Love's Gone

The door opened.

Soon, a vast group of medical staff hurried to push the turnover truck carrying Zhou Wei towards me. Before I could get up and have a look, the pedestrian had passed me with the wind and pushed Zhou Wei farther and farther.

I wanted to catch up, but my legs seemed to be frozen and bound to thousands of mountains. I was seized by a great sense of fear, and I couldn't move at all.

Carrying Zhou Wei's turnaround truck, he turned a corner and disappeared.

In the empty corridor, the smell of disinfectant became stronger and stronger. A nurse left from this hurry. She gathered around Zhou Jinyang with a thick book and said something to him.

I don't know what's going on with me. I was temporarily deaf at this time. At such a close distance, I couldn't hear any sound. I could only see the nurse and Zhou Jinyang's mouth moving around. Soon the nurse closed her mouth and Zhou Jinyang frowned.

If a powerful shell exploded in my heart, the smoke continued to overflow, rendering and deepening my fear. My hands were clasped together, and my fingertips poked the skin and flesh of my hands. However, such pain could not stimulate my temporarily lost hearing. There was nothing in my ears except the roaring and chaotic wind.

The little nurse left.

While Zhou Jinyang, his hand trembled several times before he completely touched and picked up the crutch. His body was in an unbalanced state. He used the crutch several times and had to be helped by the attendant who seemed to be called Dai Lianghui on his side to stand firm.

He was a stubborn old man. The first thing he did when he stood firm was to wave away Dai Lianghui's support. He motioned Dai Lianghui to come together. He whispered in Dai Lianghui's ear. Dai Lianghui immediately nodded and walked in the direction of the elevator.

There was no blessing from anyone around him. Zhou Jinyang completely restored the aura he should have at his age. His back looked old and lonely, just like the rustling leaves in autumn.

Finally, in this time difference, I found a little soul. I hesitated for a few seconds and kept up with Zhou Jinyang.

It was silent all the way. Zhou Jinyang finally landed in the lounge over there in the VIP intensive care unit.

I lingered outside the lounge and looked inside the intensive care unit from the rows of glass baffles. Because there were curtains in some beds, I couldn't find Zhou Wei's location smoothly.

As a last resort, I bravely followed Zhou Jinyang into the lounge.

Seeing him sitting straight in the corner, my legs were still hanging like an iron ball. I had to stand against the wall. I carefully looked at Zhou Jinyang: "Mr. Zhou..."

Looking up, Zhou Jinyang glanced at me faintly, and he recovered to his expressionless face: "don't ask, Xiao Wei is still a fortune teller, a little biased, his heart and major arteries were not injured, and he saved his life temporarily. His lungs were severely punctured, and he has undergone thoracotomy and drainage and vascular repair. The operation was successful, but Xiao Wei may face pulmonary contusion later, Pulmonary infection caused by pulmonary hemorrhage, intrathoracic infection and wound incision infection. Whether he can cross it is still unknown. He has been placed in the intensive care unit. You and I can't get in there. It's no use for you to stay here. You'd better go. "

I held the corner of the next table: "where is he? I just couldn't find it. "

Suddenly, Zhou Jinyang took back his eyes as if he hadn't heard me. He slowly groped out his mobile phone. He dialed a phone as if no one else was there and turned on hands-free again.

When the phone was about to ring, a thick bass came from the other end.

Zhou Tianquan's understatement: "Dad."

His lips moved slightly. Zhou Jinyang frowned. He said quietly, "Xiaowei has finished the operation. It's all right. You don't have to run this way. It's too far. "

Zhou Tianquan's voice pressed: "OK, Xiao Qiong was a little tired today. As soon as she came back from outside, she lay down and fell asleep. I saw that she was sleeping soundly, and I didn't have the heart to call her up."

There was a silence. Zhou Jinyang cut off the phone.

He threw the mobile phone aside. He reached out and took the crutch group and rubbed it in his hand for a while. He frowned again and looked at me. The floating smile on the corner of his mouth was mixed with bustling bitterness: "they won't come to the hospital today. Xiao Wei's life or death is not so important to them. "

Since the day of Liu Duohui's accident, I've been like an orphan with no branches to rely on. I'm alone and ups and downs in Shenzhen. Even though my heart has been hard and ruthless by fighting alone, for the lack of family warmth, it still becomes a big pit in my heart that can't be filled. Those regrets go hand in hand with me and can't be left behind, Occasionally, I inadvertently run out to aggravate my loneliness. I know too well the feeling of being left out by my family. It may not be very painful, but the prickles it brings will always be embedded in the flesh and bones, and it will hurt faintly from time to time.

