Once Loved You Quietly

I went into the room and found Gu Liancheng lying on the bed, motionless.

I suddenly had an unexpected premonition. I quickly walked over and saw Gu Liancheng's sleeping face, which was slightly red. I reached out and touched his forehead gently

"So hot?" I'm worried. The temperature is at least 40 degrees.

"Liancheng, Liancheng, wake up!" I quietly called his name, but Gu Liancheng just turned over and continued to fall asleep.

Looking at this situation, I was really confused. I quickly found out the thermometer and took my temperature. "41. 5 ".

"No, Liancheng, wake up!" I kept shaking his body and had to keep him awake.

After a long time, Gu Liancheng opened his eyes, "I What's wrong with me? "

"Liancheng, you have a high fever. Get up and I'll take you to the hospital!" I'm going to help him get up.

But Gu Liancheng shook his head, "no, I'll sleep for a while!"

"No, Liancheng, you have to get up now!" Although I'm persuading, men just don't want to cooperate. I'm like an ant on a hot pot.

I wanted to call 120, but one of them called the medical staff, which made a fuss.

Later, I thought that there were some antipyretic drugs in the medicine box at home. I finally found them and convinced Gu Liancheng to drink them.

A glass of warm water, a piece of antipyretic, and then put a wet towel on his forehead.

So tossed for an hour, and then take a temperature, the temperature is finally down a little, I gave him a cup of warm water.

Seeing that he was not so sad at last, I felt relieved. After a busy afternoon, I was tired. I wanted to rest on the sofa, but I fell asleep.

Slowly I felt it, but I found a blanket on my body. "Strange, I didn't cover the quilt before I went to bed! Is it? "

When I got up and looked towards the big bed, I found that Gu Liancheng was no longer on the bed.

In the heart inexplicable disappointment, "he still left!"

But when I walked out of my bedroom, I found something moving downstairs. "No one will come in again, will they? God, I can't stand such stimulation in a day? "

I hurried downstairs to see what happened, but asked a strong smell of vegetables.

"It's me!" Gu Liancheng came out of the kitchen with a spoon in his hand.

"You You didn't go? " I was stunned.

"Isn't it impolite to leave without saying goodbye?" He had a faint smile and tired eyes.

"Are you cooking?"

"Well Fever's gone. I'm hungry! I saw that there were still some things in the refrigerator, so I made some pasta. I remember you liked it, too! " Gu Liancheng stood in front of the stove and sat down to eat skillfully.

This scene for me, once not unfamiliar, but now he can do so, let me warm in the heart.

"You just got rid of the fever? I'll do it I went up to pick up the spoon.

"No, I can!" Gu Liancheng wanted to get the spoon, but he held my hand tightly.

At this moment, we were both shocked, but Gu Liancheng immediately took back his hand and said again: "I'll come! You're exhausted, too. "

"Yes I don't want to force him any more. Such politeness may be a pressure on him.

I slowly back to the seat, in a moment, the delicious pasta, on the end.

"Do you like it or not?" This man is still so gentle.

I picked up the knife and fork, tasted it, the taste is still delicious, looking at my opposite Gu Liancheng eat with relish.

This kind of feeling brings me back to the past

"Liancheng!" I called him casually.

“……” He was slightly stunned, looked at me, we two looked at each other for a few seconds, and then lowered our heads to eat again.

I can't help but feel embarrassed.

After a simple dinner, Gu Liancheng was tidying up the knives and forks, while I was tidying up the kitchen utensils.

"Don't move, there are still injuries on your arm!"

"It's OK. This injury won't delay doing things!" He grabbed in front of me and packed up.

It's the dishwasher at home, so I can go away and let Gu Liancheng do it.

Seeing him busy, I feel a lot. Last night's conversation between me and him has extinguished my hope of loving him.

But he appeared so gently in my home, so gently repeated the previous things.

I hope to ignite again, maybe I will be amorous, maybe I will continue to be rejected, but I don't want to give up.

Gu Liancheng is really good, and I really love him!

Does he still love me? I'm not sure, at least I know he doesn't hate me.

After a while, Gu Liancheng came to the living room, "that I'll go first. It's late. "Want to retain words, just to the mouth, swallow down, I do not have any qualifications and reasons, and then leave Gu Liancheng.

"Well It's late! " When I finished, I lowered my head and looked at Gu Liancheng holding his coat.

I took the initiative to open the door to him, "you pay attention to safety, arm injury, go back to change dressing, had better go to the hospital again!"

"Well, you You also pay attention to safety With that, he turned and left.

And in this moment, I suddenly stretched out my arm and hugged him tightly from behind him.

This is my instinct, but also my impulse, to retain words I can not say, but this hug represents my most real idea.

"Liancheng, I don't want to give up you, give up our feelings!"

"Don't Come on, Xin'er, I'm... " He wants to talk and stops. It seems that there is something hard to say.

"Do you have something to hide from me, Liancheng? You tell me, let's face it together!"

But Gu Liancheng didn't give me an answer. He replaced everything with silence.

But my hand didn't let go. I smelled the most familiar masculinity. "Liancheng, for two years, I want to hold you like this every day. Every day when you come back, no, every minute, I'm suffering! Now that you are back, why are you so far away from me? Don't you love me? Not at all? "

I will be hidden in the heart of the words, all said out, "Liancheng, even if you think I'm haunted, I also want to tell you, I love you, I always love you, I don't want to leave you, no one can replace you!"

This numb love words, before I was ashamed to speak, now I have all said it.

I don't know if it's too late

I can't see Gu Liancheng's expression, but I can feel his whole body shaking, as if he is suppressing some emotion.

The surrounding air seems to have solidified, quiet terrible, I am waiting for Gu Liancheng's answer.

But he did not speak, I have begun to cry, is sad, is worried, is afraid.

I'm afraid this man will go away and I'll never see him again.

After a long time, Gu Liancheng whispered: "Xin'er, don't do that!" His voice was shaking.

"I just want to know!" I took a deep breath. "Do you love me or not?"

My heart has almost jumped to my throat. I am waiting for the answer, like a criminal waiting to be sentenced.

But Gu Liancheng slowly turned around, his eyes flashing with tears, serious and affectionate.

"You Do you still love me? " I choked. Tears blurred my vision.

I can't figure out Gu Liancheng's mind. I have no confidence in his answer.

But this man held my cheek directly. I was confused, but I felt the warmth of his hand.

All of a sudden, he leaned over and directly kissed my lips, which made me lose my mind immediately.

But just when our deep love became more and more intense, Gu Liancheng suddenly pushed me away, "sorry, Su Xin, I can't take advantage of people's danger!"

"You Liancheng, what are you doing I was stunned.

"Sorry, Su Xin, we can't do this!" He turned and left this time, quite thoroughly, without hesitation.

I was standing in the same place, just all, is it a dream?

It's not a dream. Why should Gu Liancheng leave decisively?

I don't understand, I have no choice, "Gu Liancheng, Gu Liancheng!" I yelled his name, but the man didn't look back.

These 36 hours, like a dream, there are nightmares, there are dreams, but in the end I was the lonely one.

This night, I didn't close my eyes, just sat quietly at the head of the bed, where I should go, no one can tell me, I don't know.

But the only thing I can be sure is that Gu Liancheng still has feelings for me, and he must have some hard words to hide, otherwise he would not do this to me.

That kiss is the best proof, affectionate and attentive