Love's Gone

His face was so gloomy that Luo Zhizhong was like a burning powder magazine. He drank at me: "Liu Duoan, shut the fuck up! You shut your mouth right away! "

To tell you the truth, I've been used to Luo Zhizhong's moody appearance for a long time, but maybe he has been too friendly in recent months. Moreover, not long ago, he was so harmonious and friendly. He frankly spoke to me. Now he exploded all at once, which really surprised me.

Embarrassed, I rubbed my clothes back and forth with my hand. My smile was as dry and lifeless as if it had been baked by the sun all day: "Hey, hey... Hey, hey..."

"All right, all right, stop giggling."

Changing his face is like changing the sky. Although Luo Zhizhong has not changed back to a pleasant face at once, his state has eased a lot. He glanced at me a little coldly and said, "Liu Duoan, I am willing to share some of my things with you. This is my wish. However, this does not mean that I am willing to discuss the interests with you, nor does it mean that I am willing to let you discuss it wantonly and do something useless. I taught you that sometimes things can be eaten indiscriminately and don't talk nonsense. If you eat indiscriminately and are poisoned, the doctor can save you. If you talk indiscriminately and cause trouble for yourself, it may be that no one can save you. That's all for today's topic. Go away, don't wander around in front of me. "

Being expelled directly by him, I dare not have the cheek to continue to stay here. Moreover, after being extracted from it, all kinds of information brought to me by Luo Zhizhong is like heavy mountains, pressing my heart and suffocating me. I also want to escape all the pressure quickly.

I couldn't stop standing up. I motioned sideways to Luo Zhizhong: "I won't disturb you first."

Without even a little attention to me, Luo Zhizhong said coldly, "don't talk so much. If I let you out, you'll go out immediately. It's over."

Take Luo Zhizhong to the door. After I isolated him and me into two spaces, the strength supporting me in my body suddenly disappeared. I was as floating as if I lost gravity. Raising my feet was no different from stepping on cotton. The feeling of stepping empty from time to time made me extremely slow.

All the way in a trance, I walked to the front of the elevator. I was stunned for a long time before I thought of pressing the elevator.

However, as soon as I raised my hand, the elevator door opened, and a clerk's younger sister from the enterprise publicity department came out. As soon as she saw me, she greeted me warmly and said, "good morning, director Liu."

Thinking still wandering around, I barely nodded and smiled at her: "morning."

After greeting, I was about to take the elevator. The little sister of the clerk came closer. She was very polite: "director Liu, our department is engaged in a forwarding lottery these days. In order to gather popularity, we need some colleagues to help forward it. I would like to ask director Liu if it is convenient for you to do a favor and help transfer this activity to your wechat circle of friends? I think if director Liu joins in, we can drive the colleagues in the marketing department to help. "

Seeing that the little sister was serious, my brain was in a mess again. I couldn't think well. Without thinking about it, I said, "yes, tell me where to turn."

The little sister asked me to take out my mobile phone. She taught me to work step by step, and linked it with the WeChat official account, which was newly developed by the general assembly. Finally, she also asked me to make the location address, saying that it could increase the authenticity of the activity and attract more attention.

I have promised to help, so I didn't bother with the details and did what she said.

After finishing it, I took the elevator in the thanks of my sister Qixuan, and then I continued my confusion in a small sealed space.

My state lasted until I got back to the office. It stayed strong until I got off work.

When I got home, I was still deeply pressed by the complicated emotions. They were like wild horses trampling on my nerves. After taking a bath, I lay in bed staring at the ceiling and put my hands on my stomach. I felt another sudden fetal movement. Confusion was like a dense net, trapping me in it.

Impatience kidnapped me and made me sleepless until three or four o'clock in the morning. But the nightmare came to report. I dreamed that Zhou Wei ran after me with a kitchen knife. The more flustered I was, the slower I ran. He quickly grabbed me. He pushed me to the ground and slashed at my stomach. Blood splashed everywhere. A little baby came out of my stomach, He cried so hard that he turned around and threw it into the nearby pool.

