Never deeply in love
Chapter 386 Squandering
That feeling was completely different from the love that Cai Shuya had given her. In her memory, although Cai Shuya cared about her and loved her, more often than not, her eyes were filled with deep sorrow.
She didn't understand before, but now she finally understood. She poured the love she couldn't give her own daughter into her. It can't be denied that Cai Shuya really loved her, but to Cai Shuya, she was also her spiritual sustenance.
So, even if she really loved her, she didn't give her all the motherly love. Deep down in her heart, she had been thinking about her own daughter, and as a result, she might not even realize that she was holding back.
Naturally, unlike Xuan Rouxin's current treatment of Bai Mingyue, the kind of motherly love that was filled with only her, so gentle that it almost turned into water, was a wholehearted effort, without any reservations.
She finally realized that true kinship would be different. Naturally, the relationship with Xuan Rouxin had been much better in the past two days. However, Cai Shuya never came to see her. In front of Xuan Rouxin, Bai Mingyue never asked.
That day, Xuan Rouxin went back after visiting her. Mo Zihan was still with her. Bai Mingyue recovered for a long time. Seeing that he had been with him for a long time, he didn't mean to leave. He couldn't help but ask, "Don't you need to go to the company?"
"No need!" Mo-tse han held her hand tightly and did not let go. For a moment, he simply got up and sat down beside her. His other hand carefully circled behind her and hugged her into his arms. "Leave me alone. Have a good rest."
His face looked calm, but the thought of walking into that room last night and seeing Bai Mingyue made his heart ache as if it had been pierced by something, and it was still as clear as ever.
Bai Mingyue would never know that at that moment, he was really afraid... Afraid that it was too late. He had never been so afraid!
Fortunately, she's fine!
Her eyes fell on her wrist, and Mo-tse's cold eyes tightened as he looked at the thick gauze wrapped around her wrist. He looked down and kissed her soft hair with pity. He really couldn't imagine if she had been one step late, her hand would have been crippled because of the infection.
Now, he didn't want to do anything or go anywhere. He just stayed by her side. It seemed that was the only way to be sure that she was safe and sound beside him.
Bai Mingyue leaned into his arms, clearly he didn't say anything, but she could feel his nervousness and uneasiness. She had never seen him like this before and finally knew that this time, she really scared him.
For a long time, she lowered her eyes and said apologetically, "I'm sorry!"
Mo-tse was startled, but he pulled the corners of his lips slightly, wondering, "Why are you apologizing to me?"
"... I always seem to worry you." Bai Mingyue said helplessly, his mouth curved and he laughed at himself, "I always said before that I wanted to be independent and wanted you to give me freedom. But without you, I" ...
Mo Zihan did not answer. Before she could finish speaking, he suddenly reached out and lifted her chin. Her lips were a little pale. He lowered his head and held it in pity and sucked it. He blocked all her unfinished words.
Bai Mingyue subconsciously reached out and hugged his waist, relying on him wholeheartedly. A moment later, he let go of her and looked into her eyes with unblinking black eyes. He was so focused. "You know, I like you to rely on me like this and not be able to leave me."
His voice was soft, his tone overbearing and a little doting. Bai Mingyue couldn't help but smile and snuggle up to his neck. She didn't speak again. Mo Zihan waited for a while. Seeing that she was silent, he asked, "Do you want to sleep for a while?"
"Mmm!" She answered in a low voice. As she lay down, Bai Mingyue thought about it for a moment and asked, "How is she?"
Mo Zihan was stunned for a moment. Fang could tell from the expression on her face who she was asking. "She's fine. She's just a little scared."
Bai Mingyue nodded lightly and asked, "What about Shangguan Yingxue?"
When she said this, she looked at Mo Zihan without blinking. Mo-tse han gave her a hand to tuck in the corner of the quilt and felt a little annoyed when he saw her looking at him like this.
After all this time, did she still care about the little things he and Shangguan Yingxue had done before, and still think that he would care about anything?
"Of course I'm staying at the police station." Mo-tse's face was expressionless and there was a hint of displeasure in his tone.
Seeing that he seemed unhappy, Bai Mingyue lowered his eyes slightly and felt a bitter pain in his heart. "What are you going to do?"
Mo Zihan's face changed slightly as he looked at her. Her tone was cold and her voice dropped a few degrees. "Do what you want. The police will handle it."
What does that mean? What is he going to do? Mo-tse han was really a little angry. She just didn't believe him or herself. Do you think you're not as important as Shangguan Yingxue in his heart?
Bai Mingyue pursed his lips and remained silent. Mo Zihan looked at her for a long time and finally felt helpless. "The person who kidnapped you and the relevant evidence have been handed over to the police. Shangguan yingxue will pay for her actions. Ming Yue, what are you worried about?"
