Love's Gone

"Just a few hours ago, didn't I talk about my psychological process before our divorce? I haven't talked about it during and after the divorce. The lack of such content will lead to incoherence, which is not good for the re cultivation of our feelings."

I don't know if Zhou Wei completely opened the seven orifices after sitting in my hall for a few hours while I was sleeping. His Shenkeng ability sprouted like grass in spring. He continued to be serious: "I think so. At least I have to let Liu Duoan know what I thought in those days, I'm not trying to get more understanding from you, Liu duo'an. I just think I'll share it with you so that you may feel better after listening to it. "

I couldn't resist: "where did your confidence come from? Is it because of the carved cards you use to wash your hair? What do you think? It's good for me? I may feel better after listening to it. You have the potential of heaven! "

"Oh, Liu Duoan, don't be so excited. I didn't express it well. I mean, I'll tell you about my suffering during that time. In that way, you may feel that hehe, when you find that I was suffering with you, Zhou Wei's sand sculpture didn't live much better. It turned out that he was struck by thunder and lightning for his stupidity, so you're much happier, aren't you. My intention is to let you base your happiness on my pain. "

When Zhou Wei said so much at one breath, he was a little short of breath. He stopped to catch his breath. He was a little embarrassed: "I seem to be thinking a little disorderly. Liu Duoan, look, can I say? "

Anyway, I was woken up and watched another big play. Now I'm as energetic as beating chicken blood. I guess I'll go back to bed and force myself to sleep with adhesive tape close to my eyes. I guess I'll be awake until dawn. I'll look at Zhou Wei's serious appearance. I'm fascinated by ghosts. I replied quietly: "OK, I allow you to report the military situation, But you'd better stand out and say it well. If you want to make me dissatisfied, I'll hook you up with a mop and throw you out. "

"Oh, just now I think what I want to say can be longer than more than a dozen college entrance examination compositions. My brain is a little confused now. Liu Duoan, you wait, you wait, I'll organize my own ideas. "

With his left hand firmly holding the edge of the wheelchair, Zhou Wei was awe inspiring and corrected. His voice was shallow, as if he were crawling on the ground. He said, "well, Liu duo'an, I'll start with taking you to the hospital."

"That's it. I took you to the hospital in a panic at that time. The attending doctor said you were pregnant. At that time, I was thinking about how you were. The doctor said it five times before I reacted. I was like a thunderbolt. There was a blank in my head. I screamed like a madman to save people first, and the medical staff pushed you away. I couldn't get up when I was sitting on the ground outside. At that moment, I realized that I was a mentally retarded man. I also thought whether I was in a dream opposite to reality. I tried hard to pull my hair to wake myself up, but at this time, a doctor came out and asked me to sign. He said that your situation was particularly serious and asked me to sign. I was shocked and stupid again, I just wanted you to be okay. "

"When I'm sure you're all right, I start to worry about another cruel fact, that is, I'm a real scum. I killed my own......"

As if thinking of something, Zhou Wei slammed the brake when the conversation box was open, and he automatically skipped that paragraph when he opened his mouth again. He said, "you woke up later. You refused to pay attention to me and eat. Later, Luo Zhi and sister Ma came. When I saw that you were willing to communicate with them, you ignored me. I had to let them take you away. Luo Zhizhong, he didn't send you to the hospital, but to the yuezi center. I turned over all the hospitals in Shenzhen and didn't find you. After several twists and turns, I found two days to determine your location, but I didn't have the face to see you. I was afraid you would see that I was excited and didn't cooperate with taking care of my body. I set up a room on the opposite side and stole to touch you through the gap of my palm every day. But the room you lived in was too big. I often couldn't see you. I can only see you once a day. "

The astringent idea that I didn't know where it originated spread from my heart, and my brain began to ache. The mop in my hand paused and paused: "are you writing a novel or a series? I feel there are a lot of contents. Can you simplify them? "

Shanran was intertwined into a net between his eyebrows, and Zhou Wei's tone weakened: "it's a little wordy. I've been holding it for too long. It's rare that you're willing to listen and don't pay much attention. Well, I'll see what I say later. "

I glanced at him and quickly took it back: "needless to say. I'll finish this. I still planned to go to bed and you go back to your nest. "

About to listen to my order to leave again, Zhou Wei was a little anxious. He suddenly stood up and pestled in front of me like a bamboo pole. He said coldly: "Liu duo'an, do you think I don't love you enough?"

