Love's Gone

All kinds of depression gathered in my heart tonight, glued in my body and collided wantonly. I looked at the man who inexplicably put up his momentum in front of me. I thought again that his solemnity had made me have the consciousness of superiors and subordinates. I suddenly felt that even if I had half a word of personal emotion, it might arouse Luo Zhizhong's leverage. I didn't want to face such a situation.

Trying to squeeze out a little smile on my face, I said, "president Luo, you're kidding. It's an honor for me and me to come here with president Luo for a long time. Thank president Luo for giving me this opportunity."

After a pause, I made a sincere statement: "but after all, I see a little less of the world. My performance tonight is a little slow and unsatisfactory. I hope I didn't cause trouble to president Luo."

But Luo Zhizhong is the kind of master who is in a good mood, you are good at everything, he is in a bad mood, and you can't do anything. He stares at me suddenly: "don't roll the donkey for me, talk to people! Let me ask you, are you with me or with Zhou Wei? Why, I teased him. You can't see it. It hurts. You want to help your ex husband? "

His voice suddenly became louder. I was shocked. There was an empty echo in my brain. I was slow for a while. My tone was faint: "Mr. Luo, you think too much."

"I think too much?"

He repeated my words angrily, and Luo Zhizhong's voice was still surprisingly loud: "Liu duo'an, tell me, you're not such a person without eyesight at all. Why are you standing in line for me? Why, are you afraid that the boy Zhou Wei misunderstood? Have you had an affair with me? "

I clenched my lips and let go of silence: "in fact, Zhou Wei wants to misunderstand who I have legs, two legs and three legs. I don't care. What he thinks of me has nothing to do with me. Now the only thing that has something to do with me is my own personal feelings. I'm really sorry. I couldn't stand in line for you at that time, because I especially didn't like the feeling of being put on the table. That feeling made me feel that I was despised and I didn't get equal treatment, so I can only say sorry to you. That's about it. "

He should still be trapped in his own dead end and come out. Luo Zhizhong drilled the tip of an ox horn without ambiguity: "ha ha, Liu duo'an, if I haven't seen what kind of state you were in when Zhou Wei put you on the table before, I'd really like to say sorry to you at this moment. I've wronged you. Liu Duoan, are you so double labeled? Once Zhou Wei could rub you round and flat. Your feelings become so important here. You want equality. Should I praise you for your progress, or should I scold you for looking down on me and unwilling to sell me this face? "

With a slight smile, Luo Zhizhong's expression was cold and ferocious: "no wonder you will be fooled by Zhou Wei. Facing me, you are a self-esteem and self-love progressive youth. Facing him, you are a bitch without principle and bottom line. People practice themselves, and so do others. Liu Duoan, you deserve to live your life like this. "

Trying to arch the corners of my mouth, I understated: "I got along with Zhou Wei in the past, and you weren't there. How do you know I haven't fought against his childish behavior? Mr. Luo, when you say yes, you say things. Is it too much for you to attack people so often? For my past relationship, its ending may not be as I intended, but what I can be sure is that I learned to pull away from it. In addition, even if the world often skips other people's affairs under the guise of being a fan of the situation and being clear to the onlookers, I still think that feelings are personal after all. If outsiders talk about one more word, it is gossip that does not respect people. President Luo, you are a mature and stable successful person. You often teach me the truth of being a man. How can you not do it yourself? "

After a long breath, I lowered my face and looked at me. I raised my head and looked up at Luo Zhizhong: "also, at this moment, I am properly dressed and my makeup is not spent. Do I look very embarrassed? Should I look miserable to others? Without a man who gives me trouble and annoys me, am I so miserable in the eyes of others? "

Luo Zhizhong seemed to be a little slow when I refuted him. In the moonlight, his face was a little stiff. He sat for a moment and then opened his mouth. His tone had the smell of forcibly holding respect: "well, you said everything. It's not easy to say my combat effectiveness tonight, but you, this time, you have a reason. Let's go back to Mao Jieqiong. Liu Duoan, how stupid are you? Zhou Tianquan is the main venue for today's banquet. We come to support it as guests. Why are you so incompetent and have to stick there and turn around? You just perfunctorily say a soft word to Mao Jieqiong, which will kill you? "

I raised my lips: "do you think Mao Jieqiong is really the kind of person who won't find fault with me if I say a soft word? No matter why I divorced her son, she would put the bill on me. Or if I say so, I once appeared in her son's world. I'm very wrong. If Deng Junying didn't come here temporarily just now, do you believe she can advance an inch and let me thank her with death! "

After retreating half a step, Luo Zhizhong glanced at me: "OK, you've said everything. You're always right. You're good. Since you Liu Duoan are so good, you'd better find a way to go home tonight. My car can't hold a Buddha like you. In order to avoid you being unhappy with me again, we'd better go our own way."

