Never deeply in love

Driving straight to where she was now, Ruan Qixuan took out his cell phone and dialed her number.

"Call me, what do you want to say?" On the other end of the microphone, the woman's elegant and deep voice slowly sounded. It was not loud, but it could hit the bottom of my heart.

Thinking of this period of time, their conversation ended unhappily. The man's handsome eyes were a little more gloomy. He didn't understand Ruo Xi's insistence, and he still didn't understand.

But what he understood was that for Yang Ruoxi, this child was definitely not coming at the right time. If they really want children, they will have plenty of opportunities in the future. There's no need to sacrifice your hard-earned career.

However, he had said these words countless times. Finally, he asked her helplessly and worriedly, "Ruo Xi, how have you been?"

Yang Ruoxi paused and said faintly, "Not bad."

"I'm here. I want to see you." Ruan Qixuan opened the door and stood outside the villa. It was cold on a winter night. The streetlights were very bright, and there was a great deal of snow in the area. It brings light but not warmth. The white moon is as cold as the sun.

"It's late. I want to sleep." Yang Ruoxi's voice was very soft, but very cold. "You go back."

She was still blaming him, blaming him for being heartless, blaming him for being cold. Ruan Qixuan didn't want to defend himself. After all, it was his own flesh and blood. In the end, he didn't want Yang Ruoxi to hate him in the future, so he had to decide to give up the child because of his personal interests.

So, he never defended himself. Perhaps that was why Yang Ruoxi was even more upset. But what could he do?

"Ruo Xi, how are you thinking about the child?" Ruan Qixuan knew her well and could feel that she was fine in her voice, so he didn't force her any further.

"You already know the answer. Why ask more? I won't change my mind. You don't have to say anything more." The woman's voice was obviously a little angry.

"Ruo Xi..."

"It's late. I need to rest. That's it." After she finished speaking, she hung up immediately.

Holding the phone that was hung up, Ruan Qixuan silently took it back. His tall and slender body was half leaning against the front of the car. He looked at the lighted window of the villa, his eyes dim and heavy, not for a moment. He took out a cigarette and lit the lighter.

After a long time, Yang Ruoxi slowly walked to the windowsill, lifted the corner of the curtain and looked out. From afar, he saw the figure next to the white porsche under the streetlight. It was too far away to see clearly. Not even his face could be seen clearly.

There was only a flicker of light at his fingertips. Yang Ruoxi's heart was blocked. How long was this man planning to stay there? Was she nervous that she cared about her, but still unwilling to compromise on this matter?

After some time, she finally saw the man get into the car. His heart heaved a sigh of relief. After all, he felt sorry for him, but he was a little disappointed. She stared at his car in a daze. It was still in place and she didn't drive away.

Ruan Qixuan took out his phone, frowned for a long time, and dialed a number. "Ming Yue, come out and meet me sometime. I have something to tell you."

In the man's voice, there was indescribable fatigue and helplessness. Bai Mingyue naturally guessed why, and did not refuse: "Okay, I can do whatever time you want. It depends on your arrangement."

"Okay, that's it." Ruan Qixuan hung up.

The next day.

When Bai Mingyue arrived at the coffee shop at the appointed time, Ruan Qixuan had already arrived. He pointed at the ordered items and smiled at her, "My reporter, you used to like to eat cakes with the smell of tea, so I ordered a few for you first."

Dunton, he said with some emotion, "It's been so many years, I don't know if your taste has changed."

Bai Mingyue was opposite him and smiled faintly. "The taste hasn't changed, but after pregnancy, these too sweet things are eaten less."

She didn't know what other people were like, but she was a bit of an acid addict now. It was also strange that there was almost no acid in the diet. She just said that casually, and it didn't mean anything else. However, Ruan Qixuan's face changed when she said that.

Bai Mingyue immediately realized something. An unintentional remark probably reminded Ruan Qixuan of Yang Ruoxi. Yang Ruoxi had been pregnant for more than two months.

Sighing slightly, "Qixuan, Ruo Xi really wants to give birth to this child. Why do you insist on her aborting it? As a mother, it was a cruel thing to do. It's the same for children."

Ruan Qixuan lowered his eyes, his handsome eyebrows tinted with gloom. Instead of answering, he handed her the menu. "What would you like to drink?"

Bai Mingyue was stunned for a moment and took the menu. Instead of looking at it, he said directly to the waiter beside him, "A cup of hot milk, thank you!"

"Okay, just a moment." The waiter bowed and walked away with a smile.

Ruan Qixuan lowered his eyes slightly, and there was some confusion in them. It was obvious that he was not feeling well either. For a long time, he did not speak. Bai Mingyue was silent, so why did Mao Dun decide to give up the child?

