Never deeply in love

No one would help her, no one would save her, she could only help herself, save herself! Her eyes were wide open, and her twisted and ferocious face was frightening. Cai Shuya's eyes were filled with hatred, and they were so bright that they reflected his frightened face.

When Bai Mingyue came over, Xuan Rouxin was sitting on the sofa in the living room. She tilted slightly, holding a cup of cold coffee in her hand. Her eyes were half lowered and she did not move. She did not know what she was thinking.

But it was obvious that she was not in the right mood.

Bai Mingyue was a little worried. She walked over and said, "Mom."

She called out to her softly. A servant had already come over to take the bag from her hand and reminded xuan rouxin with a smile, "Madam, miss is here."

Xuan Rouxin looked up at her and smiled gently, but his expression was a little worried. The servants in the family could naturally call Ming Yue'miss' now, but she always thought of Yingxue.

"Ming Yue, come here and sit next to mom." She put down her glass and waved to her. The look in her eyes was gentle and affectionate, but there was a hint of sadness. The once powerful and arrogant lady has changed a lot since then.

It made her feel both familiar and unfamiliar.

Bai Mingyue smiled at her and obediently walked up to her and sat down. "Mom, are you feeling better?"

As she spoke, she looked at Xuan Rouxin's arm that had been cut by Shangguan Yingxue. It had been so long, and it should be fine. But when she thought of Shangguan Yingxue, her eyes flashed and a complex light flashed past her.

Xuan rou's heart and eyes were slightly glazed. Seeing Bai Mingyue's clear eyes overflowing with concern, some words became even more difficult to say.

"Mom... Good, you don't have to worry." She said, with a slight sigh.

Bai Mingyue looked at her and pursed his lips. "Mom, you're worried about her."

She said, maybe it was mother and daughter after all. She could see the flicker and helplessness in Xuan Rouxin's eyes, and also her sadness and intolerance. I heard that people with strong looks often have a soft heart.

This was very well confirmed by Xuan Rouxin.

Bai Mingyue's directness startled Xuan Rouxin. However, with her personality, even if she was told what she was thinking, there was nothing to hide. Therefore, she was only slightly stunned, and a bitter smile spilled from the corner of her mouth.

It means acquiescence.

"Ming Yue, I know she did a lot of wrong things and hurt you." She reached over and held Bai Mingyue's hand, rubbing it with a pained and guilty hand. "Mom's still thinking about her. Will you be angry?"

"How could it be?" Bai Mingyue smiled, his eyes clear and clean, without any impurities. She took Xuan Rouxin's hand and comforted him. "I won't be angry, and I won't blame you. Mom, now, I'm a mother too."

So, she could understand her feelings. Whether she could forgive and let go of everything that Shangguan Yingxue had done, it could not change the fact that she had been with Xuan Rouxin for more than 20 years.

After all, it's better to make a fool of people. If the truth about their lives hadn't been revealed, Shangguan Yingxue would still be the daughter of the Shangguan family. Perhaps, it will not become more and more extreme, and more and more mistakes have been made.

At the thought of this, her mood was inexplicably complicated. But now, she was able to face all this calmly.

There was no trace of resentment or dissatisfaction in her eyes. Her calmness and calmness made xuan rou feel a little relieved, but there was also unspeakable comfort. There was something in her daughter's character that resembled her.

After experiencing so many things, he still did not hate or complain, which was a rare and valuable quality. It's a pity that Yingxue, even if she wasn't her own child, was brought up by her by her side to teach and educate, but why was she so paranoid?

When she left, Xuan Rouxin walked her to the door. It was a little cold, and the cold wind blew her hair away. Bai Mingyue brushed her hair off her face, and Xuan Rouxin couldn't help but reach out and tuck it in for her, looking at her with loving eyes.

"If Chen Chen wasn't too young, mom would have kept you at home for a while longer." She said with emotion, half loving and half reluctant.

Her own flesh and blood, but never had the opportunity to stay together, more intimate, inevitably make her feel sorry.

Bai Mingyue raised the corner of her lips and smiled lightly. She held Xuan Rouxin's hand and comforted him gently, "It's okay. When the weather gets warmer, I'll bring chen chen to see you often."

"Yes." Thinking of his chubby and adorable grandson, Xuan Rouxin was getting on in years, and he couldn't help but feel more indulgent. She let go of Bai Mingyue's hand and pushed her hurriedly. "It's cold. Go back."

After a few more words, Bai Mingyue got back into his car and left. In the meantime, Xuan Rouxin had been standing at the door watching with eager eyes. It was not until she saw the car drive away that she took her eyes back and turned around to enter the house.