What I couldn't get, Zhou Wei didn't get either. In fact, when I was particularly good with him in the past, I could see the clue for the first time. But this lack, when he faced the difficulties of life and death, the indifference of his family became even more dazzling and shocking, which could shake and pull my heart.

Therefore, Mao Jieqiong cursed and excluded me this morning, which turned into a particularly ironic and cold flag.

And I, originally still can't do to Zhou Wei's 100% heart is as hard as iron, cold as frost, I still can't help it, and my eyes are red.

Fortunately, I burst into tears not long ago. Most of the water in my lacrimal gland evaporated in advance, so at this moment, I can confine my tears from pouring down again, so that I can firmly root my overly fragile emotion in my body and prevent it from overflowing.

Pursed my lips and remained silent for a few minutes. I glanced at the clock hanging on the opposite wall. I opened another topic: "Mr. Zhou, it's almost evening. You haven't eaten all day. What do you want to eat? I'll go out and buy you some."

"I have no appetite."

Zhou Jinyang's tone is as light as boiling water: "just say hello to yourself. Miss Liu, you have nothing to do with me now. I'm the laziest to accept the kindness of people who have nothing to do with me in my life."

The feeling of worry has surpassed all. I don't know how embarrassed I am now. I automatically skipped the meaning that Zhou Jinyang wants to draw a clear line with me. I have the cheek: "Oh, Mr. Zhou, can I sit here?"

Buried his face, Zhou Jinyang didn't look at me again: "whatever you want."

I chose a position close to the door. I sat down. I took out my mobile phone and searched the surrounding takeout. I was really not in the mood to choose one by one. I just chose a shop, two cups of coffee and two cakes, called and placed an order.

When I finished the call, I found that Zhou Jinyang looked at me again. It was uncomfortable to be stared at by him. I slightly moved my eyes away.

The atmosphere was stiff for a moment. Zhou Jinyang said coldly, "sit opposite me. Since you don't want to go, let's have a chat. It's easier to have time. "

I couldn't hide my inner little 99. Without hesitation, I came up and asked, "Mr. Zhou, can you tell me which room Zhou Wei is in?"

His expression was slightly sluggish. Zhou Jinyang raised his hand and pointed: "it's next to this. You don't have to go. I've told the nurse to pull the curtain and do a good job in privacy protection. "

I took advantage of his remarks and continued to ask, "did the nurse say when to visit?"

"Yes. But it's no use telling you at this time. It is expressly stipulated here that only family members can visit under the arrangement of the hospital. You are only Xiaowei's ex-wife. You can't meet the most basic requirements for visiting. "

Zhou Jinyang looked positive and said, "you don't have to think about it. Unless Xiaowei is in good condition and transferred to the general ward, you won't see him. If you feel frustrated and don't want to stay here, you can still leave. "

I covered my face with sadness: "if I don't go, I'll wait."

Thoughtfully, Zhou Jinyang's eyes slipped on my face for more than ten seconds. He jumped and said, "Miss Liu still hates Xiaowei?"

My heart seemed to be hooked by something and sank all the way. I was a little messy: "sorry, I'm not in the mood to discuss here now."

"I'm not in much mood. It's just a chat to pass the time. Miss Liu doesn't have to be too sensitive. "

After a pause, Zhou Jinyang was already self-centered. He opened a new topic: "it's said that the family's ugliness is not publicized. It's rare that Miss Liu and I seem to be more in tune today. I can talk more with Miss Liu as an old man. Although Xiaowei grew up in a sound family from small to large, he can enjoy care from small to large. Most of them come from his father, including the parent-child activities held in the hospital when he was in kindergarten, the participation and interaction of parents on the open day of primary school campus, and then to the middle school parents' meeting. In all his growth tracks, only his father participates in the whole process. As for his mother, she never did her duty as a mother. Xiaowei is a boy. There is nothing wrong with following his father, but there is a lack of emotion, which can not be changed. "

"Since he went to middle school, he became sensible from ignorance. He began to realize that the interaction between family members in his family was not normal. He saw that his father could not get any response for his mother. He slowly buried the seeds of resentment against Mao Jieqiong in his heart. The more he resented Mao Jieqiong's indifference, the more he loved his father. Later, as he grew older and bigger, the world became wider. More and more people came to his world to travel around and maintain feelings with him. In addition to family affection, his world also had love and friendship to occupy his time. He spent less and less time with his father. He thought everything was still in time. He still had a lot of time to go cycling and fishing with his father, He talked and drank like before, but the cruel reality caught him off guard. He didn't catch up with the last time to see his father. "