After a delay, I subconsciously took a step back. I raised my face and looked at him: "abandon my feeling. Do you think you loved me? To tell you the truth, even if you once cut off one of your fingers in order to protect me, even if you could not consider your fate and save me at a critical moment not long ago, I still doubt and wonder where you put me in your heart. I can't tell whether you do it because of guilt or love. I occasionally recall all the things we got along with before the confrontation. It seems that there are always few good memories between you and me except for mutual connection and various yellow tunes. Therefore, I am very confused. "

"Liu Duoan, I love you. If I don't love you, I don't have to put myself down after two years. I have to send myself to you for a walk."

Maybe the wound was still painful. Zhou Wei walked very hard, but he insisted on coming to me. He was even more eager: "Liu duo'an, i... I admit that I have hurt you a lot, and I realized that my injuries have become abnormal, but I... in fact, I wanted to tell you several times at that time, but I was blinded, I think you and Luo Zhizhong are so crazy. I'm deeply trapped in the illusion I imagined. The more I think you haven't delivered my heart to me, the more I can't control my madness. Liu Duoan... I... love you. I really love you. "

I don't know whether the last two sentences were accentuated by Zhou Wei. In short, they were like a heavy hammer pounding in my heart. I pretended nothing had happened: "you once said many sweet words to me, and then you told me that those words were false. I can hardly believe what you said now. Besides, maybe too many things have happened in this short year. I'm weak. I suddenly feel that whether you love me or not is not so important. Say it, say it. We are not three or five years old. We talk about whether we love or not. Our teeth are sour. In the future, we still talk less nonsense. It sounds like I ate a few lemons and my teeth are sour. "

Taking another step, Zhou Wei was only twenty or thirty centimeters away from me at the moment. When his hanging hand was trying to grasp my hand, he seemed to think of something and let his hand be embarrassed and empty. He kept his physical isolation from me at an embarrassing distance. His flustered tone: "Liu duo'an, are you broken by me, Completely indifferent to me? I really love you. Last time, you let me divorce. We were at the Civil Affairs Bureau. I wanted to hold you and say if I could stay, but I had no face. Do you know why I insist on going to window 6? Because that window is the farthest and it takes the longest time to walk through, so I can lose you more slowly. After Liu duo'an and his divorce, in fact, many times I followed you. You went shopping, you went to dinner, you went to the park, and I always followed you. Many times it rained, I wanted to go up and give you an umbrella, but I knew I was not qualified to do this for you. The last time you went to see the doctor with your neck down, I followed. It rained too hard that day. I couldn't help asking someone to give you an umbrella... I felt I didn't know what to say. "

When Zhou Wei spoke, his eyes were too reckless and emotional. I didn't want to be trapped in his eyes that once made me sink without return. So I buried my face. Naturally, my eyes fell on his chest at random. That's why I had to see the white bandage wrapped in front of him, I don't know when a slender gully has been covered with bright red.

Dazzled by these bright red thorns, I quickly took Zhou Wei's words: "is your wound open and bleeding?"

With a wry smile, Zhou Wei nodded: "yes. When I just couldn't resist beating Feng Wenbin, I pulled it. "

I frowned deeply: "are you a pig? No pain? Can you still stay here and break the mountain with me? "

He wiped the sweat on his forehead with his hand. Zhou Wei was honest and natural: "pain, heart tearing pain. But I finally had the opportunity to be alone with you. I'm not willing to waste it in vain. I just thought that I would endure until dawn and then go to the hospital. It's a big deal to sew it again. The operation cost is not expensive. I can afford it. "

"Your uncle!"

I couldn't help staring at him again. I dragged him to lean back towards the sofa. I quickly grabbed my mobile phone: "you're sick, you, sure enough, you're a troublemaker. You don't want to die. Why did you live? You might as well go directly to the king of hell to report. It's annoying to do things all the time. I have to waste my 20 cents on the phone to call an ambulance for you. I'm jumpy. "

There was more sweat on his forehead, and Zhou Wei couldn't take the time to wipe it more frequently. He hurried: "don't call an ambulance, Liu duo'an, just open the wound and call an ambulance. Don't you agree to let me stay here like you..."

