Nihilist

I have traveled among a million planets

Searching for a truth that doesn't exist

Hoping to find the meaning of it all

I am a soldier of the cosmos

Watching the drops of divinity

Freeze below the surface

That holds a thousand years' evolution

Lost by man, but never by the earth it rests within

I have found it

I have found where her heart is

Hidden behind everlasting ice

Deep within a cave reflected by a black hole

As the light that may find it

Is consumed into nothing in an instant

Man requires a light to survive

As being surrounded in the dark

As if floating in space

WIll kill them not because of the temperature

To the vast universe that suffocates them

In its indistinct and devastating beauty

Stepping over the frozen cracks

Blinded for her safety

and seeing not with eyes

Nor anything in my body

But with my control

And my dying hope

That I will truly see once more

I can feel her blood

Dripping from the icicles

Flowing through the walls

I can hear the faint pumps

Thumping below my feet

Captivating any other noise I've ever heard

And taking its throne as a vibration

I will never forget

I keep walking

Each step only seems to drown

In the beat of her heart

Hidden deep through a million layers

Of ice

Of ice

Getting louder and stronger

Bringing a reminder to those who dare to hear her

That she will rise one day

Her knowledge incomprehensible

For she is the Queen of our reality

And she awaits the moment

We realize

What we really are

Who we really are

And whether we can find our purpose

On our own

Because until then

We fall beneath the cracks

And fall in an endless void

Only to join all creatures

that roamed a thousand years' before

And to connect to the source

That brought her to life

For their blood is hers.