Never deeply in love

"Ming Yue, don't take mother's inappropriate words to heart. Mother was confused that day." Cai Shuya's voice trembled and he covered his face with tears.

Seeing how upset she was, Bai Mingyue could not help but blame herself. She really shouldn't have brought it up. Why should she be upset?

Bai Mingyue wiped away her tears. "I won't. Don't be sad."

"Then you must be well with zihan." Cai Shuya held her hand tightly and pleaded.

Bai Mingyue nodded slightly with a faint smile on his face.

"Mom, what did he talk to you alone that day?" Bai Mingyue thought of this and asked her doubtfully.

Cai Shuya's face turned pale. She was a little afraid to look into white Ming Yue's eyes. Mo Zihan knew her background, but he didn't tell her. This made her sad and scared. It was only then that she realized that she could not lose her daughter, Ming Yue.

"Nothing. He told mom that he wouldn't let you go and that he would be nice to you." Cai Shuya said, hiding it.

Bai Mingyue was surprised that Mo Zihan would say this to Cai Shuya. Seeing how upset Cai Shuya looked when he mentioned this, Bai Mingyue couldn't bear to ask.

After all, Bai Mingyue felt that she had been wronged and wanted to spend more time with her as compensation.

"Mom, I want to stay here for the night. Can I accompany you more?" She asked softly.

After the engagement party, Cai Shuya remembered that she had met Bai Mingyue's birth mother. She was in Ming Yue's circle of life, and if she had the intention, she could see her every now and then. Besides, even Mo Zihan knew about her background.

The feeling of losing Bai Mingyue immediately made her panic. She didn't want Bai Mingyue, but she didn't want to affect her relationship with Mo Zihan.

"How about that? You're engaged to zi han. It's not proper to live here with me." Cai shuya chuckled and hit her lightly.

"But I..."

"Listen to your mother and don't let her worry."

Cai Shuya could not help but say that he sent Bai Mingyue out directly. Only when he saw her get into the car did he feel relieved.

Cai Shuya wiped his tears when the car left and he couldn't see it anymore. She turned around and walked towards the neighborhood. However, she saw a familiar figure that she could not be more familiar with. She was struck by lightning and quickly walked to the back of a newsstand to hide.

"Little girl, is there a woman named Cai Shuya here?" Bai Guoqiang was wearing a shabby, black leather jacket with disheveled hair and probably hadn't washed for ten days and a half months. He was salivating to ask a young woman who passed by.

As soon as the other party saw his outfit, he immediately covered his nose and took a few big steps back, waving his hand repeatedly, "No, no."

After that, he hurriedly walked away with an odd expression.

Cai Shuya's face was pale and almost fainted. He stood reluctantly, afraid that he would find out and not dare to breathe.

"Hey, uncle and aunt, is there a woman named Cai Shuya here?"

Bai Guoqiang asked a few of the old men and women who came out of the small district, and some of them were very familiar with Cai Shuya.

Cai Shuya was so nervous that his heart was in his throat, afraid that the other party would divulge his information.

However, Bai Guoqiang was really not a serious person, and the way those old men and aunts looked at him was clearly guarded. No matter what he asked, he shook his head.

"No, no. There's only one fat lady we know very well. Her name is cai jingui."

Cai Shuya looked uncertain. Fortunately, she only said her surname was cai when she lived here. No one knew her name.

"Where the hell have you been, bitch?" Bai Guoqiang cursed so much that he almost searched the entire city a. Looking at the nice environment in this neighborhood, she thought that Cai Shuya would never be willing to live in such a good place. That woman was very stingy.

"I don't believe it. I really can't find you." Bai Guoqiang left with a face full of anger.

Only then did Cai Shuya turn around and sweat soaked through the back of his clothes. She was almost paralyzed with fear and her face was pale without a trace of blood.

She had long thought that Bai Guoqiang would look for him everywhere. I didn't expect him to actually find this place. However, looking at the situation just now, he must have found nothing.

Cai Shuya was very regretful. If he had known this, he should have changed his name and lived here. Then Bai Guoqiang would never find her.

Thinking of Bai Mingyue, she shook her head. Don't tell her about it for the time being. Don't let her worry. In the future, she should be more careful.

"Why am I here?" When Bai Mingyue woke up, he was lying on Mo Zihan's bed in his room and could not help but ask him in a strange way.

Mo Zihan sat by her bed and looked at her with a dark gaze, not knowing how long he had been looking at her.

Bai Mingyue looked down, avoiding his gaze. She propped herself up, feeling very tired and could not help but yawn. Why do you feel so tired lately? She feels very strange and can't do anything to cheer her up.

"You fell asleep on the sofa. I brought you in." After a long time, Mo-tse opened his mouth with a cold voice, low and deep, with an inexplicable sadness.

