Love's Gone

After only three seconds of delay, I put my cell phone back in my pocket as if I didn't hear the ringing bell.

As if nothing had happened, I followed Ma Xiaoyan's words: "don't do such a thing again in the future. It's no doubt that we lower our standards to cooperate with the bitch. You'll meet him again in the future. It'll be good when he's air, you know. "

"Well."

Ma Xiaoyan nodded. She suddenly turned her head: "Oh, there's another episode these days, sister Liu. I'll tell you wow. Just a few months ago, I told you that a woman surnamed Gu came to me and said she wanted to give me something to hand over to you. Isn't there anything below? She sent me an email a few days ago at two or three in the morning. I got up to go to work in the morning, opened my mailbox, saw it, and quickly clicked in. Who knows, the prompt file is expired! Later, I replied to her that the document expired, and she never replied to me again. I don't know what she wants to do. It's divine. "

I rubbed my hands to unfold the frown and asked, "what kind of document did she send? Pictures? Or documents? "

"Neither."

Shaking her head, Ma Xiaoyan replied, "it's a video, or a video with a large storage capacity. When I just saw it, I was still thinking that I would find a high-capacity hard disk to move out for you. Unfortunately, the woman surnamed Gu doesn't know what the hell she's doing. The timeliness of the file will be so soon. Ah, sister Liu, I'm a little annoyed. I want to open my email at more than seven. I'm sure it hasn't expired yet. "

It's like an ant crawling in my heart and biting. I'm excited. My first intuition thinks that the video is probably the record of Liu Duohui and Zhou Wei, and Liu Duohui is so obsessed with whether to give it to me or her heart is turbulent for me.

However, such a positive guess can't save my gray mood. I try to straighten my waist and don't let depression make me look down. I smile reluctantly: "don't tangle, don't take this inexplicable thing to affect my mood. She will come to you later. Don't respond to her any more. Don't waste time on it. "

Oh, Ma Xiaoyan said she knew.

Maybe someone saw that my mood was not too high. Ma Xiaoyan didn't open a new topic. We walked quietly along the silhouette of the street lamp and returned to the dusty little apartment.

She was an activist. As soon as she came in, Ma Xiaoyan probably determined with me which boxes were scattered daily necessities that did not involve my privacy, so she buried herself in helping me clean up.

I also want to sit down and start working, but the mobile phone is always against my stomach. I suddenly remember that I am a pregnant woman at this moment. I don't want to leave the evil bond in my belly. Blinded by humiliation, I won't consider whether it will be bad for it, but it really hurts me. I finally took out my mobile phone and tried to shoot it on the nearby small tea table.

Just as my hand was about to fall, the dark screen of the mobile phone suddenly lit up.

Zhou Wei sent me a message.

I unfold.

Very concise, he said, "come out and let's talk about the divorce."

Holding my mobile phone and frowning, I thought about weighing it for a while and replied to him: "there's nothing to talk about. You can express the signed divorce agreement directly to me. Or you can put it at the front desk of your company and I'll take it myself. "

Seconds back to me, this scum is trying to convey his indifference and alienation across the screen: "don't challenge my patience."

Ha ha.

Bitches talk a lot.

Bitten by his ghost, the wound still lingers on my heart. Those humiliations may accompany me all my life and give me a painful blow in countless midnight dreams. If I believe in his evil again, do I think I have a long life and want to spoil it again?

After thinking about it, I decided to stop everything. I didn't reply to him again. Instead, I turned my mobile phone to silent, turned around and poured out the things that should be thrown with Ma Xiaoyan.

When she was busy until early 9:30, messy things still spread all over the room. Ma Xiaoyan wanted to help. She was driven out by me. I stopped a taxi and stuffed her in. Before the taxi opened, I threw 100 yuan from the window to the position next to her.

The taxi stand here is about 100 meters away from where I live. I wrapped my coat tightly and walked. The more I walked, the more I felt that the road was long and far away.

My loneliness was stretched and pressed on the ground by the street lamp, which made me very tired.

I was walking to the hotel lobby when my cell phone rang.

Unexpectedly, it seems that it should be expected or Zhou Wei's scum.

Holding my cell phone, I waited for the last ring to ring and picked it up at the end.

No longer pretended to be nothing like a nervous split to call my daughter-in-law, nor drank my name like a pervert. Zhou Wei's voice was more sharp and rigid. His cold ice wrapped the tone of each word and the breath he exhaled and inhaled. He said, "come back, why don't you go home?"

