Mr. Charming, You're Picked

For Zhu Yiyi, what happened recently is enough to make him worried. Today, he just wants to take this opportunity to relax. However, when he comes here, he will associate with many things that happened before, which makes him immersed in a very negative emotion and unable to extricate himself, Just when his mood has just improved, he suddenly receives a call from the woman he hates most, which is absolutely unacceptable to Zhu Yiyi.

Maybe for such a long time, he has always been hating this woman in his heart. He can't easily forgive him and insert into his family. After his mother left, this kind of anger and resentment in her heart will grow infinitely bit by bit. This is the thing that can't be easily said in a few words. So after that, even when his father was seriously ill and hospitalized, he felt that he could not tolerate seeing him. Since his mother did not see him for the last time when she left, he would certainly add this pain to other things and transfer it to some concrete things.

It seems that for everyone, when they were young, they would experience some painful and happy things, but everyone would have their own childhood, and whether these childhood were happy or not, only their own hearts can know. Maybe there are many people like Zhu Yiyi here, who are already facing the plight of fragmented families, Ren endures his happy home being broken up, and this kind of scene also endures the dilemma that his father and mother are separated and he doesn't know how to choose. This kind of pain is deeply rooted in the hearts of each of them when they are young. It will cast a shadow on them all their lives. When they grow up, it will also have a profound impact on their character and temper. It will also affect their attitude towards doing things. But for Zhu Yiyi, he also believes that there are still many people in this world who are totally different from himself, They had a happy childhood since childhood, because before that, when their family was not fragmented or torn down by others, they were a very happy family of three. Their parents loved each other. I think that with the love of father and mother all over the world, I can live in this happy state all the time.

It seems that people who experienced misfortune in childhood have been trying to cure their childhood all their lives after growing up. But now for Zhu Yiyi, maybe he hasn't found a very reasonable or effective way to solve his inner sorrow and helplessness, So he can only add all his pain to other things, and fill his empty day with work. He knows that even after he returns home, no one is waiting for him at home, and no one cares whether he is tired or not and whether he has any difficulties in his work, No one will care about how much bitterness and helplessness he has experienced in such a long time, so he has learned to camouflage all the true emotions in his heart bit by bit since he was independent. Also learned a person to bear all the pain and all the helpless.

He knew that even if he said it, no one would care about himself, or some people would not really feel the same emotion for what they had experienced. Therefore, to show this kind of emotion would only make them feel that they were fawning, pretending to be innocent, or that they would be in a state of ridicule and irony. So no matter what time he is willing to stay alone, when he has something in his heart, he wants to think about these things clearly. Although sometimes he can't extricate himself from this predicament, sometimes he will fall into a deeper confusion, but as long as the time is long enough, he will slowly precipitate, She is always able to get out of this mood bit by bit, but today for him is a completely opposite situation.

Zhu Yiyi seems to recall what happened in the past, which will make his heart more painful. What's more, the current problem has not been solved immediately. There are more difficult problems in front of us. The woman's phone call just now makes my uncle feel even more sad. She knows that no matter what he says, no matter what his father's feeling of panic is, and no matter whether he has any attitude of regret for what he has done in the past, Zhu Yiyi will not easily forgive him, After all, it seems to be able to express the memory and guilt for his mother through these ways, and express the sadness and helplessness that he didn't see him at the beginning.

But now it seems that no matter what kind of situation, just this call has been groundless destruction of their good mood. Naturally, Zhu Yiyi doesn't have to go too much. He cares what kind of state and thoughts the people opposite will show after he hangs up the phone. What he said just now is polite enough for him. After all, his voice will remind him of the time when he lived with them, What I have experienced and this unfortunate childhood. Zhu Yiyi's mind has never changed. Since his father abandoned his mother ruthlessly, it means that he has long ignored the purity of the blood soluble woman between himself and him. So no matter what kind of step he has reached, he has no reason and responsibility to visit her, let alone the need. At that time, his mother was living a poor life. At the same time, he didn't want to tangle up and automatically enjoy this kind of life in his own comfort zone. So now, even if he has the idea of regret in his heart, it may be too late. He won't look back at him, As long as a person makes a mistake, it will become a stain in his life. For his father, the biggest mistake is that he should not let this woman tear up his originally happy family.