Bai Mingyue heard this and closed his eyes gently. "No."
She said, what is there to worry about? But Zi Han, are you sure you really have the heart to watch her go to jail? Thinking about Xuan Rouxin and Cai Shuya, Bai Mingyue's heart felt like a ball of cotton, soaked in cold water, and gradually swelled to make her heart stop.
I'm afraid neither of them wants to see Shangguan Yingxue go to jail. And these two people were the ones she couldn't hurt the most. In the end, Bai Mingyue felt bad. He buried his face between his pillows, and a tear streaked the corner of his eye.
But what about the hurt she suffered, could she just let it go?
After a long time, seeing that she seemed to be asleep with her eyes closed, Mo Zihan slowly got up, turned around and walked out of the ward, gently closing the door. He walked to the corridor outside the ward and was just about to take out a cigarette when his eyes inadvertently swept past the door of the next ward.
The light in his eyes flickered slightly. After a moment of silence, Mo Zihan walked over and knocked on the door of the ward, but no one answered for a long time. He frowned, pushed open the door and walked in. Cai Shuya was gone.
Then he called the nurse who was in charge of the place. The nurse said uncertainly, "She said she wanted to take a walk in the garden downstairs, why don't I go there?"
The patients who could stay in this vip ward were either rich or expensive, not to mention that Mo Zihan had booked all the floors to keep them from being disturbed. The nurse didn't dare to ask cai shuya where she wanted to go or what she wanted to do.
Looking at the handsome man in front of her, the nurse shrank her shoulders and was afraid. She regretted that she did not tell her to go back to the ward earlier when the patient left.
Mo Zihan didn't say much, just waved his hand and spat out two words coldly, "Go find it!"
If the nurse was granted an amnesty, she ran away quickly. Mo Zihan's expression was a little complicated. Whether Cai Shuya was used by Shangguan Yingxue or not, it was for her that Bai Mingyue was taken advantage of. He couldn't blame her.
But no matter what, Cai Shuya was always Bai Mingyue's foster mother. For the sake of nurturing, there were some things he could not pursue, and Bai Mingyue could only forgive. Mo Zihan's face darkened and his fingers tightened.
However, I hope that cai shuya will not squander this nurturing kindness to the end, leaving no trace. In the end, it must have been Bai Mingyue who was in even more pain. Thinking of this, the man's eyes became even more sinister.
At the same time, Cai Shuya, who had been in a difficult position for several days, finally couldn't help but go to the police station. When she saw Shangguan Yingxue describe her miserable appearance, tears fell down her face, and her heart ached so much that she couldn't speak for a long time.
Even if Shangguan Yingxue was wrong again, she would still be her own daughter. Compared to her discomfort and excitement, Shangguan yingxue seemed very calm. At least she was much calmer than when she saw Xuan Rouxin.
Within a few days, she had lost a lot of weight. Her face was haggard without a trace of blood, and half of her face was still swollen. Her eyes were as still as stagnant water.
"I thought you were going to leave me alone." Shangguan Yingxue said, his eyes sinister, and even his tone of voice sinister, full of resentment.
She had quarreled and quarreled over the past few days, but in the end, the people in the detention center had plenty of ways to calm her down. In the end, as the days passed, Xuan Rouxin never came to see her again, not even with Cai Shuya.
Her heart was filled with resentment, falling into despair bit by bit! The feeling of being abandoned by the whole world was like a devil's hand, pulling her into an endless dark abyss.
But in the end, she waited for Cai Shuya, not Xuan Rouxin. Shangguan Yingxue could not tell whether he was happy or more desperate. It was like being stabbed by a knife and then stirred up.
"Yingxue!" Cai Shuya's face was filled with tears and sobs, "How did you make yourself look like this? Did you have a bad life inside?"
"Heh." Seeing her cry, Shangguan Yingxue was fed up and sneered at her. He had a handcuff in his hand and made a piercing sound on the table in front of him, which made Cai Shuya feel even more uncomfortable.
"Do you think I can get better being locked up in a place like this?" She asked sarcastically.
Cai Shuya choked and her tears began to flow even faster. "Yingxue..."
Shangguan Yingxue was impatient to listen to her nonsense. She was a suspect now and only had five minutes to meet Cai Shuya. How could she let go of the hope she had been looking forward to so hard?
"Cut the crap. Let me ask you, do you really want to see me go to jail?" Shangguan Yingxue stared into Cai Shuya's eyes and suddenly leaned forward with hatred in his eyes.
