Mr.Lu, don't mess around

So no matter what the reason, Qin Yihuan will not agree with him, but Lu Feiyan doesn't know all of Qin Yihuan's inner troubles. He still thinks that Qin Yihuan refuses him because he simply doesn't love him.

After the first night, Qin Yihuan left. In those years, he repeatedly tried to persuade himself not to think about her any more, but he tried all kinds of ways. Even when he first went abroad, he spent two weeks in a bar to get drunk.

However, no matter how much he drank or how unconscious he was, her figure was always lingering in his mind. Qin Yihuan's smile kept flashing in his mind, so he had to give up later.

There was a slight noise outside. Qin Yihuan turned away in a trance. It was raining. The rain soon began to rain heavily and rustle among the branches and leaves of the trees.

It was the early summer season, but because of the rain, it always reminds people of late autumn, a trace of cool refreshing, she even seems to be afraid.

Lu Feiyan saw that she was just in a trance, so he went to close the window and said, "it's windy at night. You're better hurt. Don't get cold."

He looked back at her and gave her a smile.

Qin Yi was so happy that he thought of what he said in the orchid room that day.

She was slightly moved at that time. She immediately thought of her two children. When she thought of her unborn child, she felt a pain in her heart.

Since we met, Lu Feiyan has been like an arrow, disrupting all her beats. She thought that life was natural. She fell in love with a man, got married, had a son, and spent the rest of her life peacefully and leisurely.

But Lu Feiyan is different. He just opens up a world for her. There are so many variables and adventures in this world.

She was so aggressive, shining and vigorous that she was stimulated by the greatest spiritual opium.

He said: "I want to give you the happiness that women in the world look up to. I want to protect you behind me and give you all my love."

How many men in the world can express themselves to their beloved women?

Qin Yihuan is not greedy for wealth, but she is greedy for the new, exciting and unknown future.

Just a little bit of fear in the heart, always can't grasp, dare not think.

This evening, Lu Feiyan understood what she said, but the fear seemed to be more profound and clear. She was clearing up in her confused thoughts and gradually straightened out her mind. That kind of fear became a kind of cold, deep into the viscera. She knew that she could no longer deceive herself. She could no longer ignore the questions hidden in her heart.

She suddenly shivered and looked up.

Qin Yihuan said clearly and word by word: "Lu Feiyan, there is something you need to tell me clearly. What did you do to Shangguan Yuxing? Why is he here? "

Lu Feiyan's look seemed to be unexpected, and he seemed to have foreseen it for a long time. His face was a complex and indescribable expression. His eyes flashed, and the corners of his mouth rose, saying, "I knew you would ask one day."

Her heart was extremely cold.

In fact, in Qin Yihuan's heart, she had already put Shangguan Yuxing down, especially after she said these words to her this time, which made her see his true face more clearly.

She just wanted to irritate Lu Feiyan through this.

Lu Feiyan's words were indifferent: "I didn't do anything to him, I just want you to open up."

Qin Yihuan only felt incomparable loss. He didn't know whether he was disappointed in Shangguan Yuxing or in Shangguan Yuxing. He said so frankly with a despairing look in his eyes: "sure enough, you are so mean."

Lu Feiyan's heart twitched. He was not angry, but a kind of pain that he could not distinguish clearly: "mean? Qin Yihuan, everything in this world is for me to strive for. "

Her eyes have a dim flame: "he and I have long been over, he has long made a choice, why do you want to call him over, let me humiliate myself?"

Lu Feiyan held her hand: "Qin Yihuan, I love you, so I want to teach him that I love you more than he does. It's not my way. I'm just showing him the facts. "

Qin Yihuan said calmly: "you can't use love me as an excuse to explain your extortion."

Lu Feiyan's eyes flashed a trace of anger: "taking things by surprise? It turns out that you think so. Qin Yihuan, you underestimate Lu Feiyan too much. If I take advantage of him, I'm afraid the superior officer can't even save his life; If I take advantage, I won't respect you, love you, and even now I won't touch your little finger.

I ask myself, in the past 20 years, I have never thought so much about people. I want to hold all the things you want in front of you. How do I treat you? I thought you were clear. Why? Why are you doing this to me? "

Shangguan Yuxing's eyes are like biting people.

He was so aggressive that Qin Yihuan didn't know why. He suddenly turned his heart and raised his face and said, "because I don't love you."

This sentence said clearly, Lu Feiyan was shocked, Qin Yihuan also seemed to be shocked.

Lu Feiyan looked at her as if in a dream. He gave a "well", and after a long time, he whispered, "don't you love me?"

Qin Yihuan's heart is like a pot of boiling water. Countless bubbles come up and burst out for no reason. She presses it down like saying to herself, biting every word: "yes, I don't love you."

Lu Feiyan only felt that her palm was cold and her joints were stiff. The strength of her hand seemed to be suddenly out of control. Qin Yihuan's hand was in severe pain, but her heart was more chaotic. It was like a pot of boiling water poured out. After the burning pain, she felt numb.

Clearly know after paralysis, what kind of pain into the marrow, just want: I can't think, don't think.

Qin Yihuan slowly pulled her hand back, one by one. She turned her face and said, "Lu Feiyan, please go out. I'm going to have a rest."

Lu Feiyan said: "I knew you would blame me, but I really love you, and I can also feel your heart for me. There are orange, Qiao Qiao and Qin Yihuan between us. Don't you understand my heart for you?"

Qin Yihuan's heart is empty. It's a taste worse than sadness. It's as if someone took out a piece of his heart and stuffed it with something stiff.

She instinctively resisted the hardness. She raised her face and slowly burst into a smile: "Mr. Lu, you are right. You are very kind to me now, but can you guarantee to maintain this love all the time? You keep saying that you want to protect me and my children, but we are all injured. What do you want me to believe in you? "

Lu Feiyan was stunned for a while. After a long time, he called out: "Yihuan."

Qin Yihuan continued: "Mr. Lu, we all know that the arrival of that child was an accident. I wanted to give birth to them voluntarily. It has nothing to do with you.

Besides, there is no love between us. At least I don't have it for you. Don't force others into difficulties. Doesn't Mr. Lu even understand this truth? "

Hearing Qin Yihuan's words, Lu Feiyan's heart can't help pulling up. She looks cold and alienated, which makes him feel pain in the bottom of his heart.