Love's Gone

Reaching out and stroking his white hair, Zhou Jinyang slowly felt a little sad: "in fact, Xiaowei, he is protected in my hand. He is not under the control of Zhou Tianquan. You can rest assured."

Ecstatic at the same time, I was full of doubts: "where is Zhou Wei? He lives with you? Then I'll see him. I'll see him right away. I have to see his people. I can't believe it until I see it. "

"You child, you are impetuous."

Zhou Jinyang's tone was more regretful: "Zhou Tianquan is my son. What kind of heart he is, I know better than anyone else in my heart. But I know that I also have good wishes. I am willing to make this family more harmonious and happy. However, my ability is limited. I have often fought with people and the market for decades. I have done business for so many years and have hardly lost much. I just lost in education. Zhou Tianquan's conscience and personality are bad. He doesn't have even a little mercy for his son connected by blood. How dare I give Xiaowei to him. "

After a pause, Zhou Jinyang sighed: "so, Xiaowei had a violent walk in wanmeng and was taken away by Zhou Tianquan's bastard. Not long ago, I went to ask Xiaowei for it."

Anxious again, I restrained: "Zhou Wei is with you. Why don't you tell me directly? I'm worried to death. He's there now. I want to see him! "

Zhou Jinyang buried his head deeper and deeper: "no, duo'an, I can't let you see Xiao Wei again."

If I was struck by lightning, I was full of amazement. I had indigestion and couldn't accept it: "why? Why can't I see him? "

"Don't let you see, this is Xiaowei's will, which is also in line with my idea."

The voice was a little slow, and Zhou Jinyang said slowly, "Duo an, I didn't see you two days ago. That's what I meant. You're still young. You're only in your twenties. You don't have to fall into a pit and can't get up. Xiaowei's illness is a protracted war. It will be a boundless torture for his family. Without some tough people, he can't last long. I'm not saying you're not strong enough. I just think you shouldn't be in this muddy water. You should still live a more comfortable life while you're young. You are a good child. Grandpa wants to see you live better. For example, you don't have to bear the responsibility of suffering from Xiaowei's illness. "

Since knowing Zhou Wei's illness, my lacrimal gland has become more and more fragile. At this moment, it can't be stretched. My tears continue to rush out from the corners of my eyes according to Zhou Jinyang's words. I try my best to cover them with my hands. They soon spread across my fingers. My mouth was glued by tears when I opened. I can only turn my hands to erase them. I can make a sound: "but Grandpa, I still want to be with him. "

After almost five minutes, Zhou Jinyang said in his voice, "Xiao Wei, please, I will still respect his wishes. He doesn't want to see you again, so I won't go beyond his idea to arrange for you to meet. Don't try to find out the whereabouts of Xiao Wei through others. You can't find out. "

Looking at Zhou Jinyang's unshakable determination on his face, my heart was like being tied to a heavy object and sinking to the bottom of the valley. I was suffocated by those low air pressure. I was too afraid that my entreaty again would only bring a firmer blow. I could only put this aside. I thought for several times and turned the topic around.

Anyway, Zhou Jinyang had seen it almost thoroughly. It was boring for me to be careful. So I said directly, "Grandpa, will you really do justice for me? You can't just let him stay in prison for a few days, can you? If so, I can only say that the cost of his crime is too low. "

"No, I thought about it, or Zhou Tianquan's coming to this stage has a great relationship with my connivance to him."

Zhou Jinyang turned his face away, and his tone became longer and longer: "the crooked beam may be hard to break back. But if you don't break it, it will be crooked all your life. I also want to understand. I often worry that my children and grandchildren are not ashamed of their ancestors. Now I feel that I have failed to educate my children and grandchildren so that they can do evil everywhere. That is to shame my ancestors. My idea is to control him naked first, and then I'll think of how to kill him, and then I'll plan for the next step. "

I'll wipe it. Listen, it's so like procrastination!

Although I don't want to speculate about Zhou Jinyang with the greatest malice, I can also consider the indelible relationship between Zhou Tianquan and him, and I finally started, not to mention that Zhou Jinyang should feel guilty about me now. I don't hurry to strike while the iron is hot and bite Zhou Tianquan to death!

