Mr.Lu, don't mess around

Some of these things have been built and some of them have been kept for his own use. After a few years, there are few things that can continue to operate.

Therefore, I really feel that Zhang Yuqiong's traces in his life are less and less. In the dead of night, Shangguan Yuxing will feel empty when he lies in bed.

I'm afraid that one day when I close my eyes and wake up again, he will forget Zhang Yuqiong's appearance. Then the rest of my life will be meaningless.

He has to let himself remember her for a long time. He can't forget, dare not, and doesn't want to.

This time, the milk ball did not go to the lawn to make noise. It planed a place without snow and nestled at his feet. It was clever and quiet, and the little beast was also friendly.

Zhang Yuqiong was buried in C City. Shangguan Yuxing tried very hard at that time to bring her back. She always said that she wanted to see the continuous snow all day long. Such a simple wish had never been realized.

At that time, Li Moyin presided over the funeral. Although he was crying, he always insisted on watching her go to earth and kept him away.

"Before I met you, I was always a burden to others. After I met you, I felt valuable and needed. "

There is such a sentence in Zhang Yuqiong's suicide note.

Shangguan Yuxing didn't know until that moment that she was so active and lively that she just forced her face to smile. The inferiority of her original family was too deep in her heart. Zhang Yuqiong always joked that she was poor only for money.

In fact, it's not a joke. She has no parents' love, no brothers' protection, no high friends, only a lump sum of alimony, and annual growth of dividend deposits.

The best luck in this life is to have a friend like Li Moyin, who really valued her, understood her, protected her, and found a beautiful and peaceful sleeping place for her. Zhang Yuqiong's letter has been kept by Li Moyin all the time. He only saw the complete content two years later, and now he has been familiar with it.

She said she was reluctant.

"I can't bear to ask him to remember me for the rest of his life, and I'm not willing to let him join hands with others for the rest of his life. I'm reluctant."

Ten million points do not give up, but still let go, is also a ruthless heart of the people, leaving his own, thousands of miles of solitary graves, nowhere to say desolate.

From the appearance of the disease to the examination to the final diagnosis, not only Shangguan Yuxing was cheated to death, but even Li Moyin always thought that it was really just a benign tumor. She was only 20 years old, and no one would have expected that the deterioration would be so rapid, but in two or three months, she had no medicine.

Zhang Yuqiong is afraid of pain and doesn't want to be ugly. She doesn't want to be pulled by all kinds of machines and live in pain, so she chooses to end her life by herself.

There were her notes on the bookcase of the hotel.

It's sunny and breezy. The flower you want to see is in bloom. Those who can't see don't have to say goodbye. It's today. "

He was never there when she needed it.

Li Mo Yin's complaint is not to vent his anger. Yes, there is a trace to follow. He was aware of all kinds of abnormality in her and had seen her sick, but he never took it to heart.

Half of the medicine Zhang Yuqiong swallowed was handed out by himself.

Li Mo Yin is right. It's no different from killing people. Li Mo Yin is very angry. After the funeral, he didn't say a word to him for more than a year and turned around when he saw him.

Later, Shangguan Yuxing couldn't bear it. He took more and more sleeping pills. He was depressed and wanted to save his life. Li Moyin then took out Zhang Yuqiong's letter to him and saved his life.

Zhang Yuqiong asked him to live a good life, continue to debate, be an excellent debater, and go to a bigger stage. He is fulfilling his promise one by one. There are too many things that he promised her but broke his promise, and she can't be disappointed any more.

If you don't believe that there is a white head in the world, you can take away all the young minds of Shangguan Yuxing in a separation of life and death. After that, he cultivates his body and mind. Her red rope never leaves her hand, and her heart never ripples again.

In fact, the world is full of changes, where we can figure out who failed whom, Shangguan Yuxing never felt how affectionate he was, and he had to stick to something until he died.

But when he met the Buddha and worshipped the Buddha, he saw the temple burning incense, which led his friends to say that Shangguan Yuxing was a real Buddha.

In the end, only he himself knew that he was only suffering from his own evils, but he only wanted to live for the sake of atonement. The wind and snow were like flowers, falling silent, and in a twinkling of an eye, Shangguan Yuxing held a milk ball and said goodbye to the tombstone.

He thought that the fate of his life with Zhang Yuqiong would be exhausted here, just like "Chaochao" and "dusk", which are often mentioned and never met.

He got up and left. The inscription on the tomb was covered with flying snow. A few words were engraved on the sign, revealing the entanglement of life and death.

Those who have not yet died are good at being officials.

But God didn't seem to want to let him go. Then Shangguan Yuxing received the news that his parents died in an accident.

At that time, he was just finishing the debate. He was drinking in front of a picture with Zhang Yuqiong at home. After answering the phone, Shangguan Yuxing seemed very calm.

He calmly put on his clothes and said to the milk ball, "milk ball, I really want to lose the meaning of living." With a smile, he turned off the light, went out of the door, took a taxi and drove towards the funeral home. He also forgot what he was thinking all the way. He only felt that the journey was very fast, much faster than he had imagined.

Shangguan Yuxing hands the taxi driver the fare and thanks him. Then he numbly walks into the funeral home. As in the previous process, Shangguan Yuxing claims the body and holds a funeral for his parents. All his friends come to help him, but in the end, the scar on his heart can't be cured.

Since then, Shangguan Yuxing seems to have been completely defeated. Without the support of his parents, he soon began to live in financial difficulties. Slowly, he also began to be depressed. The debate arena is not as good as before. The position of debate team leader has been removed, and he even slowly returned to the original substitute.

Su Wenhao and several of them who have a good relationship with Shangguan Yuxing have helped and advised, but they are all in vain. After all, they have their own lives. They can't always be around him. Moreover, Shangguan Yuxing has become more and more unknown to them.

At that time, Qin Yihuan, his girlfriend who just wanted to put down her heart and have a try, didn't want to give him up even though he became more and more depressed after he graduated. She just wanted to surround him with her love and cure him.

He was finally moved, and while he was drunk, he decided to give it a try.