"Oh." Bai Mingyue pretended not to notice the mixed emotions in his voice.

She remembered that after she returned to the villa, she sat on the sofa for a while and fell asleep again.

It was probably winter. Animals hibernate, so she was always sleepy. Plus, the Mo Zihan villa was so warm that it made people want to sleep even more. Bai Mingyue thought mockingly.

Without saying anything more, he got up and tried to get out of bed. However, just as she stood up in her slippers, Mo Zihan suddenly grabbed her wrist. Without saying anything, he pulled her into his arms with a slight force.

She fell into his warm and broad chest, and the familiar breath caught all her thoughts in an instant. In her bewildered eyes, Mo Zihan's lips pressed down and kissed her deeply.

"... Well, Zi Han" ...

Her tiny whining was swallowed up by his fiery kiss. She wanted to struggle, but her eyes were full of tears. He missed her so much, and so did she.

Bai Mingyue's resisting hand involuntarily wrapped around his neck.

There are some things that can be said, but it's not easy to do.

"Ming Yue, Ming Yue..." Mo Zihan took off her clothes and called her name passionately. Her heart and soul were yearning for her.

"Zi Han..." Bai Mingyue's eyes were bitter, and the familiar throbbing made her lose her mind. She was unable to wake up. She did not know when she was already clinging to him.

"I... Miss you..." The man's deep voice rang in her ear as if nothing had happened. A warm kiss slid down her ear. The warm palms moved around her body, and finally stopped at her soft spot, holding her shape.

...

After the joy, Bai Mingyue turned his back to Mo Zihan and couldn't help but smile bitterly. They did it again, but she didn't refuse.

On the contrary, only now did she realize that she had been lying to herself. How much she yearned for him showed how much she cared about him.

She got up and opened the drawer by the bed. As usual, she took out the contraceptive pill that Mo-tse han had prepared for her and poured out one.

"Actually, it doesn't matter if you eat or not." The man wrapped his powerful arms around her waist and held her tightly in his arms. It was warm and tender.

"We should not be ready to have children yet." Bai Mingyue whispered. Although they were engaged, they were no longer in the same relationship as before. He also asked him to stop taking birth control pills very early on, and she insisted.

"No, I wanted you to have a baby for me." Mo-tse kissed her cheek, broke her face, and looked at her solemnly. "We can have children."

"Let's talk about it." Without further ado, Bai Mingyue put the pill in his mouth and drank.

A smile suddenly appeared in Mo Zihan's eyes. "I'm afraid you'll overdo it if you add too much."

"What?" Bai Mingyue put down his glass and asked him strangely.

Mo-tse han picked up the bottle of medicine, flipped it over and over in his hand, and said as if nothing had happened, "Ask Su Zhe another day if there's anything wrong with taking too many vitamins."

Bai Mingyue was stunned. "What do you think this is? Vitamin pills?"

"Yes, vitamins." Mo Zihan's tone was natural. "It's not good for you to take too many birth control pills."

"Who told you not to wear it..." Bai Mingyue blushed and asked him hastily, "Why did you suddenly change it into a vitamin pill?"

"It's changed a long time ago."

"What? When did you change? Why didn't you tell me?" Bai Mingyue looked at him in disbelief, a little angry.

Mo Zihan's lips rose, but he didn't know how to tell her. Thinking about it, just as Bai Mingyue thought he would say something to convince her, he only had two words - "Forget it."

Bai Mingyue: ..."

Mo-tse han wanted to say that he really forgot. He didn't even remember when he changed the medicine. It seemed that after confirming his feelings, he didn't want her to take birth control pills anymore.

However, the thing that made her take the medicine was to bring it up herself. After making Bai Mingyue his agreed-upon mistress, he went overboard and said that she was only fit to sleep with him and not to have his child.

Of course, Bai Mingyue didn't care. Although the relationship between the two changed, Mo Zihan still felt a little embarrassed and said that she could get pregnant without taking birth control pills.

Therefore, the cold and somewhat arrogant mo da shao chose to quietly ask su zhe for a few bottles of vitamin pills and directly changed her birth control pills.

"You..." Bai Mingyue pushed him away, furious. He wanted to blame him, but after thinking for a long time, he didn't know what to say.

Angrily, she lifted the quilt and lay down with her back to him, sulking.

Mo Zihan didn't know what to say, and it wasn't that he didn't want to talk to Bai Mingyue about it, but he couldn't say it.

"Ming Yue?" After all, she had been hiding it from him for so long, and it was wrong. Mo Zihan's tone was a little weak and he called her in a low voice.

Bai Mingyue closed his eyes and pretended to be asleep, ignoring him.

"We're already engaged. It's normal to have a child." Mo Zihan seemed a little helpless. He lowered his head and kissed her on the forehead. "You should rest for a while. I'll go to the study."