Never deeply in love

Honeymoon after the wedding was essential, and he didn't want to leave her any regrets. However, the plan was far from catching up with the changes, and so many things happened after that, completely messing up all his arrangements.

But now, he thought it was time. Perhaps it would be better to take her out for a walk on her honeymoon.

Before Bai Mingyue could answer him, the man pulled off her most intimate clothes, and his fiery body clung to hers without any hindrance. The only remaining reason, at this moment, was burned without a trace.

The temperature in the room was rising and clothes were scattered all over the floor. The sound of a solid wooden bed hitting the wall was loud and clear, mixed with the woman's suppressed and rapid breathing, and the man's heavy breathing, which was ambiguously intertwined.

...

It wasn't until Mo Zihan put a list of travel strategies and plans in front of her that Bai Mingyue really believed that this man was serious. He really wanted to give her a honeymoon trip.

But thinking that it would take at least a few days to go out this time, and not seeing Chen Chen these days, Bai Mingyue was very reluctant. Wen lan smiled and said, "Go ahead. Don't you feel safe with me taking care of the child? You should have gone on your honeymoon a long time ago."

She said, "Take this opportunity to take a walk with Zi Han. Just take it as a distraction."

Bai Mingyue finally got a little excited when he heard this. Perhaps, she really should take this opportunity to go out and relax. Perhaps, on the journey, she could think of something clearly.

Besides, Mo-tse han must have planned this honeymoon trip for a long time. She couldn't bear to refuse and was disappointed to see him. There was already a regret at the wedding, and she didn't want another one.

So, she and Mo Zihan quickly decided on the location of their honeymoon and chose Paris, the romantic capital of france.

It was only a day's flight from city a, so the trip was more convenient. As for the time, her plan was a week. Because she still felt reluctant to part with the child, not seeing him for a week was already the limit for her.

Mo Zihan didn't object either. After all this was settled, he was the one who arranged everything else, and Bai Mingyue didn't ask much.

In the afternoon, according to the time agreed with Shangguan Jingchen, she arrived at the place that she had arranged before, a teahouse near the street on central street. After walking in, she looked at the antique decoration inside and couldn't help but feel puzzled.

It wasn't hard to understand why Shangguan Jingchen had asked her to a place like this. He just felt that, with his personality, he would probably book a seat in a coffee shop. It was obviously not his style to book a teahouse.

However, when she walked into the reserved seat and saw the people sitting inside, she understood immediately.

She glanced at Shangguan Jingchen, a flash of anger in her eyes, a feeling of being deceived. Without thinking, she turned around and was about to leave.

"Ming Yue, wait a minute." Shangguan Jingchen quickly got up and grabbed her. "Dad just wanted to see you. It's nothing else."

Bai Mingyue broke away from his hand. His face was pale and his eyes were getting colder. "Then why didn't you make it clear before?"

Why did she have to hide it from her and let her come over and face all of this all of a sudden? Or did they feel that she had to cooperate no matter what they did? Bai Mingyue was really angry, even angry.

"Ming Yue, don't get me wrong. I'm just, I'm just afraid you won't be willing to face it, and I don't know what to tell you on the phone, so I..."

So he decided to lie to her first? Bai Mingyue curved his lips and a mocking smile appeared on the corners of his lips. Knowing that she was unwilling to face it, she did it anyway. Is this what she calls a real family? How could he really put himself in her shoes and think about her?

The sarcasm in her eyes grew stronger and her face grew colder and colder. The atmosphere was stiff. Shangguan Xiaobang, who had not spoken for a long time, got up. His old face was full of sorrow and helplessness. Looking at Bai Mingyue, his eyes were complicated, affectionate and excited.

"Well, son, don't blame Jing Chen. I asked him to ask you out. I wanted to see you and talk to you alone. I just haven't been feeling well for a while, and I know that you might not be able to accept us for a while." Shangguan Xiaobang said, his eyes sad.

Bai Mingyue looked at him, at the grey-haired, old man, with an air of dignity and authority that could not be concealed, and looked at her earnestly.

She couldn't tell what it was like. Was this person her real father? Why is it still hard for her to believe.

"Old sir, I'm sorry. I don't think there's anything to talk about between us." Bai Mingyue looked at him, bowed slightly and said politely.

An' old man'made Shangguan Xiaobang and Shangguan Jingchen's faces change at the same time. She could feel the pain in both father and son's eyes, but now, she could only call him that.

After all, she could not say those two words, and she felt that she could not. Who could accept such a change of relationship so quickly when they thought they were strangers and suddenly became close relatives?