Do I still have a home? Hehe.

Before, I thought Liu Duohui died and my home was shattered. Later, Liu Duohui lived, and he drove me to hell with Liu Duohui. I've been wandering all the time. Since I was 18 years old, I have no branches to rely on. I should have understood this fact. However, why do I need to be deceived by years to this extent before I deeply realize that the so-called peace of years is all bullshit. All sweet words like "Liu Duoan, I'll be your home in the future" are cancer. It clings to me and I feel pain, When one day it will be gouged out, I will still hurt.

In my nose, acid runs rampant, which makes me feel more humiliation and despise myself. I press the tumbling emotion in my chest, and I pretend to be light: "speak directly."

With a cold hum, Zhou Wei's tone became lower and lower. His depression was like a dark cloud: "come back home."

"I think I should correct it. That place can only be called your house, not home."

Take a deep breath, I understated and then connected: "as for me, it's impossible to go again."

At the other end, something was swung over by the dull sound from falling on the floor, and Zhou Wei's voice was sandwiched in it: "don't you want a divorce? Come back. It took us about ten minutes to settle everything. "

My men's consciousness was caressed in their belly, mixed with humiliating hatred. Suddenly, the water rose and the boat rose. I tried my best to suppress my enthusiasm and said, "I'm still that sentence. There's nothing to talk about between me and you. Divorce, yes, you can give me the signed agreement, or the agreement can be issued by me, and I will sign it and put it at the front desk of your company. "

"Liu Duoan, don't be shameless!"

His voice contained ice, and Zhou Wei's slag attitude was even stronger: "if you don't know good or bad, don't blame me for making trouble with you again."

I bit my lips and felt the pain. Then I loosened and sneered: "my face is grown by myself. I don't need you to give it to me. As for you, what's wrong with me? I'm afraid it's not cool enough to wear a green hat. This time, are you going to help me find some men? Give me a notice in advance so that I can cheer up and plant more grass on your head... "

Zhou Weihan interrupted me: "I'm in Futian. Do you want to come?"

I smiled coldly again: "is there something wrong with your ears or can't understand people's words? I said I don't go, I don't go, I don't go, it's so difficult for you to understand this?"

"I don't want to talk nonsense with a messy woman like you. I'm going on a business trip tomorrow. Before I go on a business trip, I'll clean up your trouble from my life. "

After stopping for a few seconds, Zhou Wei's voice returned to the stereotype without emotional inclusion. He said coldly, "Liu duo'an, the evil relationship between you and me should be over. You want to keep dragging me. Don't dream. "

MAHLE Gobi! Is it labor and capital dragging him, or is he a pervert who has been unwilling to let me go?!

With such a clever person like him, I can always confuse right and wrong. It's also a waste of saliva for me to spend more time. My mind was hot. I hung up the phone without responding to him directly, and then I quickly turned off my mobile phone.

Completely cut him off and don't let him continue to jump in my world, but I'm not in a good mood. It's even worse to be kicked by him.

I realized once again that there was a great disparity in strength between me and him. I wanted to play a game with him, or after a hard battle, I was still in a dilemma.

Lying on the big bed with some mildew and dust, I lost sleep all night. When the sun turned white in the East, I barely closed my eyes and slept for a while.

At nine o'clock, I woke up vaguely. Although it was difficult for me to open my eyes, I forced myself to get up.

After all, abortion is not a glorious thing to get on the table. I'm afraid it's easy to meet acquaintances in Futian circle. I finally chose a small hospital in Xixiang, Bao'an.

My car, which has not been driven for several months, needs to be reused and needs to be driven for maintenance, so I chose the subway bus.

I'll sit at the window of the world and take a through train.

Just at the window of the world, there was a project under construction next to the platform. The platform was so dug that it couldn't stand. I walked forward for a few meters and planned to see 395 coming and going again.

I just found a fairly flat ground to stand on my feet. Suddenly, a tentative voice came from the side: "Duo an?"

Conditioned reflex, my body trembled, I followed the prestige, but I saw Liang Siyuan who had no contact since I said goodbye to my funny wedding.

After confirming that it was me, Liang Siyuan hurried to me in three or two steps: "Duo an, it's really you. Why are you here? "

I haven't seen you for a long time. Liang Siyuan opened his mouth and asked me a question that was difficult for me to answer. After a short delay, I successfully opened the mode of combining bullshit and greetings: "come out and do something, Liang Zi. How are you here?"