"Aren't you my biological mother? Over the past twenty years, you have given me away to someone else without taking care of me for a day. Now, you're just watching the daughter you raised send me to jail and ruin my life?"
She didn't understand before, but now she finally understood. She poured the love she couldn't give her own daughter into her. It can't be denied that Cai Shuya really loved her, but to Cai Shuya, she was also her spiritual sustenance.
So, even if she really loved her, she didn't give her all the motherly love. Deep down in her heart, she had been thinking about her own daughter, and as a result, she might not even realize that she was holding back.
Naturally, unlike Xuan Rouxin's current treatment of Bai Mingyue, the kind of motherly love that was filled with only her, so gentle that it almost turned into water, was a wholehearted effort, without any reservations.
She finally realized that true kinship would be different. Naturally, the relationship with Xuan Rouxin had been much better in the past two days. However, Cai Shuya never came to see her. In front of Xuan Rouxin, Bai Mingyue never asked.
That day, Xuan Rouxin went back after visiting her. Mo Zihan was still with her. Bai Mingyue recovered for a long time. Seeing that he had been with him for a long time, he didn't mean to leave. He couldn't help but ask, "Don't you need to go to the company?"
"No need!" Mo-tse han held her hand tightly and did not let go. For a moment, he simply got up and sat down beside her. His other hand carefully circled behind her and hugged her into his arms. "Leave me alone. Have a good rest."
His face looked calm, but the thought of walking into that room last night and seeing Bai Mingyue made his heart ache as if it had been pierced by something, and it was still as clear as ever.
Bai Mingyue would never know that at that moment, he was really afraid... Afraid that it was too late. He had never been so afraid!
Fortunately, she's fine!
Her eyes fell on her wrist, and Mo-tse's cold eyes tightened as he looked at the thick gauze wrapped around her wrist. He looked down and kissed her soft hair with pity. He really couldn't imagine if she had been one step late, her hand would have been crippled because of the infection.
Now, he didn't want to do anything or go anywhere. He just stayed by her side. It seemed that was the only way to be sure that she was safe and sound beside him.
Bai Mingyue leaned into his arms, clearly he didn't say anything, but she could feel his nervousness and uneasiness. She had never seen him like this before and finally knew that this time, she really scared him.
For a long time, she lowered her eyes and said apologetically, "I'm sorry!"
Mo-tse was startled, but he pulled the corners of his lips slightly, wondering, "Why are you apologizing to me?"
"... I always seem to worry you." Bai Mingyue said helplessly, his mouth curved and he laughed at himself, "I always said before that I wanted to be independent and wanted you to give me freedom. But without you, I" ...
Mo Zihan did not answer. Before she could finish speaking, he suddenly reached out and lifted her chin. Her lips were a little pale. He lowered his head and held it in pity and sucked it. He blocked all her unfinished words.
Bai Mingyue subconsciously reached out and hugged his waist, relying on him wholeheartedly. A moment later, he let go of her and looked into her eyes with unblinking black eyes. He was so focused. "You know, I like you to rely on me like this and not be able to leave me."
His voice was soft, his tone overbearing and a little doting. Bai Mingyue couldn't help but smile and snuggle up to his neck. She didn't speak again. Mo Zihan waited for a while. Seeing that she was silent, he asked, "Do you want to sleep for a while?"
"Mmm!" She answered in a low voice. As she lay down, Bai Mingyue thought about it for a moment and asked, "How is she?"
Mo Zihan was stunned for a moment. Fang could tell from the expression on her face who she was asking. "She's fine. She's just a little scared."
Bai Mingyue nodded lightly and asked, "What about Shangguan Yingxue?"
When she said this, she looked at Mo Zihan without blinking. Mo-tse han gave her a hand to tuck in the corner of the quilt and felt a little annoyed when he saw her looking at him like this.
After all this time, did she still care about the little things he and Shangguan Yingxue had done before, and still think that he would care about anything?
"Of course I'm staying at the police station." Mo-tse's face was expressionless and there was a hint of displeasure in his tone.
Seeing that he seemed unhappy, Bai Mingyue lowered his eyes slightly and felt a bitter pain in his heart. "What are you going to do?"
Mo Zihan's face changed slightly as he looked at her. Her tone was cold and her voice dropped a few degrees. "Do what you want. The police will handle it."
What does that mean? What is he going to do? Mo-tse han was really a little angry. She just didn't believe him or herself. Do you think you're not as important as Shangguan Yingxue in his heart?
Bai Mingyue pursed his lips and remained silent. Mo Zihan looked at her for a long time and finally felt helpless. "The person who kidnapped you and the relevant evidence have been handed over to the police. Shangguan yingxue will pay for her actions. Ming Yue, what are you worried about?"
