Mr.Lu is blacklisted again

Lu Yanxiu tried to interpret her eyes, but he didn't believe it at all.

He didn't believe that she would hate herself.

But in her eyes, it was clearly disgust and resistance.

Then she reddened her eyes for no reason, began to blame herself for guilt and shame, and tears flowed quietly along the corners of her eyes.

Lu Yanxiu is going crazy.

He has no idea what happened.

"Tell me, what's the matter?" he subconsciously wanted to hold her hand, but at the thought of her eyes, he gave up again and asked her carefully what's the matter.

Lu listened to the night's tears flow more and more fiercely, then cried out, shook his head and said: "... I don't know."

She really doesn't know.

She doesn't know why she becomes nervous, why she becomes so delicate, even a little noise will be crazy and irritable.

I don't know how I want to leave, hide away and never see them again.

What she doesn't understand is how she can resist Lu Yanxiu, together with the child she was trying to protect

She dared not tell Lu Yanxiu what she was thinking. She dared not tell her that she hated him and her children.

Every time she resisted him, she felt so guilty that she wanted to die to make up and apologize.

Her soberness after confusion is to blame.

"Sorry, Lu Yanxiu, sorry, sorry..."

She cried and apologized to him, saying sorry again and again.

She can forgive herself for everything, but she hates Lu Yanxiu. She feels that her sin is unforgivable.

Lu Yanxiu gently wiped her tears. His heart was tight and hurt badly.

"It's my failure to protect you that makes you suffer so much. It's my failure to take good care of you that makes you think."

"It's me, it's myself..." she cried and shook her head.

"What to do? What about Lu Yanxiu? I can't control myself. I don't know what to do. I'm afraid." she is afraid that she will become more and more serious and that she won't love Lu Yanxiu.

"I'm not afraid. You'll be fine. Shall I find a doctor to talk to you?" Lu Yanxiu didn't dare to delay her. She had to find a psychologist to show her.

"Doctor? What doctor?"

Lu Yanxiu didn't know how to answer her for a moment.

Seeing Lu Yanxiu's desire to stop talking, Lu listened late and guessed what he was talking about. She immediately shook her head and refused with great resistance: "I don't want, I don't want..."

How dare she tell her heart to the doctor.

The doctor will certainly tell Lu Yanxiu about her.

How could she let Lu Yanxiu know

"No, Lu Yanxiu, I'm not sick. I don't want a doctor. You're not allowed to find them. I can't see them."

She sat up from bed excitedly and grabbed the landing extension for fear that he would go to the doctor.

Seeing her so resistant, Lu Yanxiu dared not follow her meaning, "well, I won't find it, I won't find it, don't get excited and be careful of the child."

Lu listened to the night crying and was no longer excited.

Lu Yanxiu gently hugged her: "I'm not afraid. No matter what happens, I'll be with you. I'll always be there."

……

The whole Jingyuan fell into a strange tranquility.

Lu Yanxiu removed all the bodyguards on patrol and only let them stand guard. He didn't let them walk around casually. Even if they walked around, they had to walk lightly. Anyone who made too much noise would be dismissed lightly.

The car was not allowed to drive in front of the villa, let alone pass them downstairs. Xiao Zhi came and stopped the car at the gate of Jingyuan to let him come in by himself.

The TV is no longer on, and all the doors are not allowed to be opened casually.

Little ear was taken by Lu Bo to raise it. Aunt Qiu's kitchen was also moved to the nearby bieyuan. The landline at home was removed. Lu Yanxiu's mobile phone was silent 24 hours a day