Misplaced Love,Never Turn Back

Lou Lou is very clever, smiling at her, sweet called, "aunt fan fan."

Fan Jincheng has a feeling of being sprouted in her heart. Facing such a cute child, she looks like a replica of Ling an Jun. she smiles happily and touches his head with her hand. "You are so cute. What's your name?"

"My name is Lou Lou..." Lou Lou's big eyes, naive looking at her, children should have this ability to heal people's hearts, so when the floor every word, fan Jincheng's heart is a warm one.

She finally laughed from the bottom of her heart and looked at the little man in front of her, "Xiaoyan, don't say, the building and his father are just the same mold."

Mu Xiaoyan has some embarrassment, because this is a secret that can not be involved, and it is also something she has been hiding.

Lou Lou, like hearing the new world, took fan Jincheng's hand and said, "Auntie fan, do you know my father?"

Fan Jincheng opened her eyes, a little hesitating. She looked at the beseeching eyes in front of her, and looked at Mu Xiaoyan, who was constantly winking at herself. She probably knew everything in her mind. She couldn't talk about this matter, so she could not talk about it all.

She gave a smile and looked at the building. "Take a closer look, you look more like your mother. They all say that boys look like their mothers. I read this sentence today, and it's true that I'm right."

fan Jincheng said goodbye. She didn't dare to look at Lou Lou's sad look again. She was afraid that she could not help saying something. Mu Xiaoyan put the building down and said with a smile, "Lou Lou, mummy and aunt fan have something to do. You and sister Amy continue to read in the lounge, and we will come back to pick you up soon."

Floor flat mouth, he was not happy, because every time his mother deliberately avoided the topic of dad, did not tell himself, he wanted to know, but she just did not say.

Mu Xiaoyan also knows that Lou Lou is unhappy, but there is no way. She can't say that her and Ling Anjun's past is too complicated, and she doesn't want to repeat it.

Every time she comes to this kind of time, she usually chooses to escape. She seems to be escapist and pulls fan Jincheng to the tea room next door to drink coffee.

Two people sat face to face, neither of them spoke. But there are a lot of questions I want to ask each other. But I didn't know how to open my mouth, so they held back. The whole room was as silent as death. It seemed that whoever opened the mouth would lose.

Fan Jincheng still did not hold back, some wrinkles on her beautiful eyebrows, "Xiaoyan, is the father of the building Ling an Jun?"

"Don't you know all about it? Why do you ask me? " Mu Xiaoyan smiles lightly. She knows that this question will be answered sooner or later.

"Are you two not married? Why not together? " Fan Jincheng really did not understand, at the beginning of the sweet like honey two people, to the end still did not walk together.

"I got married, but I left later. I didn't know I was pregnant until I left. I couldn't bear the child, so I gave birth to him. I didn't expect to be so old now." Mu Xiaoyan remembers the past with deep emotion.

"He didn't know you had a baby? But why? Aren't you very good? " Fan Jincheng really difficult to understand, the original love of the two people, said to separate.

"Jincheng, sometimes, after too long time, I will forget what it is for. If you ask me now, I don't know how to answer you." It seems that Mu Xiaoyan doesn't want to think of those sad things in those years. She gives all her love to this person, but she is in a mess because of this person.

Fan Jincheng is very able to understand her, because she has experienced such a thing, so she does not intend to continue to ask, just holding her hand, want to give her all her strength.

"Well, I won't ask. I'll tell you when you want to."

Mu Xiaoyan nodded, remembering that she should be married now. "At the beginning, Zhang Yixing went abroad with you. Are you married?"

She obviously felt that fan Jincheng suddenly became very cold and was shaking slightly. She looked at her suspiciously, "what's the matter? Do you feel sick? "

She shook her head and lowered her head. There seemed to be some painful memories in her heart, which began to flow into her heart. "No, I'm fine, but he's not, he's not."

"What happened?" Mu Xiaoyan has never seen this girl like this. In her impression, the girl always smiles and faces everything. There is nothing that makes her unhappy. She will always turn those sad things into the happiest one. However, she feels that the girl has been hurt a lot.

She gently held her hand and said slowly, "can you tell me what happened?"

She nodded. "That winter, he came to m city to find me. He didn't speak the language of that country, so he couldn't find a job outside. He was always bullied by others. Originally, I thought it would get better, but who knows, he began to learn to drink, drinking every day, and we always quarrel because of this. "

As soon as fan Jincheng thought of those things, he felt uncomfortable. He picked up his coffee and drank it all at once. Mu Xiaoyan quickly got up and poured her a cup of warm water."Better water, no coffee."

Fan Jincheng nodded, took the water, and fell into the memories of that year.

"I said something very hurtful. I told him to go home and not to eat and die in my house. But he is a man with strong self-esteem. That night, he was ready to leave. I cried all the time. I regretted that. I didn't want him to go. But he still left. They said he didn't return home. I don't know where he went. I can't find him. "

She didn't explain every detail of that year. For her, it was not easy for two people to live in M country, so she hurt Zhang Yixing by her own words. However, she wanted to apologize, but the man disappeared. No matter in any country, he had no trace.

Since then, she has changed, completely unlike that sunny girl.

Fan Jincheng didn't hold back for a moment, and his tears came down like this.

Mu Xiaoyan doesn't know what to do. She can only accompany her like this. Many years ago, the girl also accompanied herself to face the ups and downs.

Now, she has also become such a person, in the most sad time of friends, stretch out her hand.

"In fact, you don't have to worry. No news is good news. Maybe he just doesn't want to contact you. You can rest assured that he is very good. One day, we will see him again. He must be healthy."

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