Once Loved You Quietly

"Strange, I remember when I was tidying up my desk last night, I didn't find this brown paper file bag?"

I picked up the file bag with doubts. There was no mark on it. I was worried that it was Gu Liancheng's stuff. It was not good to open it privately.

Just put it back on the table, maybe it's fate. From the file bag, it can slide out a few pages and fall on the floor.

I naturally bent over to pick up, white and black words, reflected in my eyes, at this moment, my whole body blood seems to be solidified.

Those five big words, "new divorce agreement", instantly put me into hell.

My hands are shaking, picking up the paper is very simple, but my hands can't pick up the so-called divorce agreement.

I slowly sat on the floor, closed my eyes, let the tears flow freely.

These three days of lonely and helpless life, I have not shed tears, only today to see the most cruel reality, let me unbridled tears.

Gu Liancheng has already signed his name at the back of the divorce agreement. The meaningful name in regular script reminds me that when we were getting the marriage certificate, he signed it.

I didn't expect that more than two years later, everything was so heartless and cruel.

I can't feel heartache, my whole body is light, helpless, helpless, indifferent, curled up in the corner.

Happiness seems to pass, pain and loneliness seem to accompany me

At this time, my mobile phone rang, I struggled to stand up, picked up my mobile phone, the above display is "husband" call.

These days, I've been waiting for this man's call, but now I don't want to see the name again.

I did not hesitate to press the hang up, but my mobile phone has not been put down, the call came again.

This time I pressed the answer button, but I didn't say a word, waiting for Gu Liancheng to speak. Sure enough, his voice came first, still so magnetic, just a little less emotion.

"Did you see it all?" He asked faintly.

And I still didn't answer, just want to hear him say, "hello are you there Su Xin, are you there? "

"Yes I respond quietly, I don't want Gu Liancheng to recognize my throat. This is my last point of self-esteem.

He continued, "you sign as soon as possible, and I'll give it to Lawyer Chen!"

After that, we both fell into silence, and a minute passed. "And You don't have to go when I'm in court. If you have any other questions, you can go to Lawyer Chen, who can fully represent me. "

I thought he would give me a reason, at least a high sounding reason to break up, but no, only a cold and objective explanation.

At this moment, my mood finally broke out, like a ready string, like a raging flood, "Gu Liancheng, are you really sick? Just because I see Hao Tian, you are going to break up with me. Just because Hao Tian and I plead for you, you are going to break up with me? And what about you? Li Jingru, I don't know how many times I meet you It's two fingers. I can't count them! If you divorce me for this reason, I can only tell myself that I am blind! For more than two years, I've been farting or acting... "

I don't want to give Gu Liancheng any face. I don't care if he is an elite in the industry or a young talent.

I'm going to vent my resentment in my heart and say that I'm not only a resentful wife, but also a shrew.

"Gu Liancheng, I can divorce you, but you remember that Su Xin never owes you, doesn't covet your money, and doesn't pester you. You've been put in prison by your predecessor. I didn't say a word of complaint. You're going to be sentenced to prison, and I didn't want to leave you! But now? You also tell the villain first, put away your ridiculous reason, I won't play with you! "

I hung up the phone, took a deep breath, picked up the divorce agreement, decisively signed my name.

But when Gu Liancheng and I got married and signed, we were so determined. Now we are so determined.

When I married Gu Liancheng, I was so impulsive and ridiculous. Now I am so impulsive and ridiculous.

Calm down, my heart will still hurt, just don't want to look back, think back

This relationship between Gu Liancheng and me, this marriage, I am happy, but only I know the sadness behind it.

Being gossip is the most normal thing. Being maliciously slandered has become an indispensable part of my life. In the end, it ends with this result.

Is I too bad, or Gu Liancheng too unfeeling, I wipe tears, can't help but ask yourself with a wry smile.

The final answer, only sad heartbreak, I and Hao Tianyi's failure feelings, is my immature, is Hao Tianyi's irresponsible.

Then my failure to marry Gu Liancheng may be my stupidity and impulse.Be blinded by happiness, can't see the real Gu Liancheng will be so determined and careful.

