Never deeply in love

"Indeed, we grew up together, and no one can compare our love for more than ten years."

Mo Zihan frowned, then smiled coldly and looked sarcastically at the glint of joy in her eyes. Her eyes were heavy and her tone was cold. "But are you qualified to say that?"

"What did you say?" Shangguan yingxue was stunned.

"You have no right to say that." Mo-tse looked at her with cold eyes. "When you choose to abandon me and be with someone else, you have no right to say that."

"Zi Han, I had no choice back then. You had a car accident. The doctor said your leg, your leg..."

Shangguan Yingxue's face was full of pain. He looked at him in the wheelchair in a daze and burst into tears. "Tell me that your legs won't heal anymore. I, I can't accept it for a while, so..."

"So you gave up on me without hesitation and chose Mo Xiaoran, right?" Mo Zihan's voice was calm and unperturbed. He never thought that one day he would be able to talk about these things so calmly and face her calmly.

Perhaps, to him, whether it was about the past or Shangguan Yingxue, he had already let go of his obsession.

"Brother Zihan, I, I don't want to give up on you either. I'm also very painful and sad. I love you so much, and I can't bear to... Will you, you forgive me? Let's start over, and I'll make up for it..."

Mo Zihan interrupted her in a deep voice. "You don't love me, you love yourself."

"No, I love you. I've always loved you." Shangguan Yingxue shook his head desperately, trying to explain, "I..."

Mo Zihan shook his head, looked at her firmly, and laughed at himself.

Are you sure you love me? If you really loved me, you wouldn't have announced your relationship with Mo Xiaoran in less than two days when you first heard that my leg couldn't be cured. Have you ever thought about how cruel it was to me?"

"Brother Zihan, I..."

"You didn't think about it. All you wanted was to get rid of me as soon as possible, afraid that our Mo family would marry you in accordance with our engagement and take care of me as a cripple, right?"

Mo Zihan looked at her pitifully. Back then, his mother saw him abandon himself when she found out that he might not be able to stand up. He once proposed to guan chopin that Shangguan yingxue should marry in, take care of him and comfort him.

All along, he, Mo Zihan, was Shangguan Yingxue's default fiance, but who knew that she refused without thinking.

He could not tell whether he sympathized with himself or with Shangguan Yingxue. After all, she had to face a physically handicapped husband when she married in.

"It's not like that, Brother Zihan. I didn't..." Shangguan Yingxue's eyes were filled with horror, trying to explain, but looking at his calm eyes, it was as if he had seen through everything and had nothing to say.

"How does a man who has just lost his leg feel when he hears the news that you have moved on so quickly? You wouldn't be so cruel if you loved me at all. Yingxue, you made me understand how shallow your love for me was."

Mo Zihan stared at her, his expression as cold as ice, without a trace of wavering. He slowly added, "So shallow that it's not worth mentioning. It's not as important as you."

At that time, he did not agree with Wen Lan at all. He did not want to delay Shangguan Yingxue. He did not want her to face such a person in the future. He had already made up his mind to reject the marriage, but he did not expect her to reject it sooner than he did.

In front of him, telling everyone that she loved Mo Xiaoran made him feel bad. He could understand her selfishness, but he could not forgive her ruthlessness.

Shangguan Yingxue burst into tears, unable to restrain himself from crying, so guilty that he could not speak. He wanted to use the past to keep his love, but he forgot how cruel the truth was.

She wanted to explain and make excuses, but in the face of such a fact, all the words were pale and weak..

"We can't go back." Mo Zihan looked at her tear-filled face coldly, neither sad nor happy, "Let go, Yingxue, whether you and Mo Xiaoran get divorced or not, there is no way between you and me."

"No, Brother Zihan, I regret it. I regret it a long time ago. Believe me, no matter what I've done, I'll make it up to you. I'll make it up to you even more. Can you give me a chance?"

Shangguan Yingxue suddenly lowered his head and bit the man who had grabbed her hard on the wrist. The man let her go in pain.

She ran to Mo Zihan in tears, grabbed his hand, and begged him, "Brother Zihan, can you give me another chance?"

She didn't want to spend the rest of her life with a man as flirtatious as Mo Xiaoran. She hadn't touched her in months, let alone had half a crush on her.

Mo Zihan raised his hand and waved back the man who wanted to go up and take her back. His face was as cold as ice and he did not waver, "I already have someone I love."

He stared coldly into Shangguan Yingxue's tearful eyes and mercilessly opened her hand.

His tone was harsh. "Don't hurt her again. For the sake of our family's friendship over the years, I'll let you go again. Don't blame me for not reminding you. This is the last time!"

Shangguan's face was filled with tears, and he pushed them away mercilessly. He fell to the ground and cried so hard that he could not help himself. His eyes were filled with hatred.