With that, Luo Zhizhong took a big step forward. He waved to the assistant standing not far away. Then the two big men disappeared in my eyes with their long legs.

Golden beach is indeed a good resort, but it is remote and not a popular place, so there are few cars running on the roads, and there are few taxis.

If it gets dark, I have to go far away from the hotel if I want to go out of the villa area. The thin heels under my feet have become the mastermind to limit my speed. The gravel it brings always inadvertently burst in and stabbed the soles of my feet. I walked and stopped. In a few minutes, I didn't walk more than ten meters.

Depression and fatigue go hand in hand. I bite my teeth and try my best to give up the idea of sitting here for a while before walking. It's hard to take another step.

Just then, a voice with a faint teasing came from behind: "Yo, left?"

I subconsciously turned away.

Holding the car key in his hand, Deng Junying shook his shoulder: "my car is in front, together?"

The card she gave me was still sleeping in a corner of my bag. I put it up only after I was sure I could use it. In addition, Deng Junying just helped me out. I'm not so blind. What's more, my view of Deng Junying is changing unconsciously.

Nodding, I said, "OK, thank you."

Deng Junying didn't answer me. She just walked forward in silence.

Until she fastened her seat belt, she slowly swept me sitting on the co pilot. Her face was expressionless: "it seems that you were thrown down by the dog in Luo Zhizhong for the first time?"

I was slow for a while and shook my head, "neither. A few years ago. It's just that this is the first time since I became a colleague with him. "

"Sure enough, he is a bird to everyone."

Deng Junying slowly started the car. She looked ahead: "he threw you directly in the resort. It's kind to you. Many times in the past, he often told me to go away when the car went to the wild mountains and even perfunctory street lights. I counted my fingers and estimated that it would take dozens of times to count the number of times he left me on the way. Among them, most of the times he deliberately left me in a dark place where there was no way to appeal. "

I frowned, but even if I made a slight change to Deng Junying, I still had some reservations. I thought for a few seconds and tried to simplify my way: "speechless."

"There's nothing to be speechless."

The voice was faint, just like a cup of orange flavored bubble wine, constantly overflowing out. Deng Junying raised a frank smile on the corner of her mouth, and her conversation changed: "I said a frank word. In fact, I just saw him leave you where you are, and I felt better. I always thought that he was very cruel to me because he hated me. It seems that he is just like this dog. He is the same to everyone. "

A little faster, Deng Junying said, "Liu duo'an, listen to me talking like this, will there be any discomfort in your heart?"

I shook my head again: "it doesn't matter. I appreciate your giving me a ride. I live in Futian. Miss Deng, it's convenient for you. Or when you leave the business district later, you can put me in a slightly more lively place. "

Controlling the speed was like playing. Deng Junying slowed down again. She tilted her face and raised her eyebrows to look at me. She joked: "you're so bold to get on my car. Aren't you afraid I'll take you to Huanshan road and throw you down?"

Suddenly relaxed, I was no longer so restrained. I glanced at Deng Junying: "I see that Miss Deng's figure is almost the same as me. There is a real conflict. It's not clear who will win or lose. However, Miss Deng and I are in the same boat and should not be able to do such a inhuman thing."

Deng Junying chuckled: "I suddenly found that you are actually quite good at chatting occasionally. It's really not annoying. Come on, get to know me again. My name is Deng Junying. Don't call me Miss Deng. Just call me by my name. "

I was completely brought into the rhythm by her: "Oh, my name is Liu Duoan."

His eyes narrowed slightly, and Deng Junying smiled: "I remember."

This topic was talked to death. The more static it was, the more uncomfortable I was. I opened a new direction: "just now, thank you for helping me out."

"Do me a favor. Here, get me a cigarette. I'm addicted to smoking."

With his eyes on the direction of the cigarette box, Deng Junying said, "there is a lighter. Pass it to me, too."

Holding the steering wheel in one hand, Deng Junying held the cigarette in her mouth. She waved her hand and refused me to help light the cigarette. She took off the lighter quickly, and the smoke curled away.

It doesn't matter to throw the lighter back. Deng Junying's tone is light: "don't thank me. Xiao Wei asked me to do this. Of course, don't thank him. He's an asshole to you, too. All those bastard men are not qualified to be our thanks. "

I was speechless all at once.