After listening to this, I quietly reflected at home and wept bitterly. Finally, I handed the divorce agreement to Lawyer Chen.

He was very calm and seemed to know that I would sign. At this time, I suddenly withdrew the divorce agreement into my own hands.

"What's the matter, Mrs. Gu?" He asked, puzzled.

"Oh It's not appropriate to call me Mrs. Gu now! "

"Before you divorce Mr. Gu, it's appropriate for me to call you Mrs. Gu." He explained, but his expression was somewhat unnatural.

I felt that there must be something between him and Gu Liancheng that was hidden from me. I asked, "Lawyer Chen, did Gu Liancheng explain anything before he divorced me? As a divorced person, I should at least know why Gu Liancheng divorced me. "

"This It's clearly written in the divorce agreement that your relationship with Mr. Gu has broken down. "

I can't help but smile bitterly, "Lawyer Chen, I don't know the professional knowledge of law, but I still know the sophistication of these people. There are many kinds of emotional breakdown, which can also cause emotional breakdown. Domestic violence can also cause emotional breakdown. I don't know what kind of Gu Liancheng is?"

"Mr. Gu He didn't... "

"Nothing?"

"Mrs. Gu, these questions need you to communicate with Mr. Gu. I can answer all your legal professional questions, but I have no comment on your feelings with Mr. Gu!"

"You'd better not know anything!" I will sign the divorce agreement, heavy on the table.

Then I left without looking back. As for the division of property and the distribution of assets, I don't want to worry about it at all.

I didn't tell anyone about my divorce from Gu Liancheng. Even if my parents called me these days and asked me about Gu Liancheng, I cheated them that we were fine.

Just hang up my parents' phone, I will cry a lot, I don't want to let them worry, but the truth let them down.

I lost my youth in the hands of two men. The 18-year-old was ignorant and shy to Hao Tianyi, while the 25-year-old was mature and sincere to Gu Liancheng.

In the end, it's a dream, nothing

I haven't been to the company since I handed in the divorce agreement. I'm going to leave next month. There are so many good memories there that I don't have the courage to go to work again.

And I live in this house, I will move, with the money saved in the past two years, I want to mortgage a small apartment, only enough for me to live alone.

Although there must be pressure, I don't want to build happiness and stability on marriage and men.

I locked myself in my bedroom, turned off my cell phone and computer, and just spent all my time in memory and reflection.

Sometimes cry, sometimes smile, like schizophrenia depression, fortunately I am more mature than before.

Although painful, I will not deny myself, Gu Liancheng and I have known each other for more than two years, I have grown up a lot, although there is still a gap with this man, but my efforts are worthy of my love.

I live day and night. When I'm hungry, I go to the fridge to find food, fruit, bread, instant noodles, and even expired milk. I drink it directly.

In the past three days, I completely lost contact with the outside world

But a sudden knock on the door woke me up. I didn't even know what time it was. I picked up my cell phone and found that it was getting better.

The curtains in the room are so good at shading. I thought it was night, and the knock on the door became more and more urgent.

I wanted to pretend that there was no one inside, but I heard the voice outside the door, "Xin'er, open the door! I know you're in there! " This is big old Liu's voice.

I apologized to Lao Liu countless times in my heart, "sorry, Lao Liu, I don't want to see you, I just don't have the face to see anyone now!"

"Open the door, xiner?" She called my name anxiously and worried.

I'm heartbroken, but I've been enduring

"Xin'er, don't let your uncles and aunts worry. They already know. Open the door, open the door..."

What? My uncle and aunt are my parents.

Do they know? Do they know about my divorce from Gu Liancheng?

I was terrified. I didn't want to talk about it so early, but now I can't hide it.

"Xin'er, are you there?" This is my father's voice. It's very hoarse.

I'm heartbroken when I listen.

"Xin'er, when you open the door, mom and dad want to see you. They won't blame you. As long as you are safe, we will be relieved. Xin'er, are you there?"

As a daughter, I did not take care of them, but let them worry so much, I blame myself and feel guilty.

"Xin'er, if you are here, promise!"