I glared at him: "shut up and don't shout. Do you think I care about your life and death when you step on the horse? I'm afraid you'll hang in my house. The police uncle wants to ask me for questions. Your grandfather asks me for my life, delaying my increasingly prosperous day. It's your choice whether you want to die or live, but don't make trouble for me. You don't hurt me enough! "

Embarrassed, Zhou Wei flattened his mouth and said, "Liu duo'an, don't be angry. I'll go to the hospital. I'll go to the hospital now. Don't be angry first. In this way, it's too big a battle to call an ambulance for such a small thing. Don't call. I'll call. I'll ask Liu Gang to take me. "

In fact, he was unable to make complaints about his grandson's state. When Zhou Wei and Liu Gang talked on the phone, I didn't catch sight of it. I grabbed the mop again and planned to continue to mop the floor.

However, before I started dragging the floor, I was attracted by Zhou Wei.

Zhou Wei's eyebrows suddenly twisted into two knots. He pursed his mouth as if thinking for a while. He said coldly, "what's going on?"

I don't know what Liu Gang said at the other end. Zhou Wei's expression became more and more dignified: "then I know. You should cooperate first and talk about it later."

After hanging up the phone, Zhou Wei was delayed for more than ten seconds. He restrained all his emotions, and he returned to his just state. He said calmly: "Oh, Liu duo'an, Liu Gang, some emergencies are being handled. He can't come for a moment. It seems that I have to stay in your house for more time."

A strong foreboding covered my heart without a drop of space. I clenched the mop handle with both hands: "what's the matter?"

After a little hesitation, Zhou Wei told me frankly: "Feng MI and Chen Guoquan had a serious car accident in the section of jidiaosha road from Beizi corner two hours ago. Feng MI was killed on the spot, and Chen Guoquan was sent to the hospital to die."

My back was suddenly cold, and I got goose bumps all over. I shrunk out of instinct: "Feng MI and Chen Guoquan? Even if Feng MI and Chen Guoquan are private allies and have done many shady activities together, they basically don't have much intersection with the outside world. At such a sensitive moment, they come together. It's very strange. I'm scared. "

Zhou Wei's face was also very bad: "Feng Wenbin had just collapsed, Feng MI and Chen Guoquan had an accident, and they were clearly killed."

Although I don't have a good impression of Feng MI and Chen Guoquan, I still have a grudge against them. Even before I heard their bad news, I thought about finding a chance to double their pain on me and give it back to them. However, I still couldn't react when I heard their experience. My face was white: "shut up? It is undeniable that neither Feng Mi nor Chen Guoquan are good birds, but they are not full of evil, and they are not guilty to death. In the end, they hide the secret of which immortal can not be made public. They have to bear such an end. Ah. "

Zhou Wei looked more thoughtful and wrinkled his eyebrows more: "Liu duo'an, I think I'd better tell you more. Feng MI is to help Feng Wenbin mislead me. As for Chen Guoquan, he had been with Luo Zhizhong for many years before he came to stay with me. I doubt his trust, but his professional level is worthy of my employment requirements. I gave him an opportunity. Since then, he disclosed to me your past with Luo Zhizhong many times. I have recently reflected on the words and deeds of Chen Guoquan and the women of the Feng family. I infer that the purposes of Chen Guoquan and Feng Wenbin are very different. They are not like the alliance with business and quantity implied by Feng Wenbin. They just have the same direction at a certain stage, so they drive together and tacitly achieve each other. "

Touching and holding the sofa, Zhou Wei slowly moved to sit on the sofa. He leaned back his body's center of gravity. He continued: "Feng Wenbin's purpose is to want Luo Zhizhong and me to fight each other. As for Feng MI, on the one hand, in addition to maintaining Feng Wenbin's parental authority, she has a lot of resentment against you. She doesn't mind interfering with it, making you get more violent attacks, and Chen Guoquan's purpose, It's because he once had a flat meal with you. He is not angry with this heart and wants to take the opportunity to revenge. In short, the three of them have their own direction of implementation, and they are not associates. So the problem comes. Feng Wenbin is down, and Feng MI is badly hurt. She is a lost dog. People like Chen Guoquan who hold high and step low will certainly not choose to have a relationship with Feng MI at this time. Therefore, Chen Guoquan and Feng Mi have a car accident in the same car, which may indicate that behind them, there is a force hiding in the dark, This force makes both Chen Guoquan and Feng Mi have to submit, and Feng MI and Chen Guoquan may be invited to go somewhere, but they didn't think they were arranged to die. "

Raised his head, Zhou Wei pursed a severe arc at the corners of his mouth. His mouth opened and closed. His words continued to spit out, which made my hair stand on end.