I was suddenly awakened by fear.

Despite the cold sweat on my body, I touched my stomach for the first time, but my palm felt the slightly raised hills, and my fragile mood like glass was slightly relieved.

But I can't sleep anymore.

When I got up, I put on a thicker coat and went to the balcony. I stepped on the dark wind before dawn and held my hand on the cold filament anti-theft Internet. My mind was overflowing everywhere. I repeatedly took out every sentence Luo Zhizhong said not long ago and deliberated carefully. The messy information was like continuous hills, which pressed me out of breath.

And I don't know whether it is because as time goes by, my edges and corners are smoothed, and the boundary between my principle and the bottom line is smooth and blurred into a rout, or because in fact, in my bones, even if I don't want to admit it, I still can't put down Zhou Wei, who brought me short-term happiness and put me into endless hell. The balance of my mind was worthless and tilted towards him.

But I also know that between me and him, that's it.

Or for the rest of my life, I may pity him for the evil consequences he has committed to me. All of them are blinded by the regret of losing a close relative. I may try to persuade myself to put down my hatred for him and stop working against him.

If I dig out my self-esteem and throw it on the ground to be trampled on by others, I can't be myself as a person with an imperfect personality. How can I make a child? What can I leave to my children for the rest of my life?

Thinking a little further, I was probably excited, and the fetus became lively. It jumped inside like a shrimp for several times. These similar slightly trembling interactions with me washed away my loneliness.

I suddenly wanted to completely forget the reason why I became attached to it. I suddenly felt that I could become more gentle for it.

Glass heart felt that cosmetics were bad for fetal development. Before going out, even if I looked very bad, I went back to the company with a plain face.

After such a long vacation, I played soy sauce all day yesterday. I think I will have to pay a lot of money to raise children in the future. I need to work harder than usual.

After signing the equity agreement, I somehow didn't dare to see Luo Zhizhong. I asked Ma Xiaoyan to take it with me, and I asked Zhu Xiaoqi to bring me all the project documents that have been running since this time.

Trapped in a mountain of work, time flies, and it's almost time to get off work.

She stroked the end of her hand. I turned off the computer and was about to leave. Ma Xiaoyan hurried to knock on the door. Her eyes looked strange and said to me, "director Liu, there is a Miss Gu looking for you outside."

Exhausted, I didn't put Ma Xiaoyan's eyes in my heart. I didn't think deeply and asked, "which company? Do you have an appointment? "

Ma Xiaoyan's eyes were floating. She pressed her throat: "I asked her which company she belongs to. She didn't answer me, so let me tell you that her name is Gu Yuan. Also, director Liu, she looks a little like you. "

Liu Duohui?!

My heart suddenly hung high. I weighed it again and again and pretended to be nothing. I said to Ma Xiaoyan, "you let her come to my office."

Somewhat embarrassed, Ma Xiaoyan's voice softened a few degrees: "director Liu, Gu Yuan, she said in advance that she would not enter your office. She said she would let you go out to see her. I don't like her dragging, but I'm afraid I won't tell you. Don't delay you. "

Trying not to frown, I said quietly, "well, go out and tell her and wait for me for a few minutes."

Turning off the computer, I stood up and twisted my hands together. I took a few deep breaths and walked out slowly.

Standing in the middle of the waiting room, Liu Duohui exuded a cold spirit.

Stopping two meters away from her, I raised my eyes and said faintly, "what's the matter with Miss Gu looking for me?"

Probably stunned by my name, Liu Duohui's expression was a little stunned, but she quickly recovered her indifference: "it's all right. I'm full and come to you."

Wearing about 10 cm high heels, Liu Duohui was a little taller than me. She passed me like a straight bamboo pole: "come on, let's find a place to sit down and talk."

I didn't move: "how did you know I was here?"

