Master Lu, Marry Me Or Not

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There's no movie program yet, but Chen Sheng's songs are clearer and clearer in her ears. Luo Yi's impression is that Chu yuan'er's eyebrows are curved at this time, and she looks very gentle in the sunshine, but she is farther and farther away from him

He subconsciously reached out to catch Chu yuan'er's hand, but no matter how hard he tried, it was in vain.

"Mr. law, Mr. law! You can open your eyes now. " The doctor in a white coat handed Luo Yi a towel.

Luo Yi's face is full of tears. The doctor gets up and cuts off the stereo. He slowly tells him what just happened.

"Well, Mr. Luo, let's call it a day. I already know where your heart knot is. I think you understand it yourself."

Psychiatrists are used to many similar examples in this field, but they are also a miserable person who can't get out of the trouble. It's just that this person seems to be trapped deeper than others, and can only understand and treat slowly. While talking, the psychiatrist lowers his head and writes something on Luo Yi's diagnosis book, then looks up at him and continues.

"In this way, Mr. Luo, you should have a rest first, and our meeting will be over. Then I will make a detailed treatment plan for you. You must take medicine on time and come regularly. You don't have to bear any burden. Just take this as an ordinary chat. You can rest assured that you will be cured."

Luo Yi has nothing to say except nod and say "yes". If he says one more word, he is afraid that he will cry in front of the doctor again. So he sits down for a while. When his mind calms down, Luo Yi gets up and thanks his psychologist, takes the medicine and closes the door.

Now his wish has been fulfilled. After two steps, he heard the sad song of vicissitudes.

Li Lang's dream has passed.

Where are the romantic people now.

From ancient times to the present.

Come on.

It's just that.

It's just a love word.

The world is a bit fake, but I fell in love with her inexplicably.

Yes, Luo Yi is greedy again. What he wants seems to be more than just meeting Chu yuan'er. He wants to find her. Even though she may not forgive him for so many years, he is still eager to see her, explain everything to her and be with her forever

Lu Hansheng's men find Luo Yi again in Chu yuan'er's graveyard. He just lies quietly beside her gravestone as if he had fallen asleep. But this sleep will never wake up. He chooses the same way as Chu yuan'er and goes to see her.

He was wearing the suit that Chu yuan'er had bought for him before, with a green smile on the corner of his mouth, just like Chu yuan'er saw him for the first time in the debate contest. In his hand, he still held a bunch of Chu yuan'er's favorite blue stars all over the sky, and three yellowing letters. The handwriting on them could be recognized vaguely, and the signature was Chu yuan'er.

Auspicious sound.

Xiangyin, I'm sorry.

This letter to you has been deleted and modified many times. I didn't expect that when I finished writing, it was the only sentence I could tell you.

In retrospect, we have known each other for only three or five years. I don't remember telling you that this is really the happiest and happiest day in my life. I have no intention to exaggerate the pain of my childhood or exaggerate our feelings. However, Xiangyin, you should understand that for me, you are the most irreplaceable person in the world.

I still want to say that I am very grateful to you. You took me from the dark and silent corner to the shining place, and taught me how to feel love and warmth. What I want to thank most is that you let me know Luo Yi, and made me have such a person in this world who can think, remember, sigh and pay for it.

I know that you still don't understand my feelings for Luo Yi. Maybe you will feel that I lost myself in love. Because of him, I lost my original life. I no longer have the chance to talk about romantic love and give up my ideal. You always criticize him for his shortcomings. You can always find reasons that are not worth falling in love with.

But Xiangyin, have you ever thought that although he is not perfect, I am just a girl full of shortcomings. Do you have to find a perfect lover for me? Xiangyin, I'm afraid you're the only one in the world who thinks I'm so good. You're the only one who takes me as a treasure.

I'm really, really glad that you let me meet Luo Yi. I'm glad that I can love someone so wholeheartedly. After all, I didn't become the person I hate most. I didn't make do with it as my parents did, but I didn't have the patience to make do with it until the end.

In the last period of my life, I learned how to love others. This is something that even my parents never taught me. Even if you were picky with Luo Yi, you never really provoked anything. You respect me and my feelings. That's enough.

I'm sorry.

Please, I ask you to understand me, Xiangyin, you know how afraid I am of pain, those operations, chemotherapy, I can't survive, really.I really can't stand it. I have to watch my life go by and I can't make any recovery. I don't want to live like a lost dog.

This is the best way I can think of.

Please forgive me. I said that I would wait until you play the piano on the stage. I said that I would accompany you to see Lin Shaoshang debate again. Sorry, Xiangyin, I can't do it.

Don't feel sad for me. Don't worry. I've almost finished all the things I want to do. I don't have too many regrets in my life. And you can rest assured that the medicine I choose works well and won't have too much pain.

I'm not so reluctant to leave you, so you don't have to miss me too much.

If you must think of me, when Luo Yi can go to a bigger stage for debate, go with Lin Shaoshang and send him a bunch of flowers for me.

Lin Shaoshang.

Is Xiangyin OK now? I guess it won't be too good. I did something that made her sad. I'm really sorry that she didn't have many friends. She trusted me like that, but I let her down.

In fact, I envy Li Xiangyin. She has such a good boyfriend as you. She grows up together, plays together, spoils her and takes care of her. During this period of time, please accompany her well. If you can, it's better to stay with her.

Xiangyin wants company. You know, she always doesn't say it, but don't ignore her just because she is busy with work. If she needs you to be away, once, twice and three times, she won't need you in the future.

You are the most important person to her.

Whether it's a boyfriend or any other status, you must take good care of her and don't let her down.

Finally, I wish you happiness.

Chu yuan'er.