Mr.Lu, don't mess around

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The glow gradually gathered into a red sun on the French window, like a water egg on the hot water, which suddenly became dazzling. When the sun rose completely, the temperature in the room began to warm up. She closed the windows and pulled up the thin screen in half to separate the hot sun.

People can't live in the sun all the time. No one is transparent, heavy body, will pollute the light.

This is Qin Yihuan's fourth visit to Erhai Lake. If there is no accident, it should be the last.

PTSD symptoms have been alleviated a lot. In the past half a year, she has been actively cooperating with the treatment, at least seeing that the crowd will no longer subconsciously run away, how much can she try to fight against the inner fear.

Since then, she has had many dreams along the way. No matter where she is, she is on the run. The scene of galloping past and rapidly retreating on both sides is the sea breeze that will never leave.

It's salty and bitter, which makes people want to vomit.

Countless times I wake up in sweat, and then I lose sleep all night. After losing weight, I lose a lot of hair for a long time. It's still a hard time.

Qin Yihuan insists that the root of her illness lies in this sea. She really fell in love with Shangguan Yuxing here, and she should come back here to really end this relationship.

What she thought was very simple. She would watch the waves again and listen to a full house, and then she would never have to see it again.

The sudden shutdown of Shangguan Yuxing caught her off guard. I asked people everywhere to get a ticket. The position was not very good. I could barely see the stage.

It's said that he is planning his wedding again. After that, it really doesn't matter if the marriage is free and everyone is happy.

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In the last performance before the vacation, Shangguan Yuxing always felt that he saw Qin Yihuan.

For nearly a year, she had no news. Just like this man, he never existed in this world. At this time, he found that he knew little about Qin Yihuan, not only that he had never met her parents and didn't understand her nature, but also that he didn't know what friends she had and which colleagues she had good relations with.

In other words, if she once had a moment, it would be too easy for her to lose him. After all, he has almost no channel to find her.

As long as she wants, she can disappear from his world at any time, leaving no trace. Qin Yihuan has always put the choice in his hands, and he repeatedly let her down.

She knew very well that she would not come to him again. Qin Yihuan is the kind of person who, after falling in a place, will learn to get up and never wait to die.

She's very vindictive.

But in fact, most modern people are forgetful. For example, who is Shangguan Yuxing's girlfriend? No one cares about it for a long time.

He gradually didn't care too much about it, so when Qiao Yaru said that he wanted to break up, he immediately agreed, like fate, whether the marriage would be successful or not.

It's about two months from his suspension.

Sixty days is enough time to take in a lot of fresh consultation. The real-time search enthusiasm of "Shangguan Yuxing debate contest" has also decreased by a visible number, and few people have mentioned it.

He chose to be a backpacker at this time.

Maybe what their coach said is right. It's called being possessed.

From Lan City, all the way south, he walked a lot of places. First of all, the lines Qin Yihuan often takes, every scenic spot and every recommended project, will experience it. Sometimes listening to the voice of the commentator, he can't help imagining the tone of her voice.

After going further and further, the feeling of anxiety has really been relieved. But he still couldn't figure out what he was looking for.

She asked Tang Qing'er to return the necklace to Qin Yihuan. Shangguan Yuxing always wears it on her. Occasionally see this dead thing, feel like a dream, the body woke up, but the heart fell in a dream.

Maybe when he wants to understand what he is looking for, he will have a chance to return to the stage. Maybe he doesn't want to understand what he's looking for. Aimless is just a way to escape.

Anyway, Qin Yihuan can't come back with him. It doesn't make much difference for how long he looks.

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The huge posters outside the debate have not been removed, and there are still rolling promotional videos on the electronic screen.

Qin Yihuan left on the way, and there was no one outside. She stopped in the square and looked up at the big screen.

The little sunspot in the video, she is really like, hopelessly like. You see how charming he is when he is on the stage, talking and laughing freely.

When I got off the stage and took off my coat, I was a young man again. Tenderness and indifference intertwined, which made me reluctant to let go.

Give up, give up, first give up, can have. Like this scar on the chin, if you want it to grow well, you have to resist itching.

At the moment when the screen darkens, Qin Yihuan turns away and goes against the direction of the theater.

It was just this cruel thing that she could think of and do.

"Never leave, never leave, never leave"

This is a very lucky sentence.

She once thought that she would have a good marriage with Shangguan Yuxing.

I just didn't think about it. How can we continue forever when we are abandoned?

Think of it as a nightmare. When you wake up, forget it.

Recently, too many things have pressed Qin Yi out of breath. She insists on telling Zhang zikang to go back and tell Lu Feiyan. Please let him bury Shangguan Yu xinghaosheng and buy a cemetery next to the girl named Zhang Yuqiong.

After all, Shangguan Yuxing has gone. He can't care about the dead. Let him have a rest there. That's where he wants to end up and where he can find the beauty he lost.

Later, Su MuQing came to Qin Yihuan's home to comfort her.

They sat silent for a long time, until Su MuQing felt that her legs were numb. As soon as she wanted to say something, she heard Qin Yihuan's hoarse voice.

Her tone of voice was not high, as if she was talking to herself. "In fact, I always wanted to ask him why he could be so ruthless, but now I don't blame him. It's good for him to find his own happiness..."

Qin Yihuan's face is low and expressionless, but every word is deeply hurt by Su MuQing.

As a woman, of course, she knows how hard this series of things will hit her, but even so, Qin Yihuan still forgives again, and then envelops everyone around with love and kindness.

Su MuQing just feels very distressed. She gets up and sits beside Qin Yihuan. She opens her arms and hugs her tightly in her not very broad arms. She wants to use this method to give Qin Yihuan a little warmth and let her know that she is not alone. There are friends around her to support her.

Su MuQing choked and said, "Yihuan, you deserve better. You can rest assured that you will find your own happiness."