Love's Gone

Luo Zhizhong did not move with emotion. He sat very upright: "come first and shut the door."

Realizing that the situation is not very good, I dare not move.

Stop my steps and I leaned against the door: "Lao Luo, you're waiting for someone, aren't you? There are petals on the ground. I'm afraid my soles will be damaged by you. I'm here. If you have anything to tell me, I'll fix it. Just say that. I'll put it at the door and listen."

The body got up, and Luo Zhizhong quickly fell back to the sofa. He crossed his legs: "don't talk a lot of nonsense, let you come in!"

At sixes and sevens, but Luo Zhizhong didn't say frankly that he sprinkled petals on the office floor, and there were clusters of flowers on both sides, in order to welcome me. I couldn't be amorous and think he was prepared for me and didn't dare to come forward. I had to harden my head and try to avoid those fresh and tender petals. I almost walked to Luo Zhizhong with my toes in mind, I trembled: "Lao Luo, what's the matter with you looking for me?"

Luo Zhizhong raised his eyes and said, "let you close the door. Why don't you close it?"

Before I could deal with the stubble, Luo Zhizhong Teng stood up. He passed me like a gust of wind. He quickly went to the door, slammed the door, and came back: "sit down, don't stand like a hemp pole."

I was even more frightened. Sitting on the soft sofa was as uneasy as sitting on the steel nail stab. I was stunned to move around for more than ten seconds before I stopped: "Lao Luo..."

His eyes trembled higher. Luo Zhizhong squinted at me. His voice was not big, but it contained infinite power: "don't talk, listen to me."

It seemed that I was satisfied that I was completely restrained by his aura. Luo Zhizhong asked, "Liu duo'an, there are no outsiders here. Just you and me, why don't you spend some more time saying what do you think of me?"

I was even more worried: "didn't you tell me not to talk?"

His eyes turned pale, and Luo Zhizhong quickly restrained those dislikes that were about to overflow. He said, "I let you say it now. Just say it. What do you think of me?"

That bad feeling is getting stronger and stronger, but I still think so. Before everything is pierced, I don't need to humiliate myself.

Carefully holding the word measure, I tried to abide by the boundaries: "Lao Luo, you are a more capable leader. I learned a lot under your leadership."

"Don't talk. This kind of insincere praise, I can make up a few trucks in a few minutes. "

Luo Zhizhong pulled slightly from the corners of his mouth. He looked very difficult: "you can start with my appearance, figure, age and so on. For example, if you look like me, do you think it fits your eyes? If you look like me, will you feel a little strong? If I'm a little old, will I have a generation gap with you in ordinary life? "

At that time, there were countless pigs, dogs, cattle and sheep in my heart. Luo Zhizhong was so explicit that he still didn't poke directly into the center, which made me more difficult to parry.

Dizziness and brain swelling, I think I have to be grounded. The muscles on both cheeks are tight and uncomfortable. I can barely make a sad fake smile. In the chaos, I can only continue to pretend to be stupid to the end: "a hundred people have a hundred views. Lao Luo, it's good if you are satisfied with yourself. As for the generation gap, I don't think we have it. After all, you see, we communicate very smoothly at work... "

His eyebrows went up and then went down. Luo Zhizhong seemed to have a horizontal heart. He suddenly stuck his eyes on my face: "Liu duo'an, OK, we don't know when we can get back to Dian Dian if we continue to hit the tiger's eye like this. As you can see, I sprinkled petals and made flowers here. My main purpose in this field is to have a better atmosphere and confirm something with you. Look at us. We've known each other for several years. Now you're single and I'm single. Why don't we get together? "

what the fuck! what the fuck! what the fuck! what the fuck! what the fuck!

My brain was completely blank. I even felt that I didn't come up with a breath. I was like a fool for a minute or two before I couldn't say, "Lao Luo, are you kidding?"

Luo Zhizhong's eyes gathered on me slowly became more warm and scorched by the sun. His face was serious: "I'm not kidding. Liu Duoan, just say it. Do you agree or not. Don't say anything else, just say yes or no. "

To be honest, I'm not sure whether I'm the kind of person who, like the characters set in most idol dramas, is filled with the softness of being alone in this life. I'm not sure if Luo Zhizhong's serious pursuit of me, and I also bury Zhou Wei's residual shadow's heart, will it become ups and downs and swing because of his enthusiasm, Even slowly, the balance is more and more inclined to him, but what I can be sure is that at least at this moment, the man in front of him can't arouse my impulse to give him my hand.

There is no sudden spark of passion collision, and there is no lasting love accumulated by day and night in pairs and exchanges. I am infinitely sure that I can't derive any story from Luo Zhizhong for the time being.

It's not a sticky character. I finally came out of shock and surprise. I said neatly, "sorry, I don't think so."