At least, she couldn't.

"Ming Yue..." Shangguan Jingchen's thin lips moved, trying to say something, but Shangguan Xiaobang waved and interrupted him. He looked at Bai Mingyue and said gently,

"Child, I know what you think, and I understand you. But you can sit down first, even if you sit down for a while. For the sake of Zi Han calling me uncle, I am still your elder."

The sincerity and eagerness in the old man's eyes were somewhat insistent, making it impossible to refuse. At least, as a junior, she did not refuse the request of an old man or an elder no matter what.

His fingers clenched into fists, and Bai Mingyue bit his lip. Eventually, he slowly walked over and sat down opposite Shangguan Xiaobang.

Shangguan Jingchen sighed, looked at Bai Mingyue and said to Shangguan Xiaobang, "Dad, you guys talk first. I'll go out for a while."

He and Bai Mingyue had known each other for more than a day or two. If she were willing to accept him as her brother, there should be no estrangement between them. Shangguan Xiaobang and Xuan Rouxin, on the other hand, knew very little about Ming Yue and rarely got along in private.

Shangjing chen wanted to give his sister and father a chance to get along alone. Although he knew in his heart that the relationship between father and daughter could not change because of this single conversation, at least it could give them more opportunities to get in touch.

Shangguan Xiaobang nodded, and Bai Mingyue said nothing.

After Shangguan Jingchen went out, he walked into the next room. Xuan Rouxin, who was sitting there alone, was listening to the conversation between Shangguan Xiaobang and Bai Mingyue next door. He was lonely and somehow lost.

Shangguan Jingchen couldn't bear to see it. Just as he was about to speak, Xuan Rouxin raised his finger and made a silent gesture. Her eyes were a little red, and she knew that Bai Mingyue would not want to see her.

Staring at the antique tea set in front of him, Bai Mingyue's eyes were half-closed and he never said a word.

"Child, what kind of tea do you like to drink?" After a long time, Shangguan Xiaobang asked, a little cautious in his concern.

Bai Mingyue shook his head. "No, I don't like tea. If you have anything to say, please say it."

Shangguan Xiaobang's face was slightly stiff, but he smiled, and his eyes were filled with heartache. "There's nothing to say. I just want to ask you, how have you been all these years?"

Bai Mingyue's lips twitched, okay? There was a gambler's father, and she always thought she was her own child, and even if he was unbearable, she could not despise him. Because of him, she and cai shuya lived in hiding and grew up in fear.

The only consolation was that Cai Shuya was genuinely in love with her. It was undeniable that he had tried his best to protect her and give her all the love.

Bai Mingyue nodded, but then smiled softly. "Chairman, if you came to me just to say these things, you don't have to."

Finally, she felt like she was on pins and needles. Even the old man in front of her, who was once Mo Zihan's uncle, was a familiar elder and had always been kind to her. However, they had never been together. They had no feelings.

This point, no matter how hard he tried, could not be changed.

Bai Mingyue slowly got up and looked at Shangguan Xiaobang with a complicated expression. "For me, good or bad, these things are over. There's no point in saying this now."

"No, it won't be meaningless." Shangguan Xiaobang stood up and said anxiously, "Son, no matter what you have suffered in the past, your mother, I, and I can make it up to you, as much as we can!"

The words were loud and powerful. In the next room, Xuan Rouxin's eyes turned red and he covered his face to suppress his emotions. God knows how much she wanted to do, to make it up to her.

During this period of time, the more she thought about what happened back then, the more uncomfortable and guilty she felt when she thought about how her child had just been born. The kind of mother-daughter relationship that melted into her bones and blood was deeply awakened even if she never got along with her.

But bai Ming Yue was speechless and could only remain silent. Looking at Shangguan Xiaobang's expectant gaze, she turned her eyes away from him. After a long silence, she shook her head. "No need."

"Why child? Are you resenting us in your heart? Are you resenting our carelessness back then? That's why you were taken away by someone else, so you wouldn't even give mom and dad a chance to make up for it?" Shangguan Xiaobang said emotionally, feeling a little uncomfortable.

"No." Bai Mingyue looked away and never looked at him. He looked sad and asked softly, "Chairman, what do you think the so-called compensation can make up for now?"

Shangguan Xiaobang was asked, speechless.

Yeah, what can I make up for? After all these years of compensation, did she live a life that was not satisfactory? Could it compensate for the lack of affection between them for many years? In fact, nothing can be made up for.

And she didn't feel like she needed any compensation.