Pretending to be embarrassed for a moment, I pretended: "Grandpa, actually... There's something I must tell you. This may have some impact on you. You have to prepare yourself first. "

First, Zhou Jinyang frowned, "what's up?"

I sat up and my fingers intertwined: "in fact, Zhou Wei's father, he is not trapped in the cage of depression. He is killed by Zhou Tianquan..."

His face turned white in an instant. Zhou Jinyang looked at me intently. He tried his best to restrain himself: "Duo an, you have to have a basis to say this."

Even harder, my two hands fought with each other, and my voice was lighter: "I didn't talk nonsense. Zhou Wei found this. He left this evidence to me. Zhou Tianquan would give me such a hard hand because I had evidence of his crime. Grandpa, I may have hit you a little. You really connived at a devil. Zhou Tianquan indirectly murdered Zhou Wei's father! "

It may be hard to accept at once. Zhou Jinyang suddenly stood up. He pushed away the chair under him without taking a crutch. He then staggered back. He stumbled again and again, but his support was unstable. He squatted on the ground, and his facial expression was flat for about three or five minutes, The gray hair, wrinkled face and flowing years gave him many calm and peaceful old men. His tears flew like a storm, but he still had to bear it. He tried his best to hold back his sobs, which made me very sad and unbearable.

I feel guilty for making such an old man feel so sad in order to defeat Zhou Tianquan. I completely forgot that my whole body was still in terrible pain. I also forgot that the doctor told me not to take too many activities these two days. I clenched my teeth, lifted the quilt and climbed down from the hospital bed to the ground. I bowed and moved to Zhou Jinyang several times, I took his arm: "Grandpa, don't cry."

But like a child who lost his hard won candy, Zhou Jinyang's tears were thicker in the corners of his eyes. He covered his face with his hand: "Duo an, I have no home. Xiaowei is ill. Tianquan can't stay. Xiaoyun intends to settle in Singapore, and my little great grandson hasn't been saved. Sooner or later, Duoan will leave, leaving me alone. Think about my past 30 years. In order to create more and better resources for my children and grandchildren, I worked hard and worked nonstop for more than ten hours every day. Relying on my accumulation over the past few decades, now our family wants money, property and property, but there is no home. Doran, our home is broken. "

When my nose was sour, I rubbed the tip of my nose with my hand, so that I could barely keep my voice steady: "Grandpa, I always believe that Zhou Wei's disease can be cured. It's only a matter of time. He is suffering from a heart disease. The remedy for his heart disease is right. As long as he unties the knot in his heart, he can still be well. I will honor you with him in the future. "

I can't bear to see such a Taishan like person as fragile as this. I can only throw out other words: "and grandpa, child, in fact, even if Zhou Tianquan doesn't move his hand, he can't stay. Zhou Wei accompanied me to the prenatal examination, and the doctor said that the child's development is not good..."

"I know, I know, but I still want to hold more hope. I also want to arrange a better doctor for you after you calm down in a few days and have a comprehensive examination. Even if there is 1% hope, grandpa also wants you to give birth to your child. In this way, Grandpa can have some comfort and sustenance when he has a child."

His hands rubbed his eyes hard, and Zhou Jinyang choked: "but Zhou Tianquan, a debt collector, destroyed all these. It's my fault, both Tianlu and Xiaowei. The father and son have been living well. It's my greed to enjoy the so-called fun of family reunion. It's also my underestimation of Zhou Tianquan's bad nature. I thought I had debauched him for more than 20 years. He could get out of those ox horns. I thought he could change. It was I who led a wolf home. It's my fault. "

There seemed to be thousands of words in my throat. I opened my mouth, but I couldn't even say a trivial word of comfort. I had to be quiet and give Zhou Jinyang more space.

But Zhou Jinyang didn't talk like pouring beans. He groped and grabbed the chair next to him and struggled to stand up. He leaned forward and hooked the crutch. He stamped hard on the ground and said, "duo'an, what are you doing down here? The doctor told you to keep well. Go back to bed quickly. Grandpa has something to deal with. I'll see you later. "

I was afraid that my disobedience to Zhou Jinyang would make him unhappy. I quickly moved back and said, "I'll be right away."