Glancing at me lightly, Liu Duohui had no emotion on her bright face: "the address is displayed on the circle of friends you sent."

After a pause, Liu Duohui hooked her lips: "I came to see you today. I have a particularly interesting thing to share with you. Of course, if you're not interested, I'm not reluctant. I don't have to post you. "

I was upset for a while. I scribbled for more than ten seconds and made a decision: "OK, find a place to talk."

With a critical look, Liu Duohui slipped around me and said, "your waist is a lot thicker. A woman who can't manage her body and clothes well has no future."

With a low voice, I slowed down: "don't waste your time discussing meaningless things. I think you're not idle, and neither am I."

Without changing his face, Liu Duohui jumped and said, "do you have a hand-held one?"

My heart missed several rows. I seemed to think of something, but I didn't think of anything. I finally turned back to the office and carried a notebook.

About 15 minutes later, we sat down in a quiet Cafe behind Hualian building. Liu Duohui was not in a hurry to get to the point. Instead, she looked at the menu leisurely.

After watching it for a while, she slowly recruited the waiter. She closed the menu: "I'll have a cappuccino. Give the lady opposite a glass of snow capped Ireland with more ice. And two durian classes. "

I bit the end of her words: "I don't want snow capped Ireland. Give me a glass of orange juice. Just normal temperature."

Liu Duohui seemed to want to suppress everything with her strength. She glanced at me: "don't drink orange juice. You can drink whatever I give you."

I greeted her: "I just want to drink orange juice. Just mind your own taste and leave me alone. "

With a shallow frown, Liu Duohui stopped looking at me. She turned to the waiter: "don't worry about her. You can bring whatever I ask you to bring."

I suddenly wanted to say, Liu Duohui, your self righteous strength is very annoying, but I held back when I hit the door.

I didn't want to drink. I just said it casually. I didn't bother to quarrel with her on this issue, so I kept silent.

Waving the waiter, Liu Duohui inserted the menu back into the fixed rack. She said lightly: "Liu Duoan, are you very upset with me?"

I didn't speak, just gave her a look like "what do you say" and let her feel it by herself.

Disapproving, Liu Duohui raised her lips and smiled and said, "I'm actually too lazy to care what you drink. What you like to drink is my shit. I just want to respond to you."

Without lifting my eyelids, I replied coldly, "then?"

"Then I'm happy."

Liu Duohui took out a cigarette box. She took out one of them and put it between her fingers on the side of her nose. She looked at me with a crooked face: "where have you been a few months ago?"

I looked down at her: "don't tell me. You came to me today just to make friends with me."

"Hehe. Liu Duoan, you are so hypocritical. "

When I was Tucao, Liu Duohui's eyes were slightly despised. She said with a cold voice, "before you make complaints about me, you were sorry for me. How could you be so happy? You hate me just because of me and Zhou Wei? What you said, how much you care about me, is all false. The man you care more about is Zhou Wei? "

A hundred tastes are mixed, entrenched in my heart and can't disperse at once. I coagulated Liu Duohui's sight and said even more: "what do you think, just what."

Finally, Liu Duohui gave me a sharp look: "you're still the same as before."

Reaching into her handbag, Liu Duohui threw it angrily in front of me: "here you are, you can see it slowly."

Staring at the blue and white gadget on the desktop, my eyes stuck on it for no less than three minutes. I looked at Liu Duohui again: "this, what is it?"

Anger spread on her face. Liu Duohui was not angry: "I don't know. If you like to see it, you can't see it. I'll give you half an hour. In half an hour, I'll put it away. Don't regret it. "

Without further hesitation, I quickly opened my laptop, inserted this small USB flash drive into the boot, and clicked it.

There are only two large capacity video files.

Holding the mouse in my hand, I glanced at Liu Duohui and double clicked my heart.

I was stunned by the pictures coming out of it.

Condensing my eyes, I looked at Liu Duohui: "what do you mean?"