"You can go." Mo-tse lowered his eyes and stopped looking at her. His expression was as cold as ice, without any emotion. He had no feelings for her anymore.

Shangguan Yingxue stood up slowly and looked at him resentfully. He suddenly sneered with a triumphant smile, "I knew you would still let me go."

Mo-tse narrowed his eyes and looked at her coldly. "It won't happen again! In the future, no matter who dares to hurt her half, I will not spare her."

Shangguan Yingxue's face turned cold, his smile frozen on his face, angry and unwilling.

"Let's go." Mo Zihan did not look at her again and ordered coldly.

"Wait, where is this? How am I going back, Zi Han? You..." Shangguan Yingxue asked him in a hurry.

"Yes." A few men pulled her away and quickly got Mo-tse han into the car and drove away.

Shangguan Yingxue looked tearfully at Mo Zihan's back as he drove away, looking back at where he was. I can't believe he just left her in this abandoned chemical plant and didn't care about her at all.

He no longer loved her, he really would not look back.

Shangguan Yingxue was so sad that she covered her face and cried. Bai Mingyue, I hate you. You stole the only man who loved me...

Mo-tse han was in the car, took out his cell phone and called Su Zhe. "Go to Bai Mingyue's house and have a look. I'll wait for you at the office."

"Yes, young master Mo. I'm outside her house. I'm going in."

"Don't tell her I know about it." Mo Zihan had a complicated look on her face. If she knew that Shangguan Yingxue had hurt her, and he knew about it but didn't intend to pursue it, she would definitely hate herself.

"... I see. I know what to do." Su Zhe was silent for a moment and responded quickly. He had already guessed what Mo Zihan meant and was going to let Shangguan Yingxue go. He was afraid that Bai Mingyue would hate him and could only pretend not to know.

Su Zhe mentally prepared herself and appeared in front of Bai Mingyue, pretending to be shocked. She was cleaning up a messy room.

"Miss bai, what's wrong with you?" Su Zhe asked her in surprise.

His appearance surprised Bai Mingyue. "Su Zhe, why are you here?"

"Young master Mo doesn't trust you. Let me take a look." Su Zhe sheepishly avoided her gaze and looked at her face again, startled, "Miss bai, who beat you up like this?"

Bai Mingyue did not see anything strange about him and looked away from him awkwardly. She knew that she was not much better than she was now.

"Ming Yue, who is this?" Cai Shuya looked back at him and asked nervously.

"Mom, don't be nervous. He's my colleague at the company." Bai Mingyue gave a brief introduction, feeling rather uncomfortable. He pulled the corners of his lips, glanced at the messy house, and sneered.

"Ming Yue." Cai Shuya called out to her and looked at her in fear and nervousness, as if hinting at something.

Bai Mingyue knew that she didn't want to let herself talk about it, so she found an excuse. "We just entered the house. When we caught him on the scene, we were so angry that we were beaten by him a few times. Now we're all right."

Su Zhe looked at her family as if they were practically penniless, thinking that this excuse was too far-fetched to withstand scrutiny. What kind of thief would be so brainless that he wouldn't even let this place go.

He believed her when she said that. Instead of asking more, she asked her with concern, "Ah, yes, miss bai, did you call the police? Do you want to..."

"You can't call the police." Cai Shuya reflexively blurted out, looking terrified. People who didn't know thought she was the thief.

Bai Mingyue hugged her placidly and looked at Su Zhe gratefully. "No, assistant Su, there's nothing to lose at home. It's no use calling the police. My mom's afraid of getting revenge. Let's just forget it."

"That's right." Su Zhe actually nodded in agreement. Seeing that bai Ming Yue looked at him in astonishment, he smiled dryly and changed the subject, "Miss bai, your face... It doesn't matter. I'll drive you to the hospital now."

"No need." Bai Mingyue shook her head when she saw Cai Shuya's heartbroken and sad face. "My mother is the one I'm worried about right now. I want to spend more time with her. It's not broken or bleeding. I'll go back later."

"Ming Yue, let your colleagues take you to the hospital. How can mom feel at ease when she sees you like this?" Cai Shuya looked at her swollen and red cheeks, and her heart ached for tears.

"It's okay, mom. Don't worry about me." Bai Mingyue gave a wry smile and looked at her. "How can I leave the house in such a state?"

"Miss bai." Su zhe coughed lightly. According to Mo Zihan's instructions, he asked her, "I don't think the security here is very good. You should arrange another place for auntie."

Bai Mingyue had just regained his senses from his panic. Hearing his reminder, he immediately realized how unsafe this place was to Cai Shuya. Why did she suddenly change places?

"No, it costs a lot of money to move in. It's not good here. I've been here for so many years." Cai Shuya hurriedly opened his mouth, not wanting to burden his daughter.