But he still disagreed. Deng Junying smiled gently: "don't lose millions. I'm not interested in gossiping about your private affairs. However, what I can tell you is that Xiaowei bar and I announced the wedding news externally, but we estimate that we will not be able to hold this wedding in our next life. He just needs a girlfriend who can be accepted by his family, and I need to trample Luo Zhizhong's face on the ground, so Xiaowei and I cooperated very happily. In private, he will do whatever he wants. That's what I said. I won't be as enthusiastic as Wang Heng's silly boy to persuade you to make peace. The relationship between you and Xiaowei is vital. It has nothing to do with me. On the whole, I'm quite a clear person. You can be free. "

Usually, I can say better. I became very weak chicken. I squeezed out a sentence after half a sound: "I know."

"You seem very wary of me?"

She spit out a big smoke ring. Deng Junying held the smoke with her fingers. She still had a shallow smiling face: "no need. I'm not pretending to force. According to your slowness, it's not difficult for me to move you secretly. I don't have to play that dirty trick of approaching you and hitting you hard. That kind of dirty means doesn't deserve my identity. "

He smoked fiercely again. Deng Junying leisurely drove the car more slowly: "are you Liu Duoan? To tell you the truth, I don't like your bullshit character. But on the whole, you are better than those big chested and brainless fools, or dirty and ugly bitches who look pure and kind on the surface. You still have a little brain. I can't hate this one. There's another one. You've been with Xiao Wei. I don't look at the monk's face or the Buddha's face. I won't touch you. "

I put all Deng Junying's words into my head without missing a word. I chopped them up and stirred them together for a long time. I finally came to the conclusion that although Deng Junying's speaking style is as good as Luo Zhizhong, she has a pride that only I am the most noble. You are fart people, but she is different from Xie Wei and others. She can be trusted to some extent.

I think it's rare for me to be alone with her now, and the topic is so open. I don't have to ask her again. I quickly connected with her: "well, I understand. By the way, what do you mean by telling me at the meeting tonight that you want to make a deal with me? And what are you talking about? Who's kicking my life? What's the matter? Ask for answers. "

With a slight smile, Deng Junying said, "it seems that your digestion ability is still very good. You were heavily guarded a few hours ago. At this moment, you are taking the initiative. But it's a long story. Let's find a place and talk about it in detail? "

I agreed: "yes."

"Let's find a place to eat and drink. Let's find a more expensive place and order a few bottles of good wine to pour slowly."

Deng Junying frowned: "brush your ex husband's credit card and try to make him lose his skin."

I thought Deng Junying was playing, but she drove her to the restaurant near Yantian seafood street. She picked up a shop that was so dark that I could not make complaints about it. She also gave it to the two floor directly.

Even though the noise downstairs was still loud, most of the voices were blocked through a thick wall. I sat down with Deng Junying in the position closest to the window. Before my ass was hot, Deng Junying asked people to send a bottle of wine that was frighteningly expensive.

Holding back the waiter, Deng Junying casually shook the goblet. She looked at me: "have a drink. The wine is good and worth its price. "

Without hesitation, I put the glass to my lips and took a sip: "indeed, it tastes good."

Deng Junying smiled. She sipped some gracefully. She continued to shake her glass: "Liu Duoan, you rarely spend Zhou Wei's money like this?"

Stunned, I said, "yes. I earn enough for my expenses. "

The body leaned back, and Deng Junying said, "you and I are also a bird. I followed Luo Zhizhong for so many years and didn't spend much on him. Then I ended miserably with him. You and Xiao Wei are the same. So sometimes I can't be too polite to those bastard men. If I can spend it, I'll kill him. Until he loses a layer of skin, one day they can't get along and separate. At least I spent his money and earned him some material enjoyment. Otherwise, what bullshit spiritual love, one day this thing can't continue, and there's no fart left. "

The thinking was very active. The first second Deng Junying expressed all kinds of feelings, and the next second she said with awe: "forget it, the digression is far away, I'll return to the subject. Let me put it this way, Liu duo'an. I know clearly who is gossiping about all kinds of designs in front of Zhou Wei to frame you. I'm sure that with your character, you can't swallow those who are oppressed. You should be eager to know, but I can't provide you with that information for free. You have to do something for me. We can exchange it at equal value. "

I immediately collected my mind: "you said, what do you need me to do? I must first determine what it is, so that I can know if I can help."