Liang Siyuan fixed his eyes on me for more than ten seconds. He quickly put it away as if he had been stung by something. He smiled happily: "there is a customer in our company, and I'll deal with an exception. My car stopped here. I came to pick it up through the sidewalk of the subway. I didn't expect to meet you. It's really a coincidence. "

Looking around, Liang Siyuan said, "Duo an, why are you standing here? Are you waiting for the bus? Are you going to Bao'an? I want to go back to the company. I can take you one. "

My heart suddenly had a Mustang to stop. I really had the impulse to bite my tongue and commit suicide! I was afraid of meeting acquaintances in Futian, so I chose Baoan Xixiang hospital. When I made a choice, I completely forgot that it was Liang Siyuan's territory. What's more, I could meet Liang Siyuan just waiting for a bus!

It seemed that I was stuck in my head by paste. The more I wanted to break an excuse to say goodbye to Liang Siyuan, the more I couldn't find a word and dragged myself into the pit: "no, it's not on the way. I'm going... To go there, the way forward..."

The smile was still strong. Liang Siyuan pulled at the corners of his mouth: "Duo an, have you run less to Bao'an recently? You don't know the way. I want to go back to Xixiang through the way forward. Don't refuse. Come on, I'll take you one. "

At least I had to bury myself alive with a smile, so I could live up to the pit dug by my high merit and hard work. There was no word to shirk it. I laughed stiffly: "well, thank you, Liang Zi."

"Why are you so polite?"

Liang Siyuan reached out and made a sign. He said, "we have always been friends, haven't we. Come on, my car is right ahead. "

The traffic on Mingming road was sparse, but Liang Siyuan controlled the speed very slowly. In this way, I was dazzled by the bright flowers in winter through the window.

When the bus went to Nantou checkpoint, Liang Siyuan, who had been silent and focused on driving, broke the silence: "duo'an, how are you recently?"

My most real answer to this question should be bad, very bad. It's worse than a pig or a dog.

I'm willing to make sure that if I really say this, Liang Siyuan won't gloat and laugh at me. I believe he will use more straight men's limited words to persuade me that life will slowly get better.

But I can't say that.

People, or I'll say me, as I get older, the heavier the leather bag wrapped around my heart, and the more reluctant I am to spread out all my embarrassment and displacement for people to read and peep, which has nothing to do with trust.

Chuckling, I'm a little less bullshit: "careless, just busy."

Liang Siyuan is not a fool. He can distinguish Zhou Wei's speeches at the wedding from the so-called humorous words. He may realize that there are many problems between Zhou Wei and me. He may choose to respect. He thought for a while and did not continue to explore and inquire. He said, "that's good. Don't be too hard, don't be too busy. "

After two breaths, Liang Siyuan said, "I want to take the initiative to contact you these days. I'm afraid I'll disturb you. Duo an, we are friends. You can take me with you when you have activities. Or if you can't find anyone to climb the mountain on foot, you can also find me. Recently, many colleagues in my company have been taken by me to love nature. I can form a team for you at will. "

His cautious kindness aroused a little touch in my heart. I remembered that Liang Siyuan helped me with his company's procurement. The mood was even more ups and downs. I seriously replied: "yes, thank you, Liang Zi."

Glancing at his watch, Liang Siyuan said, "duo'an, now after 10:30, when we get to the way forward, it's estimated that we'll have to eat more than 11 o'clock. Dinner order, eat together?"

I can't refuse: "OK, I've been thinking about inviting you to dinner for a long time. Don't rob me of this meal."

The time was quite tight. At about 11:00, Liang Siyuan parked his car at Bao'an Haiya. We ate in a nearby restaurant with a good environment.

It's cooked enough to be informal. After ordering good dishes, we casually find some topics to communicate. The atmosphere has not been cold.

Until half the meal, Liang Siyuan's cell phone rang.

Nodding apologetically at me, Liang Siyuan leaned over his throat and answered the phone.

His face was light and said, "Hello, who are you?"

I didn't know who the other end was and what he said to him. Liang Siyuan suddenly subconsciously raised his eyes and looked at me. His face was more or less ugly. He pulled the corners of his mouth and laughed dryly: "OK, OK. You wait. "

He handed the mobile phone straight in front of me. Liang Siyuan frowned: "I'm looking for you."

The hand hesitated and didn't pick up Liang Siyuan's mobile phone for the first time. I was full of doubts: "who is it, who is looking for me?"