"Mom, what did you say?" Bai Mingyue was a little angry and his eyes were red, "What is more money compared to your safety?"

"Miss bai is right." Su Zhe echoed.

"Ming Yue, but..." Cai Shuya wanted to say more, but Bai Mingyue insisted that Cai Shuya just didn't want her to spend money, but for her now, nothing was more important than her life.

"I'll take you away now and find another place to settle you down." Bai Mingyue immediately made up her mind and looked at Cai Shuya with determination.

"Your safety is more important than anything else. And this time, I won't let dad find you again." Bai Mingyue reminded her, word by word, that over the years, Bai Guoqiang had either gambled outside or went home to scold his wife.

She wanted her mother to have a few days of peace and quiet. Leaving him was the best choice.

"But Ming Yue..."

"Auntie, don't worry." Su Zhe hurriedly said, "You can rest assured about the money. Miss bai's family is in a special situation. The company will consider it extra. It's okay to advance her salary."

Bai Mingyue looked at him and shook his head with a smile. "No need."

"Miss bai, you don't have to refuse. It's the right thing to do." Su Zhe knew that she had a strong sense of self-respect and relaxed her.

"I'm not rejecting it, I really don't need it. I've been working at the company for a few months, getting paid every month, and now I've saved up enough money to relocate my mother." Bai Mingyue told him sincerely.

She knew that what Su Zhe had just said must have been Mo Zihan's intention, but she really didn't need it now. There was no need to owe him.

Mo Zihan's monthly salary for her was not low, which was one of the things that she was both happy and grateful to him.

Perhaps this amount of money was nothing to a person like him, but it was more than enough for someone who was used to living a hard life, enough to make them live a better life.

"Mom, stop it. Let's pack up and leave before dad comes back." Bai Mingyue urged her.

"Are you really leaving?" Cai Shuya looked around a little reluctantly. After all, it was a place that had lived for so many years.

As for Bai Guoqiang, she was not reluctant to part with him. She did not know who the man had offended before. He was beaten up and had been lying at home recuperating for several months. Although she had worked harder to take care of him for the past few months, she had a lot of peace of mind.

Seeing that he had recovered from his injury and returned to his original nature, he went out to gamble every day and then came back to scold her. His life was even worse and he had long wanted to leave. But when she remembered that Shangguan Yingxue had found this place, deep down, she still wanted to see her again.

"Mom, I'm begging you. If anything happens to you, I won't live. Come with me, okay?" Bai Mingyue saw that she was soft-hearted and was afraid that she would go back on her word, so he quickly squeezed out tears and begged her.

Cai Shuya was startled. "What nonsense are you saying? You're still so young. How can you say something like this? Mom listens to you. Mom listens to you. Can't she?"

Cai Shuya, after all, loved her and felt guilty for her. He didn't say anything more and quickly helped clean up.

Su zhe helped them get their things and said, "The car is parked downstairs. Where are you going? I'll give you a ride."

"Get out of here first." Bai Mingyue thought for a moment, but he didn't think of a specific place, but as long as he left here, everything was easy to say.

There was nothing worth tidying up in a poor family. Bai Guoqiang had to sell everything that was slightly more valuable.

After all, Cai Shuya couldn't bear to take out the money that Bai Mingyue had secretly stuffed into her from under the salt jar in the kitchen and press it on the shabby table. She didn't bring anything except a few clothes to change and obviously intended to leave it to Bai Guoqiang.

Bai Mingyue didn't say anything. That man, after all, was her father, and she wouldn't have done that to him if she hadn't had to.

Soon, Bai Mingyue took cai shuya into the car. The moment Su Zhe started the car and left, she finally breathed a long sigh of relief.

"Mom, after you leave, don't let dad find you again." Bai Mingyue told her uneasily, "Just think of it as for me, okay? I don't want to be afraid anymore. Leaving him is the best choice."

"I know, good boy. It's been hard on you." Cai Shuya looked at her daughter who had suffered so much and was so considerate and sensible, and the last trace of reluctance in her heart was gone.

Just for Ming Yue's sake, she had to leave Bai Guoqiang and not let him threaten Ming Yue and hurt her.

She already owed Ming Yue so much that she could no longer stand by and watch her suffer.

Bai Mingyue smiled reassuringly, as if he was happy and sad.

"Mom, we can finally start a new life."

...

"How is she?"

Su Zhe didn't return to the company until the afternoon. The first thing he did was to report Bai Mingyue's situation to Mo Zihan in detail.

"Miss bai was beaten and her face was slightly injured, but not seriously. I went to the hospital just now. Cai Shuya was just too frightened to get hurt..."

Su zhewei frowned and sympathized with Bai Mingyue. She introduced him briefly and said, "Miss bai has helped Cai Shuya find a new place to live. No one will find her."