Once Loved You Quietly

"So early, where will Ozawa go?" I whispered, this weekend, I remember she didn't have extracurricular activities today.

And the sky looks like it's going to rain, "where's the child?" I picked up the phone and called Mo Yanze, but no one answered the phone.

"Miss Su, don't worry too much. Ozawa said before he left. He'll be back before lunch."

After listening to what sister Lin said, I was relieved. On a rare weekend, I wanted to have a good sleep at home, but I had something in my heart. I was lying in bed and couldn't sleep at all.

It looks like nothing happened, but my heart is full of scars

I suffered the most serious internal injury, but I can only pretend to be calm. This is my current state. I immediately sat up and shredded the DNA test sheet on my desk.

Out of sight, out of mind, this is the most useless way for me to escape

At this time, there was a flash of thunder in the sky. It seemed that it was going to rain. Mo Yanze had not come back yet. I was worried and picked up my mobile phone to call her.

This time, Mo Yanze answered. Before I spoke, she said on the phone, "sister, I'll be home in ten minutes. Please open the door and wait for me!"

"Good Ozawa, what's the matter with you? " I asked a little worried, her tone is very strange, "Ozawa, are you ok?"

"It's OK, sister, you wait for me at home!" With that, she hung up, and I was in a fog. I didn't know what kind of tricks the girl was going to play.

I took a look at the time. Ten minutes later, I went downstairs to open the door on time. By this time, there was a doorbell outside. Sister Lin was about to open the door.

"I'll do it!" I went to sister Lin and opened the door, but the man outside surprised me.

He is no one else. It is Gu Liancheng. He looks at me haggardly, his mouth is trembling slightly, and my heart is beating. I didn't expect that he would appear outside my house.

"Xin'er, I'm sorry, I I've been afraid to see you. I'm sorry... " His voice is hoarse and his eyes are dull. It can be seen that he came to me after countless ideological struggles.

No, I saw Mo Yanze from behind him, "Ozawa, why are you in his car?"

"Sister, I found this heartless man here!"

I gave a wry smile, and then looked at Gu Liancheng, "if Ozawa doesn't go to you, how long are you going to hide from me?"

"I..." Gu Liancheng for a time, his head down, his escape, let me inexplicably disappointed.

"Ozawa, this door welcomes you, not him!" I picked up Ozawa and went into the house. Gu Liancheng was still outside the door.

Although I don't have the heart, but this matter, he did wrong, to avoid the harm to me is even greater.

The moment I closed the door, my heart was broken, but I no longer had the courage to face him.

He is not only my lover, but also the father of a child. Such multiple identities make me not qualified to stay with him.

"Xin'er, I admit my weakness, but I don't want to deny that I love you. I really love you..." Gu Liancheng said aloud outside the door.

I tightly frowned, Mo Yanze gently released my hand, "elder sister, you also have a good chat through the door, I have brought you, what he wants to say, you listen, as for forgive or not is your own meaning! Although I don't understand your adult feelings, I know that some people will miss it for a lifetime. "

I gently knocked her forehead, "little girl, you know so much."

"That's what my mother told me, that's what she told me before she died, so I'm sincere to everyone around me." She explained it to me very seriously.

And I finally summoned up the courage, went to the door, "Gu Liancheng, Li Jingru will DNA test results told me!"

"I'm sorry, Xin'er Sorry, I didn't know how to do it when I first found out. But now I still want to tell you that nothing really happened between Li Jingru and me! " His explanation, though sincere, now sounds feeble.

I sighed deeply, "Liancheng, I still believe you, but the reality is cruel. You and Li Jingru have children. You can't deny this relationship!"

"I Xin'er, I don't intend to give up the responsibility of being a father to my children, but I don't want to lose you either... " His voice was interrupted by thunder and lightning.

Is this God warning him? At first glance, it sounds selfish, but at the bottom of my heart, it seems that I still want to be with him.

Less than ten seconds, the sky began to rain, lightning and thunder, I yelled to Gu Liancheng outside the door: "you go first!"

There was no sound outside the door, and our conversation was over. This kind of thing, no matter how to say it, would not have any result.