A moment later, the waiter served her a cup of warm milk. Bai Mingyue didn't bother him either, sipping his hot milk slowly. He looked out the window, though it wasn't the weekend. There were not many people in the coffee shop, but there were many people on the street.

After all, it was almost new year's day and the streets were very old. Festive red was everywhere as the main color, and many people bought new year's goods. Bai Mingyue pursed her lips slightly. It was snowing outside, very little snow. But it reminded her of an allusion, with a faint smile on her lips.

"Ming Yue, children, you can have them in the future." Ruan Qixuan finally opened his mouth, his eyes as dark as black jade. The light in his eyes flickered, dark and unclear.

Bai Mingyue froze and looked back at him in disbelief. "Qixuan, you... You still insist?"

"Yes!" Ruan Qixuan's eyes flashed with pain, but to this day, he had been able to control his emotions very well. No matter how much pain he felt, he could endure it without showing his face. That's why everyone in the circle said he was the iceberg god. No one could see what was hidden beneath his cold exterior.

The man looked straight into her angry eyes and said with restraint and clarity, "You can have the baby later. But once she gives up her career, it's hard to start again."

Bai Mingyue bit his lip and said, "You should know that Ruo Xi would rather give up his career than have this child. It was enough to show that in her heart, children were far more important than her career. Qixuan, that's a life. You... How can you be so cold?"

Ruan Qixuan's pupils constricted and his heart suddenly tightened. He couldn't help but smile bitterly, indifferent? With such a simple and harmless character as Ming Yue, it was obvious that she was also angry that she could say such sharp words. It's not hard to imagine how Ruo Xi hated him in his heart.

"Sorry, nothing is more important to me than ruoxi." Not even children. These words hovered in his heart, but he did not say them. Ruan Qixuan looked at Bai Mingyue with firm eyes, but his face was still hurt.

Bai Mingyue clenched the cup beside his hand. After a while, the temperature had cooled down. Her grip was firm and her knuckles were faintly white. Looking at the changes in Ruan Qixuan's face, she could understand, but she could not help but be angry.

After a while, Bai Mingyue bit his lips and said in a difficult voice, "You came to me to tell me this? But shall I tell Ruo Xi?"

She knew that they had had had countless unhappy arguments before. Knowing that Yang Ruoxi no longer wanted to see him, Ruan Qixuan asked her to say this, and she couldn't think of any other reason.

As she said, Ruan Qixuan nodded and looked straight into her eyes. "Ming Yue, I hope you can help me and persuade her!"

Bai Mingyue paused and looked at him. Not to tell, but to persuade Yang Ruoxi. Bai Mingyue finally knew how determined Ruan Qixuan was. Even if he understood him again, he would inevitably feel cold.

Even if she thought so, no wonder ruoxi was so angry. Bai Mingyue shook his head with a determined expression. "Qixuan, I won't say a word to Ruo Xi about what you said today. Therefore, I can't help you persuade her."

The last sentence, she said very heavily.

Ming Yue, take it as if I'm begging you. Only you can persuade Ruo Xi now." Ruan Qixuan frowned and pleaded. He looked at Bai Mingyue earnestly and pleaded.

"Qixuan, do you want me to persuade her to take away her child?" Bai Mingyue felt a little chilly, and it was unbearable just to say it. She slowly withdrew her hand and placed it on her lower abdomen. After five months, she could already feel the bulge in her stomach.

She smiled bitterly. "Don't you know that I have my own children, and I'm going to be a mother. How can I say such cruel words?"

Ruan Qixuan was stunned and speechless. He looked down, unable to hide the pain on his face. He picked up the coffee in front of him and took a sip. It was cold and cold.

"I'm sorry, I forced him." He said bitterly, his voice low and hoarse.

Bai Mingyue looked at him with unspeakable sadness. She opened her mouth but didn't know what to say. Ruan Qixuan didn't speak again. Bai Mingyue could tell that he wasn't angry or sad. Perhaps it was sad, but more entangled.

Bai Mingyue sat for a while and couldn't stand the atmosphere. Besides, she had already said everything she needed to say. She got up slowly and watched him speak slowly, "Qixuan, since you love each other, don't torture each other."

Ruan Qixuan looked up at her and said after a while, "I did it for her good."

"Being good for her doesn't necessarily make her better." Bai Mingyue sighed, his eyes clear and cold, rational and sober. "Qixuan, you don't understand this. If what you mean by doing good for her is not what she wants, what's the point?"

After she finished speaking, she looked at Ruan Qixuan's expression quietly. Seeing that he didn't speak, he seemed to be thinking. She did not disturb her again and slowly picked up her bag. Perhaps, this is the mystery of the beholder.