Bai Mingyue heard this and closed his eyes gently. "No."
She said, what is there to worry about? But Zi Han, are you sure you really have the heart to watch her go to jail? Thinking about Xuan Rouxin and Cai Shuya, Bai Mingyue's heart felt like a ball of cotton, soaked in cold water, and gradually swelled to make her heart stop.
I'm afraid neither of them wants to see Shangguan Yingxue go to jail. And these two people were the ones she couldn't hurt the most. In the end, Bai Mingyue felt bad. He buried his face between his pillows, and a tear streaked the corner of his eye.
But what about the hurt she suffered, could she just let it go?
After a long time, seeing that she seemed to be asleep with her eyes closed, Mo Zihan slowly got up, turned around and walked out of the ward, gently closing the door. He walked to the corridor outside the ward and was just about to take out a cigarette when his eyes inadvertently swept past the door of the next ward.
The light in his eyes flickered slightly. After a moment of silence, Mo Zihan walked over and knocked on the door of the ward, but no one answered for a long time. He frowned, pushed open the door and walked in. Cai Shuya was gone.
Then he called the nurse who was in charge of the place. The nurse said uncertainly, "She said she wanted to take a walk in the garden downstairs, why don't I go there?"
The patients who could stay in this vip ward were either rich or expensive, not to mention that Mo Zihan had booked all the floors to keep them from being disturbed. The nurse didn't dare to ask cai shuya where she wanted to go or what she wanted to do.
Looking at the handsome man in front of her, the nurse shrank her shoulders and was afraid. She regretted that she did not tell her to go back to the ward earlier when the patient left.
Mo Zihan didn't say much, just waved his hand and spat out two words coldly, "Go find it!"
If the nurse was granted an amnesty, she ran away quickly. Mo Zihan's expression was a little complicated. Whether Cai Shuya was used by Shangguan Yingxue or not, it was for her that Bai Mingyue was taken advantage of. He couldn't blame her.
But no matter what, Cai Shuya was always Bai Mingyue's foster mother. For the sake of nurturing, there were some things he could not pursue, and Bai Mingyue could only forgive. Mo Zihan's face darkened and his fingers tightened.
However, I hope that cai shuya will not squander this nurturing kindness to the end, leaving no trace. In the end, it must have been Bai Mingyue who was in even more pain. Thinking of this, the man's eyes became even more sinister.
At the same time, Cai Shuya, who had been in a difficult position for several days, finally couldn't help but go to the police station. When she saw Shangguan Yingxue describe her miserable appearance, tears fell down her face, and her heart ached so much that she couldn't speak for a long time.
Even if Shangguan Yingxue was wrong again, she would still be her own daughter. Compared to her discomfort and excitement, Shangguan yingxue seemed very calm. At least she was much calmer than when she saw Xuan Rouxin.
Within a few days, she had lost a lot of weight. Her face was haggard without a trace of blood, and half of her face was still swollen. Her eyes were as still as stagnant water.
"I thought you were going to leave me alone." Shangguan Yingxue said, his eyes sinister, and even his tone of voice sinister, full of resentment.
She had quarreled and quarreled over the past few days, but in the end, the people in the detention center had plenty of ways to calm her down. In the end, as the days passed, Xuan Rouxin never came to see her again, not even with Cai Shuya.
Her heart was filled with resentment, falling into despair bit by bit! The feeling of being abandoned by the whole world was like a devil's hand, pulling her into an endless dark abyss.
But in the end, she waited for Cai Shuya, not Xuan Rouxin. Shangguan Yingxue could not tell whether he was happy or more desperate. It was like being stabbed by a knife and then stirred up.
"Yingxue!" Cai Shuya's face was filled with tears and sobs, "How did you make yourself look like this? Did you have a bad life inside?"
"Heh." Seeing her cry, Shangguan Yingxue was fed up and sneered at her. He had a handcuff in his hand and made a piercing sound on the table in front of him, which made Cai Shuya feel even more uncomfortable.
"Do you think I can get better being locked up in a place like this?" She asked sarcastically.
Cai Shuya choked and her tears began to flow even faster. "Yingxue..."
Shangguan Yingxue was impatient to listen to her nonsense. She was a suspect now and only had five minutes to meet Cai Shuya. How could she let go of the hope she had been looking forward to so hard?
"Cut the crap. Let me ask you, do you really want to see me go to jail?" Shangguan Yingxue stared into Cai Shuya's eyes and suddenly leaned forward with hatred in his eyes.
"Aren't you my biological mother? Over the past twenty years, you have given me away to someone else without taking care of me for a day. Now, you're just watching the daughter you raised send me to jail and ruin my life?"
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