Mr. Charming, You're Picked

Although in many cases, from any point of view, Zhou Jingxi also knows that what he said may indeed be selfish. He just stands on the commanding height of morality and virtually demands Anan. No matter what kind of things he will experience next, no matter what kind of people he will meet next, and no matter whether Anan can recover his courage and confidence in life after losing himself, I hope he can live every day smoothly.

If we think about it from another angle, the person who is about to lose his life is his favorite. In the face of such a situation, we must feel that we have suddenly lost all the information about life, and these are absolutely unacceptable things. After all, no matter what difficulties and frustrations one has suffered in life, life is precious. As long as we can continue to regain confidence and live a hopeful life, there will be many things that can change the trajectory of our life in the future, and there will still be a lot of luck and surprises waiting for us. But if you lose your life, everything will become empty talk.

Zhou Jingxi also understands that such a request may indeed be cruel to Anan. She does not have any position to ask him to treat it as if it has never happened before. Moreover, she asks him to continue to enrich his confidence in life, live bravely and meet every challenge after a period of sadness.

But now what can he do besides these? At the last moment of life, I just want to say what I want to say in my heart. In this way, I can say all the most precious entrustment and the most worrying things. In any case, two people are so in love with each other, so they are absolutely reluctant to watch each other fall into a low mood because of the other person's things, unable to extricate themselves for a long time.

Sometimes the power of love may be really great. It can make a person regain all confidence in life and continue to face life with a smile. But if one day a very unlucky thing suddenly happens, it can also make a person suddenly lose all confidence, even if the courage to continue to live no longer exists.

Now when I think about this, the picture is like a permanent shadow in my heart. But for Anan, she can't remember what kind of emotion she was at that time, In the face of dying, Zhou Jingxi heard him panting to say that his advice and all the worries in his heart were true. At the same time, er Nan just nodded his head again and again. Because he understood that only by doing so could he let him leave without any regrets. He only vaguely remembered that he was about to cry and became a tearful man. He didn't have any strength to speak. He just held it tightly in his arms, as if he wanted to use all his life's strength to embrace him. The tighter he held it, the more scared he was, He will disappear from his own life, after all, for such a person, any minute that stays down is extremely precious and can not be extravagant.

Later on, Anan could not remember how long he had been depressed because of this incident, which was totally different from the depression and loss in his work. He watched his beloved die in his arms, Such a feeling and shock for any adult is unbearable pain and never lingering shadow.

But what is the reason that can make Anan pick up his confidence in life again? Maybe it's too long for him to remember clearly. Or maybe from another perspective, Anan did not regain his confidence in life. He clearly felt that every day and everything he experienced was very dark. He could not find any courage and optimistic attitude to continue to live, even though the innocent and optimistic smile on his face was no longer there, It turns into a kind of cold attitude, because Anan feels as if as long as he blocks himself in a private space all the time and doesn't go out easily, he leaks his inner feelings to others and doesn't let others enter his inner world easily, then he can stay in this state forever.

After all, for an adult, it may be a way to solve the problem, and for people like Anan, it may be the only effective and feasible way.

Until now, Anan is still willing to stay in this world. Although usually cold, not willing to pay too much emotion to everyone and everything happened by the way, the only reason he can stay here may be Zhou Jingxi's mother, because she is a widowed old man, Anan does not want to see him go on with the next day's life alone after the death of his son. But also can imagine, a mother in the loss of her son at the same time, the heart will bear how much helpless and suffering. And he is alone, too many sad emotions in his heart, can't tell others at will, so he will support him. It's totally different from what it used to be. It's like changing a person from beginning to end. But when Anan came back from this sad mood to think about this matter, and many kinds of unfortunate things that might happen later, he found that it was too late. When he knew about it, he found that Zhou Jingxi's mother had completely changed, and her personality and temper were very different.

So Anan will secretly come to the castle, try every means to disguise his identity, and keep his past memory. For this matter, he has never mentioned it to anyone, just because today when he talked about it with Xiaomeng, he had so many sad memories, so all the sad negative emotions poured out for a moment.