After coughing a few times, Zhou Jinyang's voice seemed to be blocked by something. The sand was harsh: "the thing that hurt his feelings most, or because not long after his father died, Mao Jieqiong hurriedly married his uncle. He felt that his father and he had been betrayed by the closest people around him. While he hated Mao Jieqiong, he also hated his uncle's waste of moral integrity. He also resented me for being a shameless old man who could turn a blind eye to such an unfortunate family style. But what can I do. Which of my two children is not palm meat? I have lost a child. I have suffered from the pain of white headed people giving black hair. I can't stand the toss and shock. I have seen through. What's the so-called face. Those faces won't change back to my children. The dead are gone, and the living have to continue to live. Even if I can't get through that level in my heart, I can't fight with the only remaining children. His life is just a few decades, and he will go with him if he wants to. I've seen that the result of my intervention will only be to get chicken feathers all over the house. It's better to let them go. I'm old, an old bone whose legs are about to poke into the ground. I don't care if I go out and be pointed at, but Xiao Wei can't. He's still young and he has to work outside. This circle has little tolerance for him, and I can never make up for my ill treatment to him in order to maintain the heat with my son. No matter how much I know, I'm just an ordinary person. I can't satisfy anyone. But if I knew that my compromise would force my grandson into such a hopeless situation, even if I fought my old bone, I wouldn't let things develop to this point. "

There was glittering light in his eyes. Zhou Jinyang fell into a long memory. He murmured in a low voice: "you don't know how pure the sun was, and there were stars in his eyes."

It was like a knife stabbed into my heart and pulled it for a few circles. It hurt so much that I was about to suffocate.

Of course I know what Zhou Wei was like before.

I still clearly remember the moment when I first saw him, the moment when he raised his head and looked at me, the moment when he smiled brightly at me, and I embarked on a winding road. Up to now, I don't know where the end of the road is.

My mouth opened. I seemed to have thousands of words to pour out, but when it came to my mouth, I couldn't spit out a word.

Zhou Jinyang didn't need me to respond. He still indulged in it and couldn't extricate himself: "in recent years, he has completely changed a person. I look at him like this. I'm very uncomfortable, and I can't do anything. Miss Liu, I know Xiao Wei once caused unforgivable harm to you, but can you, for his sake of breaking his finger for you and doing this for you this time, write off your resentment with his past, and you will be deemed to have completely settled with his past. If he wakes up, it will be a new beginning, Miss Liu, can you give the new him a chance? My own grandson, I know, he is different from you. In recent years, he has done many cruel and merciless things. All those who disobeyed him or thought they had betrayed him, he simply put people to death. But to you, he behaved badly. In the end, he left affection. He also had contradictions and lost in his past injuries to you. I saw him sneak to stay with his father's spiritual throne for a night several times. He was torturing you and himself at the same time. Although he was blinded by hatred, he deserved it. But Miss Liu, you still can't let him go. Can you give him another chance? "

I'm in a mess: "I'm in a mess now. I don't want to make any choice that needs careful consideration at this time. Besides, I think I have settled this matter with Mr. Zhou. Let's talk about it later. "

Zhou Jinyang looked like a dish: "yes, it's between you young people. What am I doing with such an old bone?"

At this point, Zhou Jinyang closed his voice and stopped making a sound.

I didn't want to start a new topic, so I was silent.

Not long after, coffee and cake were delivered. I handed them several times. Zhou Jinyang finally accepted the cup of coffee. He held it in his hand and drank it out in a few mouthfuls.

Time kept moving forward. The night climbed up the windowsill and began to attack our sleep nerves with fatigue. I looked at Zhou Jinyang and fell asleep against the wall. I thought I had to stay awake at least. If a nurse came later and needed to call someone, I would respond at the first time, so I continued to fight to the end.

In the state of extreme mental tension, people are more likely to be tired. I watched the wall clock tick until three o'clock in the morning. I finally couldn't fight my eyes. I couldn't resist it and closed it calmly.

I was in a daze when suddenly there was a rapid sound of footsteps running through the corridor. I struggled to open my eyes.

Standing in front of me was a nurse with a worried face. She was panting: "who is Zhou Wei's family member? Zhou Wei is dead. His lung infection leads to lung failure. The disease spreads too fast, resulting in multiple complications. He seems to have something to stay on his deathbed. The family members hurry over."