I think with Luo Zhizhong's character, he got my denial reply, and this matter should be stopped, but it is obvious that Luo Zhizhong is here for the time being.

He still stared at me: "no? Why not? What's wrong with me? Or are you dissatisfied with me? You can put it forward and we'll negotiate again. "

I was in a hurry and directly poked Luo Zhizhong: "well, what we are talking about now is a matter of feelings, not a contract. I feel that it is not in place. Those so-called negotiations are empty words. Lao Luo, you're fine... "

"Stop, don't send me a good man card."

After waving his hand, Luo Zhizhong interrupted me: "Liu duo'an, I came to you today after deep thinking. I reviewed our relationship and cooperation in work during this period, and I overturned my previous view. Yes, we may not be in tune in terms of personality, but when two people are together, it is a process of running in and integration. I believe that after we get together, we will get along better and better with time. I am in a very serious attitude to discuss this matter with you, and I hope you can consider it carefully. You should also give me the most basic seriousness and prudence. "

Well, I feel very messy in an instant.

If there are differences between men's and women's thinking, how can I feel that even if I have ten mouths, I can't unify with Luo Zhizhong on the same channel?!

Afraid of giving him an illusion, I thought my words were just hard to get. I had to say, "I'm simple and rough. You're good. It's my problem. I almost felt that I couldn't make do in order to make do."

Completely into a dead end, Luo Zhizhong also began to drill up the tip of an ox horn: "almost feel? I feel that this kind of thing can't be eaten as a meal. Yes or no, it's not so essential. Besides, feelings and feelings can be cultivated. Liu Duoan, you don't need to be sentenced to death immediately. Maybe you promised to stay with me for a while, and you'll find that you get along better with people of my type. Liu Duoan, you give yourself a chance, maybe there will be a new world. "

Ah, I'm going crazy!

How can I tell him that he can't come back!

It is reasonable to say that in the general scene of confession, the white party should be walking on thin ice carefully waiting for the answer of the white party. Once the white party refuses, it will almost be over, but it will turn sour when it comes to Luo Zhi and me!

Luo Zhizhong is obviously strong in this formation!

He has read so many books that he can't remember the saying that a forced twist is not sweet!

The brain exploded layer by layer. The more headache I had, the more I realized that I had to strengthen my position and break up the matter with Luo Zhizhong, so as to avoid constant trouble in the future, and it might also harm our current relationship of making a lot of money together.

Let my mind empty a little, I took the word measure and said, "Lao Luo, I've turned over all the previous things. I say now, so far, in my heart, you are my teacher and my leader. In addition, I don't know how you treat me. Do you classify me into friends? But here, I unilaterally think you are in the option of my friends. I am very grateful to you for pulling me at the low point of my life. When my plate is completely perforated, you are willing to give me a chance to come to the United University to work. Let me know that in my life, in addition to making packaging boxes and drawing drawings, I can also work in new media. Although I am not completely mixed up now, you have made this new me, and you have given me the favor, It's hard for me to figure it out, and it's hard to return it all for a while. I can only make up for it a little later. As for feelings, I can't make a decision without any feeling. In this way, I will think it's hard for me and unfair to you. I said it a little directly. I just wanted to make it clear. I hope it didn't bother you. "

Or Luo Zhizhong stepped out of this step and experienced many psychological struggles. I have forced him so much, but he still couldn't pull out.

He lowered his eyes. Luo Zhizhong's face was dark. His hand fumbled and took out a cigarette. He held it in his mouth. He pressed the lighter. The blue flame instantly attracted sparks. The rising smoke was scattered everywhere, as if separating Luo Zhizhong and me from two worlds.

In silence, Luo Zhizhong finished the cigarette with a fierce breath. He stabbed the cigarette end into the ashtray: "Liu duo'an, what's your concern that you don't want to give me a chance? Do you think that I haven't seriously pursued you or paid anything for you, which makes you feel my sincerity? Do you think you will feel very bad if you are with me like this? "

I'm really, really helpless.

Powerless, I shook my head, "No. I don't think so. "

Luo Zhizhong was obstinate: "Liu duo'an, you and I are all adults. I always think that some rules in the adult world do not need to be so circuitous. If they are combined, they will gather, and if they are not, they will disperse. We don't need to pursue sensation and madness like those young people in their 18th and 20th. I, Luo Zhizhong, dare to put my words here. As long as you, Liu Duoan, are willing to follow me, I will not treat you badly in the future, whether in the spiritual level or in the economic level. "

I wiped it! This goes around and back to the origin.

At this time, in my inner mood, there was not only a sense of guilt that I couldn't give back to Luo Zhizhong, but also a sense of anxiety that I couldn't tell him how to kill him. I couldn't help but feel a little worried: "ah, why can't you understand me? I didn't mean that. I just think we haven't reached that point yet, I haven't touched it yet. Can I make do with it? "

Finally, Luo Zhizhong took out another cigarette.

