Mage Joan

"After the master leaves, what are your plans?" Doer asked next.

Qiao Ann pondered for a while, and said frankly.

"I haven't made up my mind yet. Maybe I should accept the advice of my mentor and leave the human society and live alone for a while."

"Alone?" Do'er raised her beautiful eyebrows, with tender concern in her eyes.

"I'm more comfortable to be alone, so I don't have to cause trouble for others." Qiao An smiled reluctantly, "I have been used to hard times since I was a child, and I can handle both washing and cooking."

Doer nodded thoughtfully, unsure whether it was relief or loss.

"Do'er, what are your plans for the future?" Qiao An asked softly.

"The countess hopes that I can live with her and Miss Ruby."

"This idea is not bad."

"I refused."

"You don't like Mrs. Josephine?" Joan looked at her in surprise.

Duoer smiled sadly and faintly replied, "I can't dislike her, but staying by her side will always remind me of the fact-I am a copy of her, I am a fake."

Qiao An was speechless, a trace of sorrow and grief in his heart.

Duoer did not continue this topic, but instead recalled the past, from the time she was created to the present moments. All the joys, sorrows, sorrows and joys are all in her heart. It is more like talking to Qiao An. Is talking to himself.

Qiao An listened in silence, the sorrow and sorrow in her heart grew stronger, and she couldn't help interrupting her mumbling.

"Do'er, don't be sad, if you don't dislike it, follow me...I will do my best to take care of you. As long as I'm still alive, I won't make you feel wronged."

"Thank you, Dr. Vader, I like you, but it's too late." Tears burst into Doer's eyes. "If you are willing to say these love words to me earlier, I will nod without hesitation before the master leaves. Yes, it's a pity it's too late."

"I don't understand why you said that," Qiao An was at a loss. "The mentor didn't just cancel your contract yesterday and return you to freedom. How could it be too late?"

"You don't understand, Dr. Vader, because you only love knowledge and truth, but you never really fall in love with a living person."

"You misunderstood your feelings for me, but in fact it was just pity. Change me to another girl, even if you change to a kitten or puppy, you will treat it with the same tenderness and the same love, but this is not love ."

Duoer choked and shook his head.

"Dr. Vader, your mentor chose to embrace death and dance with the darkness, but you are trying to find light in the dark. This road is too difficult. I can't tolerate myself as a drag on you. That would be too selfish."

"I still don't understand..." Qiao An hesitated for a moment, vaguely aware of the problem, "Indeed, I prefer to be alone, but I don't hate being with you, Doer, you promised me, If one day the mentor does not want you, and I cannot find my own way, you are willing to stay by my side..."

"I did make such a promise to you. At that time, I just wanted to pity and hug you with your illness."

"What's wrong with this?"

"It's nothing bad, but now my mind has changed, Dr. Vader, is it weird for women to repent?"

Duoer made a face with tears.

Qiao Ann almost laughed when she was amused, but in the next moment, she felt sad, almost crying.

"Dr. Vader, I am actually in a conflicted mood."

Doer wiped the corners of her eyes, eager to vomit everything in her heart, so that every topic mentioned was too simple, neither wanted to discuss with Qiao An in depth, nor gave him a chance to comfort herself, as if listening to him more. Saying a few words of warmth will shake the determination that I have finally made up.

"As a created doll, I have lived for others all my life. At first, I lived for the master. Now the master doesn’t want me anymore, and he changed hands and gave me to you. Then should I live for you in the future? What?"

"Everyone should live for themselves first."

JoAnn answered without thinking.

Although this was his true word, he regretted it inexplicably when he said it, and always felt that something was wrong.

"Thank you for giving me the courage to strengthen my faith and resolve to follow the path I chose to the end."

Duoer smiled relievedly, with crystal tears still hanging from the corners of her eyes.

"what are you planning to do?"

Qiao An felt that something was about to happen, and could not help but aroused a strong heart palpitations.

Dolly smiled without saying a word, walked straight to him, put his arm around his neck, padded his toes, and kissed his lips actively.

The warmth and fragrance from between his lips and teeth, an unprecedented experience, made Qiao An sluggish.

Until a farewell whisper came in the ear.

"Sorry, dear, I want to become... the way I was before being given life by the master."

"Duoer!"

The young mage suddenly recovered, and subconsciously called her name.

Duoer didn't respond to his call, she already cut off the construction circuit on her own, so quietly, she turned into a stiff statue in his arms.

This is what she looked like before she was given life and wisdom by Professor Moriarty and shaped into flesh and blood.

She was originally a stone statue, turned into a "higher pleasure golem" by magic for pleasing others, not out of her own will, just as no one was born according to their own will-luckily, at least we can decide for ourselves Finish this life.

...

Caressing the cold stone statue in his arms, the scene of getting along with Doer in the past six years, as if countless scrolls came to mind, tears blurred Qiao An's eyes.

After an unknown period of time, he barely suppressed his sadness and cast the 8-level spell "Transform All Things", reducing Doer's body-or her previous life-into a palm-sized stone sculpture, and carefully wrapped it with a handkerchief. Put it into an empty reel box, tie a ribbon, and finally put it in a storage bag.

Sitting alone by the window, Qiao An looked out into the grassy pasture outside the window, the cows wandering, the bright sunshine shone on him, but he could not feel the slightest warmth.

A person is sad to the extreme, that feeling of exhaustion and despair... He doesn't know how to describe it in words.

Perhaps only the word "disillusionment" is most appropriate.

The mentor chooses to embrace death, and Doer chooses to defend his dignity. It is impossible for Qiao An to remain indifferent. These cold realities force him to re-examine his past beliefs.

Is it really that superior as a member of human society?

Is it really that shameful to “monsters” who voluntarily stay away from the crowd and give up public life?

For the first time since his grandfather made the oath before his death, Qiao'an's faith has been shaken.

...

That night, Qiao An took the initiative to turn off the "Mythical Alert", hoping to get a good night's sleep and calm the chaotic mood.

However, contrary to expectations, a nightmare deepened his anxiety.

In the dream, he seemed to see himself killing all living beings in the world, and the world was burned into ashes and turned into a barren by the legendary magic he casted by himself, and all the sins were attributed to himself.

After that, as long as you end your life, will the whole world be purified and reborn?

When he woke up from his dream and sat on the bed, the cold sweat could not help soaking his back.

Everything outside the window is silent, and the night is as cool as water.

The nightmare was so realistic that he shuddered, as if he had foreseen the end of the human world.

In order to prevent the nightmare from coming true, the young mage finally made up his mind-to follow the advice of his instructor and stay away from the crowd temporarily.

If you don't become a god, be a beast!

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