Zhou Jinyang stood up straight. He just saw me go back to the hospital bed as if nothing had happened. He said faintly, "Duo an, I have a sense of propriety about that villain in in my family. My handling results will not disappoint you. Don't think about it. Take care of your body first. As for Xiao Wei, you don't have to worry. He's fine now. He's emotionally stable and specially cooperates with the treatment. You'll take care of yourself. "

As soon as Zhou Jinyang left, not many aunt clock came with porridge. She cooked it soft and fragrant, and she made steamed bread with milk fragrance. I was probably beaten too hard by Zhou Tianquan. I easily remembered the past after a short trance. I remembered that Huang Fang went out to work in the net factory and took her team leader to give her a steamed stuffed bun, Huang Fang took it back all day. Liu Duoming and Liu Duohui sat side by side waiting for her to divide the cake. Later, Huang Fang broke it around and couldn't get the same amount. Liu Duoming chose the least one himself.

The sunset that day was particularly magnificent and beautiful. Huang Fang's hand covered the head of Liu Duohui who was nearest to her. She was still a gentle and honest woman at that time. She also said that when she was old, our three brothers and sisters had to support each other.

It was after Liu Duohui's incident that she was irritable and unreasonable, and I put on a cold-blooded hat without warmth.

If there is any resentment in this world that is difficult to untie, empathy is the best lubricant. When I know that the child I am pregnant can't stay and it is far away from me, I still lick the pain from the infinite mess and don't want to face it, so I think of me or being too harsh and blaming Huang Fang in an instant.

There are so many helpless people in the world. We are all mortals of flesh and blood. We all have suffering and gullies that we can't overcome. Poverty and disease are the same. It will become an obstacle to isolate many warm watchers, and all I have to do is cross the past.

In fact, I had no appetite. I kept stuffing those steamed buns into my mouth. I turned my eyes. I drank a few salivas and swallowed them. I took a breath and took the initiative to seek relief. I chatted with aunt Zhong: "aunt, I'm a little bored. I want to talk to you."

While stirring the porridge for me to dissipate heat, aunt Zhong continued: "yes, Miss Liu, what do you want to say."

I buried some of my eyes: "when I was a child, there was a family in our village. A little girl in their family was seriously ill when she was a teenager. There was no money to treat her at home. Finally, the little girl was taken to the nunnery by her mother and brother and placed in the nunnery. Do you think the family was cold-blooded."

After a hand meal, aunt Zhong lagged for a long time. She spoke very slowly: "I once had four children. The third is a boy. When he was 8 years old, he was ill. He had no money at home. He was helpless. When several children were hungry, they almost went to the street to beg for food. Finally, I pulled out the tube for the third child myself. I couldn't afford it. I pulled out the tube. "

Stunned, I stared at Aunt Zhong. She looked at me for a while and her eyes were red: "at that time, everyone scolded me for being heartless and cruel. My children couldn't understand me. They thought I gave up my third child in cold blood and ruthlessness. It's strange. All I know is that I still have three children to raise. I can't let those three children starve to death together. Up to now, my relationship with the children is still not very good, but they hate it. I have nothing to defend, let alone ask them to understand me one day. I am the mother of the third child and the mother of the three children. The palm and back of the hand are all sharp meat. It doesn't hurt to cut which piece to be a mother. This matter has never been solved in my life. I have to live and earn some money to prepare. I can have less regret when a child needs me one day. This man, if you don't mind, your whole life has passed. He can't knock so hard. I'll go down and pay him back when my responsibility in the world is finished. "

My heart is like being spread in an oil pan and fried upside down. I can't breathe. I've been disappointed for a long time: "Oh."

Maybe she couldn't hold her mood in front of me. Aunt Zhong picked up a kettle and said, "Miss Liu, please rest first and I'll get a pot of hot water."

There are also emotions that need to be vented and vented. I see through what I can't say, so aunt Zhong went.

Silence returned to the ward. I rubbed the quilt around for a while. There were still so many dark tides in my heart that I couldn't count them clearly, but I didn't have much time to indulge in this meaningless sadness. I thought I should wait until everything was over before I could cry and worship all. I freed my head to imagine that after Zhou Jinyang broke Zhou Tianquan, How do I start tearing up the next bitch.

Hell, I'm planning to be absorbed. Suddenly, there's a gust of windy footsteps and a whiny voice in the corridor. I've just returned from a short daze. Xie Wei and Lin Jingshu have stood in front of me like two evil gods one after another.