Back in the living room, I sat alone on the sofa, watching the heavy rain outside the window, tears also slowly fall, I don't know my love with this man, where should I go?After a while, Mo Yanze rushed out of the room and said in a loud voice: "elder sister, do you have the heart to let him drench in the rain? If you don't make up, it's not good if you're sick. "

"What? Isn't Gu Liancheng gone? " I dried my tears and opened the door.

I saw Gu Liancheng standing outside my house. Although there was shelter around him, the rain still made him wet

"Liancheng, what are you doing?" I called out his name.

"Xin'er, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry..." Gu Liancheng kept repeating this sentence.

But now I just hope he won't get caught in the rain, "Liancheng, you go back quickly, we all calm down, this kind of thing I can't accept for the moment."

"Xin'er, but I don't believe it, I don't believe it. Li Jingru is my child in her stomach. Please give me another chance, OK?"

Gu Liancheng suddenly raised this question and let me yell: "Gu Liancheng, please don't say such words. The child is innocent, even if Li Jingru is wrong..."

"Xiner, can you give me a chance? The child is innocent, but I don't know. I don't ask for your forgiveness, but don't forget me from your world, OK? " This is the first time a man has begged me in his feelings.

I was moved, but more heartache, "Gu Liancheng, you have been in my heart for six years, I want to forget you, I am also very painful, but now we The problem is too complicated. I'm tired... "

"I'm sorry, Xin'er, I'm sorry..." He kept apologizing to me, and that helpless expression broke my heart.

"Xin'er, my escape this time has hurt you. There won't be such a thing in the future, as long as you can give me a chance."

"I'm sorry, Gu Liancheng. I want to see the result more. No matter how good our relationship is, we can't resist such a test. We should calm down a bit! "

I never like this kind of cold treatment to my feelings, but now facing this complicated situation, I can only use this kind of cold treatment.

"OK, Xin'er, I will give you a result!"

The rain is getting heavier and heavier, and the figure and voice of men are becoming more and more blurred. I shut the door heavily, and I'm not allowed to let my heart soften again. In this case, I have to cut the mess quickly.

I can't take over the father of a child in the name of love. Although Li Jingru is extremely hateful, she makes herself pregnant in this way

After a long time, the rain stopped, but my tears, or hanging in the corner of the eye, I do not blame Gu Liancheng, can only accept this cruel reality.

But after the heavy rain stopped, I didn't see the sunshine. When I opened the window and wanted to breathe some fresh air, I suddenly saw the familiar figure outside the window.

"Liancheng, you..." The man stood under my window, laughing foolishly.

He said in a loud voice: "Xin'er, I just want to see you. Now that I see it, I'll go first. How are you! Wait for me to be careful... "

Just as he finished his sentence, the dark clouds suddenly dispersed, and the sun was shining through the thick clouds on the wet grass. The rain and the sun were intertwined, and a beautiful rainbow appeared.

At this moment, I believe that sentence, you love a person's performance, that person's whole body is emitting light.

Gu Liancheng in my eyes is so, he waved to me, ready to turn away.

At this moment, I finally put down the tangled point in my heart, rushed down the building, opened the door and ran towards Gu Liancheng.

He was confused. Maybe he didn't expect that I would come downstairs to see him. Just when I wanted to hold him, the man pushed me away gently. He was very embarrassed and said, "Xin'er, I'm wet. Don't hold me. I'm afraid you have a cold..."

I don't care! " I still hold him tightly, "I even you have children with others, can forgive you, what is wet?"

"Well..." He was also willing to stretch out his arm and hold me in his arms. He kept repeating, "I'm sorry, Xin'er, I'm sorry..."

"I I didn't forgive you, you don't want to be so happy! "Seeing that he had a smile at the corner of his mouth, I immediately warned.

"I won't forgive myself, either!" He immediately explained, "I won't forgive myself for not giving you a satisfactory answer."

"That's about the same!" I take a deep breath, in the feelings, I really do not have a little bit of principle.

Fortunately, Gu Liancheng said that no matter who the child is, what Li Jingru did will not be forgiven. As for the relationship between him and Li Jingru that I am worried about, he said with certainty: "I will have a showdown with Li Jingru, just today, right now!"

"Don't You've put up with it for a long time. Don't give up now

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