings between relatives. After all, people are separated from each other, not to mention the couple, so Liu duo'an, look, or I'll make an appointment with Childe Zhou and I'll mediate for you? After that, when your relationship gets better, you can persuade him not to be too radical in everything and look at everything. I felt that he suddenly became so obedient. He wanted to be a pig and eat a tiger. He wanted to find fault with Zhou Tianquan. At least he was my best brother. I was worried that he would go wrong. Zhou Tianquan is very dark. I'm afraid that Mr. Zhou's pig will set himself on fire. "

It seemed that Wang Heng was afraid of my rebellious psychology again. Finally, he hurriedly added: "of course, I meant it for you. I think you and Mr. Zhou are very suitable. I'm optimistic about you. I think you're so yellow. It's a pity. "

At this time, I just need to throw Zhou Wei drunk me and let Chen Guoquan trample on it, which can crush Wang Heng's naive idea that Zhou Wei still has righteousness to me. However, even if I have a thick skin, I can't mention it to Wang Heng, let alone that night it has become my nightmare for a long time, It often bewitches me, tortures and kills me, and destroys my confidence to live a good life several times. I can't avoid it, and I don't want to mention the old thing again.

With the sweat on the palm of my hand, I gathered my cold eyes and tried my best to make no unnecessary ripples in my tone. I just cut off the topic of Wang Heng Kushou and said, "well, come all the way and I'll invite you to dinner. Let's go. It's still a long way from here to a better restaurant. I'll drive you to... "

He didn't cooperate at all. Wang Heng looked at me: "I haven't had dinner or what. I have to come all the way to ask you to invite me to dinner. I'll tell you something serious. Don't turn my words off. "

Put out a small part of the remaining cigarette. Wang Heng threw it into the nearby waste basket. His expression was not only serious, but also more tentative. He was a little huff and puff: "Liu duo'an, I said well first. I didn't mean to offend you. I mainly wanted to clean up the relationship between you and childe Zhou. My intention was good. Even if what I said next made you unhappy, Don't hate me. "

Seeing that he is dead asleep in this topic, I want to continue to fork out. He will still break back. This sawing will waste my time and affect my mood. I have to be patient: "well, what else do you want to say, say it at one time."

Wang Heng took out his cigarette box and shook it. It was clear that several cigarettes were shaken out. He photographed them again behind him. He put the cigarette box back in his pocket and buried his face: "a while ago, because childe Zhou spoke ill of you in front of me, I didn't start a fire with him. After the conflict, I didn't have much contact with him. I usually met him in the company, I don't even call. But a few days ago, childe Zhou was inexplicably not cold. He called me and told me to have dinner with me. I was generous. He took the initiative to make peace, and I didn't carry it, so I went. The meal was eaten and the wine was drunk. I was just about to wave and not take away a cloud as usual. Childe Zhou was totally inconsistent with his usual style. He asked me to have another drink with him in the second half. We went to Shekou to make a refreshing market and continue to hi, hi, hi. Childe Zhou suddenly cried. While crying, he scolded you, saying that you were a liar and that he hated being betrayed most, I also hate being betrayed by people around me. You have all occupied barabara's. This is the second time I've seen him cry. The first time, when his father died, he cried at the wake behind him. "

Glancing at me, Wang Heng concluded cautiously, "so I think the root cause of the problem between you and childe Zhou may be here. Liu Duoan, you might as well think back. Did you promise him that you didn't do anything, or did you hide something from him? After he learned from elsewhere, he was angry that you didn't give him honesty. He treated you so badly. According to your character, you can't live with grievances. If you confront him, the contradiction between you will become more and more serious? "

It's probably that there have been too many things happening recently. Those bad memories are thick and squeezing my limited brain. There are some vague impressions in my mind. Before Zhou Wei and I didn't tear our face, it seems that there is really a deep love between me and him. When we are together, he seems to have said that I am a liar. But I'm not sure.

Or, I don't want to be sure.

I don't want to make sure that Wang Heng's words are true facts or that he made them up to be a good lobbyist. Because these are meaningless to me.

The contradiction between Zhou Wei and I can only be understated with the words of misunderstanding.

I can forgive him for his design that made me lose my base for several years. I can forgive him for his personal attack on me with vulgar and bottomless words. I can even forgive him for all kinds of psychological torture and intimidation he once asked Liu Gang to take me to his father's soul card, but I can't forgive him for his infidelity and perfunctory marriage, and I can't forgive his chaotic entanglement with many women, I can't forgive him that he once found two men to stop me on the road and want to attack me. I can't forgive him for turning all this into reality later.

He is so bad. If I listen to Wang Heng's persuasion, I will be soft hearted to him. Where do I put my dignity? I don't know anything else, but what I can always remember is that I'm a person, I'm not a pig, I'm not a dog, I can't stand being trampled beyond recognition by him, and I can easily write everything off.