In the meantime, her face, eyes, and eyes were filled with motherly love - so hot, so deep that it hurt nearby, Shangguan Yingxue who had been hiding there watching this scene for a long time.

Her eyes suddenly darkened and became extremely resentful. A pair of hands that were so pale that they did not have any color left in them, were tightly clenched with great force. The more she breathed, the more she gasped and her chest heaved.

In the chest, it was like a monster was hidden. She was tearing and screaming, almost breaking through her body and destroying everything.

"Mom-" she raised her voice abruptly, her voice a little ferocious.

A sudden cry made Xuan Rouxin suddenly stop in his tracks. She turned her head in shock and saw Shangguan Yingxue walking towards her step by step. Her face was very tense, and her eyes were inexplicably strange, as well as inexplicably frightening.

Xuan Rouxin took a step back and gasped for air. She almost thought she was dazed. She looked at Shangguan Yingxue, who was still wearing a psychiatric hospital gown, in disbelief. She looked at her twisted but normal face.

"Yingxue?" Her pupils dilated, and she called out in astonishment. "You..."

"Heh, are you surprised to see that I'm fine?" Shangguan Yingxue sneered. "Or rather, you're ready to abandon my daughter completely. You don't want to see me at all. Yes, no, yes?"

The last three words, too, were gnashing their teeth, and their eyes were filled with deep resentment.

Xuan Rouxin quickly regained his senses and looked at Shangguan Yingxue in this way, both familiar and unfamiliar. Her expression and tone, though normal, were clearly abnormal.

For a moment, she didn't know what to say.

"Aren't you in the hospital? Why did he come here all of a sudden?" She said, naturally, this question did not mean anything else, but in Shangguan Yingxue's heart, it was tantamount to setting off waves.

Here? Haha, isn't this her home? Shangguan yingxue paused and burst into hysterical laughter. She really wanted to stay in that kind of place.

It was no wonder that Xuan Rouxin had not visited her once since she was imprisoned there. Not once! How hateful she was. Shangguan yingxue smiled uncontrollably, tears oozing from the corners of her eyes, but her eyes were especially sharp, and she was hysterical.

Xuan Rouxin looked a little scared, but at the end of the day, she was also holding her daughter in her hand, caring for her for more than 20 years, so she was also a little worried.

She felt that Shangguan Yingxue's mental state was really in trouble, but she just didn't know how she got out of the hospital. Seeing her like this, she did not want to think too much and immediately raised her voice to call for help.

"Come..."

But Shangguan Yingxue took a step forward and grabbed her arm. She used a lot of strength, sharp nails, and deeply pierced Xuan Rouxin's skin. Her eyes were even sharper.

"What are you doing?" She gave a low roar and stopped her.

Xuan rou was startled. She was completely unprepared for Shangguan Yingxue. Whether she was mentally ill or not, no matter what she had done before. Subconsciously, Shangguan Yingxue was still her daughter, or rather, her family.

Even if their relationship was no longer the same. It was impossible to erase the family ties that had been established over the past twenty years.

Almost instinctively, she subconsciously held her hand with her backhand and said anxiously, "I'll have someone send you back!"

However, Shangguan Yingxue suddenly became angry, his face was ferocious, and he said in a hateful voice, "Send me back?" She looked at Xuan Rouxin with a grim expression. Her eyes were filled with despair and madness.

"Are you going to send me back to that godforsaken place? Haha, Xuan Rouxin, you're so ruthless! How cruel! I've been by your side for more than 20 years, but in the end, you don't have any affection for me, haha!"

She laughed wildly and hysterically, holding Xuan Rouxin's finger even harder. Xuan rou cried out in pain, "Yingxue..."

Inside the villa, the servants heard the noise and ran over. When they saw Shangguan Yingxue, who had not been seen for a long time, suddenly appeared, and still appeared in this manner at the door of the house, they couldn't help but be a little stunned.

"Madam, miss..."

It was as if the young lady had stabbed Shangguan Yingxue again. She thought it was ironic. She looked at the servants who kept coming over. Her pupils dilated little by little, just like the medical staff who tried to stop her while she was holding Cai Shuya hostage and fleeing the mental hospital.

They were all here to catch her! They were all here to take her back and lock her up in a place like that, pretending to be a fool. It was better to die than to live! Every day of hers was spent counting the time. How agonizing!

Thinking about it like this, the hatred in my heart was like a torrential flood, falling like a mountain to the sea. Completely, drowning all her reason, her mind was no longer half rational and sober.

"Don't even come over!" She screamed, almost crazily, full of anger and hatred, and pulled Xuan Rouxin towards her.