But this time, he said to me while smoking: "Liu duo'an, I can put my words more bluntly. Even if you've been married and even cherished children for Zhou Wei, I can ignore your past. If we get along well later, I will consider marrying you. In this way, when we work together, it will be more... "

It's like someone holding an iron hook and plugging it into my heart. After hooking my heart, I pulled it out mercilessly. The only counter scale on my body was triggered by Luo Zhizhong. It was dripping with blood. I suddenly lost my composure. My hands were pinched together. My fingernails were embedded in my palms. Those fine and sharp pain filled my voice with ruthlessness: "don't mention that man to me! Don't tell me about children! "

After stagnation, Luo Zhizhong was still the same Luo Zhizhong. He argued: "why can't you mention it? Liu duo'an, if you don't mention all the things that have happened, it doesn't mean it doesn't exist. What you have to do is not ignore it. What you have to do is face it squarely, so that you can get out of it more easily. I mention Zhou Wei. Why did you step on your tail? If he hurts you like this, you should always remember that fact. Only then can you clearly know the so-called heart feeling you pursue and what it can bring to you! As for your child, your marriage with Zhou Wei had collapsed at that time. You can't give him sound feelings after you keep him. Losing him is the best outcome, and everything is the best arrangement! "

My heart was like a knife. I threw myself into gravity and held my hand. I even felt the sound of disjointed bones. My breathing became faster and faster, and the tone of my voice increased several degrees: "you men don't understand what children mean to women! Because you haven't experienced October pregnancy, you haven't felt it, so you can never feel it! But Luo Zhizhong, you can't feel it. Just forget it. Can you stop digging my wound like this! "

It can't be said that Luo Zhizhong deliberately wants to stimulate me. Except that men and women have different ideas. In fact, most of the time, Luo Zhizhong is as cold-blooded as he gives himself. He will only take into account his own feelings, so he won't give extra thoughts to care about others' life and death.

And I happen to be the same person.

And I was just stabbed to the point.

Biting my lip, loosening and biting again, I raised my eyes to see him again. My sight was blurred by the uncontrollable wet meaning: "do you know how difficult it was for me to climb out of that pit. In fact, I haven't been able to climb out completely. I still have dreams occasionally. They are all nightmares! I've tried to avoid it, but I still have nightmares. In my dream, the dark memory I have experienced will repeat again and again. It is difficult for me to escape. I can't run away in my dream. Can you let me hide in reality and don't mention this again! "

The corners of his mouth moved. Luo Zhizhong frowned a little and thanked quickly. He looked at me with an emotion I couldn't see through: "I don't want to poke your pain. I just want you to start over. You don't like to mention it. I can try to avoid it in the future. "

Even if the deep pain, after several months of volatilization, even if it has a deep vein, it will still be sunk to the deepest part of the body. Only when it is really triggered can it have the power to spray out. It is obvious that Luo Zhizhong can't pick up all my sadness. After a short vent, I quickly adjusted back to the state, but also found a way to break the game.

Frowning, I took the initiative to look at Luo Zhizhong: "let's return to the front. Luo Zhizhong, you just said you don't mind my past. In your opinion, women who have been divorced and pregnant with children have to lower themselves, lower their standards, and begin to learn obedience and accommodation? Our ideas are different. I have never felt that my experience is my weakness, and it will become my disadvantage in the future. You didn't mean to put me and you on the same level. In my opinion, maybe you don't have to condescend and lower yourself to accommodate me. You can find someone you think she can match you in all aspects. In the future, please don't say that you want to make a pair of such remarks with me. I don't have this fate with you. "

I probably got him in the mood. Luo Zhizhong's face was a little embarrassed, but he was a few seconds late. He was Frank: "well, I'm not afraid to admit it. I'm a little ill. I'm just an ordinary man. I'm just an ordinary man. I can't be like a saint. It's nothing to happen. But Liu Duoan, I can tell you that if you really follow me, I will adjust myself and slowly overcome and forget your past. "

All the guilt accumulated in my heart about Luo Zhizhong was scattered at this moment, and I suddenly smiled.

I laughed at his self righteous, and I was glad that I was enlightened.

Hold your eyes, I looked straight at him: "Luo Zhizhong, I always think it is difficult to change a person's prejudice. Generally, I find that someone is dissatisfied with me. I will never try to please him and cater to him. What I have to do is simply stay away from him and play with those who can find a few bright spots on me. So why should I put my life on a person who has a grudge against my past, and bet that he can overcome the weakness of human nature and slowly forgive my past? Why don't I find someone who is willing to love those tears and costs I paid for my stupidity? Although this statement is somewhat idealistic, nothing is impossible if fate is in place. So, the topic you just raised can be ended? "

After a pause, I stood up and said, "tomorrow, I will hand you my resignation letter."