"I didn't..."

"You have it!" Lu Hanting interrupted her directly, "Xia Xiwan, you are too selfish and cruel. I ask you why you want to send Yiyi to me. Don't you want Yiyi? Don't you want me? You leave our father and son out of your world. You only raise Pipi and stars, and even don't let me know their existence. Once the eyelids and stars are so big, it's time for me I haven't seen them grow up a little bit with my own eyes, and you are the same to Yi Yi. In three years, many days and months, he is also a piece of meat that falls from you, and you never come back! "

Lu Hanting sat up, his chest undulating up and down, his eyes covered with blood red pain.

Time is really the most hurtful thing. Three years ago, on the Bank of the forbidden River, she stabbed him in the heart. Then she took Su Xiyuan away and completely abandoned him.

At that time, he saw her and Susie disappear at the end of the world and in his life. He naively thought that the pain should be extreme at that time.

But, No.

The next three years, days and months, when he stood alone in the street, little Lu Chen Yi, who was only a few months old in his arms, called "mother" for the first time. When he began to wander among different women looking for her shadow, he found that she only stabbed him at the Bank of the forbidden River in those years. In the next three years, the knife was rotting little by little, It's rotten to the point where he's full of holes.

Looking at his painful appearance, Xia Xiwan sat up with her. Her bright Jian Tong turned red quickly and wanted to explain, "Lu Hanting, listen to me, I've been there for three years..."

"What else do you want to cheat me with?" Lu Hanting directly interrupted her. He rudely pulled open his shirt and pointed to the scar on his heart. "Xia Xiwan, you can see clearly. You stabbed it down here. You know how I survived three years ago. The doctor said that as long as your hand is more accurate, I have no chance to survive!"

"I think I should hate you. The funny thing is I've tried my best to hate you. When I vowed to forget you, I began to find that the women around me in the past three years are more or less like you. I'm looking for your shadow in different women. "

"Sometimes I feel tired, tired and lonely. I once thought about being with a woman, letting her fill your position and take good care of Yiyi. I should tell myself that I don't have to be you, but it's a pity that I failed. My body can't give them any sexual interest."

"With the growth of my age, I have come to the time when I am vigorous and lustful. Those women can't have sex. But at midnight, when you enter my dream, I wake up in a hot and dry body and stretch my hand under the room full of darkness to relieve myself, you know how powerless and desperate I am at that time."

Said Lu Hanting stretched out his hand, holding her Yingrun fragrant shoulder, forcefully pinched, mercilessly pinched, and pinched his palm so that his veins leaped, "Xia Xiwan, I always don't understand a problem, always want to ask you face to face, three years ago What did I do wrong? "

Lu Hanting always wanted to ask what he had done wrong. Now he finally asked this question.

Although he knew that he had lost when he asked this question, he once again put down all his pride and dignity.