I squinted at Wang Heng and said, "you're finished, aren't you? Now I'll give you a clear expression of what I mean. I, Liu duo'an, don't want to have anything to do with the one surnamed Zhou. Whether he misunderstood me or was nervous, he has nothing to do with me. Wang Heng, if you treat me a little as a person, I beg you to stop this topic. Not only this day, but also in the future. Don't tell me any more and mention it to me. Don't tell me any news or trends of him. Otherwise, don't blame me for turning my face. "

Leng Mou glanced at him again, and I said in a deep voice, "I have nothing else to ask. I just ask you not to disclose my whereabouts to people who shouldn't know. It's not easy for me to live in peace for a few days. I hope you can help me. That's all I have to say. Please let me go back to work. "

There was a dull color on his face, and Wang Heng was even more worried: "Liu duo'an, do you dislike my meddling? You are still angry with what I said. Do you think I think you made a bad relationship with Childe Zhou because you made a mistake first? Liu Duoan, I didn't think it was your fault from beginning to end. I think... "

"Don't think, don't should, don't be possible. You're not me. You can't really feel my thoughts. You're not that scum. You don't know what garbage is piled up in his mind. Your smartest way is not to draw your feet and fingers at other people's private life. What's going on between Zhou Wei and me? That's also my business with him. Your interference sounds very just, but it actually makes me very uncomfortable. "

Raising my eyes, I looked straight at Wang Heng: "or you can do this, ask yourself. If I follow your advice and I go back to repair the relationship with Zhou Wei, I will have a worse life for the rest of my life. Can you take full responsibility for my life? You can't, can't you? Don't tell me. Don't beep. I am an adult. I know what kind of choices I should make under what circumstances. I don't need advice on these major life problems. "

Wang Heng was embarrassed and stunned. He smiled unnaturally: "Liu duo'an, that what, that what, I really didn't think so much, I just... I just feel that Zhou Wei occupies a particularly important weight for you. He quarreled with you, It will affect your mood... I just... You are a very good girl... If you don't stay with Zhou Wei, I'm afraid I may be unable to help... No, no, the more I say, the more confused I am. Forget it, I won't say that. No matter what you think of me, I still want to do it for you. "

He turned sideways and Wang Heng gave me a path.

I stopped answering him. I passed him without looking back.

I was about to reach the corner. Wang Heng suddenly shouted to me across the air, "Liu duo'an."

After a slight pause, I didn't look back and didn't respond to him. I accelerated my pace, turned around and walked straight back to the office.

At about 3:00 p.m., I finished my work at hand. I was about to go to class with teaching materials. Chuntang, who had disappeared for a while, came. He carried me a bag and said it was given to me by the gentleman from Shenzhen.

I avoided the bustling colleagues and opened it. There were several beautifully smoked bacon on it.

There's a note on it.

Although people always show a look of ignorance, Wang Heng's words are vigorous and powerful. He said: "it's too urgent. I don't know what to bring you. This bacon stewed rice is good. Try it. I'm not used to Vietnamese food, so I'll change my taste. "

Holding the mobile phone for a long time, I couldn't bear it. I edited a text message to Wang Heng's mobile phone and said, "I'm Liu Duoan. Thank you for your bacon, and I'm sorry."

Wang Heng replied to me when I came home after class.

Literally, I could feel his solemnity. He said, "don't be too polite. Don't say sorry. I'm the one who should say sorry. I took the liberty to disturb you. I'm sorry to bother you. I hope you have a happy life. I won't disclose your information to others. Let's be careful. Finally, I wish you happiness every day. "

It's such a long day on this front that I'm dead.

However, the ripples brought by the emergence of Wang Heng still have a negative impact on me. I lay in bed, my body was exhausted, and my eyelids couldn't hold on to the bamboo pole, but I still couldn't sleep. I couldn't sleep in tossing and turning until dawn.

The situation was getting worse and worse. In the next few days, I didn't sleep very well. Either I couldn't sleep or I woke up after a while. After tossing and turning for nearly a week, I may have overdrawn my physical strength and began to develop towards the state of dead sleep. I couldn't wake up my alarm clock several times and was almost late for work.

What's more, my great aunt, who came to report on time every month in recent years, also avoided me at this time and couldn't come.

I thought that maybe I changed a place, acclimatized and disordered my physical function. I thought I would go to the hospital one day when I was free.

But later, with the advancement of the project, I have more and more things on hand. I put this stubble on hold as soon as I come and go.

Later, when I was busy living for a while, I thought I could eat and sleep, and it didn't look like I had a problem. What's more, I didn't come here until two or three months ago, so I didn't have to go to see it again.

Time passes like a white horse, and two months have passed.

The project I am following up has completed the most preliminary framework.

Originally, I wanted to give Luo Zhizhong a summary report and tell him the situation here. I didn't want Luo Zhizhong to fly over to see the scene directly.

I haven't seen him for a few months. The embarrassment and gap left by his incoherent words at the airport have long been diluted by time. I was able to hold the attitude that a subordinate should have, and arrange a meal for him after stepping on the points all the way.

It turned out that I wanted to invite my colleagues here to dinner, but Luo Zhizhong said blindly that he didn't like a group of people shouting, and finally I entertained him alone.

The trait of not chatting is still rampant on him. No, he just sat down and didn't start the dish. Luo Zhizhong's eyes glanced directly at me. He then asked, "Liu duo'an, are you a lot fatter? Do you find you've gained a lot of weight? "

holy crap Fat! Fat! Even if he found that I was a little strong, he used a fat word anyway, but it didn't seem so hurtful!

He was also a leader. I covered my internal injury and couldn't attack. I could only follow his words and pull out my diligence and dedication: "maybe it's a little. Recently, I also think my waist is a little thicker and my pants are smaller. I guess I'm busy these days. I don't touch my feet and sleep late. "

His expression suddenly became a little strange. Luo Zhizhong's eyes moved across my abdomen. His eyebrows frowned and stretched away. His next words made my heart skip several beats.