Once Loved You Quietly

I had a full and warm day. I always looked forward to a metropolis like San Francisco. Today, when I came to his street, it really deserved my reputation.

The Golden Gate Bridge, the fisherman's Wharf, and the hippie music I've been longing for

I want to stay with Gu Liancheng in San Francisco for a few days. At first, I still feel pressure. After all, I came to see Gu Liancheng's parents. It would be pressure and constraint to stay more. However, I didn't expect that his parents were so approachable. They not only took care of me, but also put forward a lot of suggestions for our travel route.

"Xin'er, are you satisfied with my tour guide today?"

"Very satisfied, very satisfied..." This is my sincere and expected thing. Gu Liancheng is so considerate in life that I believe he will not let me down in tourism.

Sure enough, I've had a great trip these two days, and I've seen the most distinctive side of San Francisco.

"Well You go to take a bath now, I'll go to the study for a while! "

"All right!" I didn't think much about it. Gu Liancheng hasn't been home for a long time. It's normal to talk to his parents.

But I was in bed looking at my mobile phone. After a while, I turned on the TV again. At eleven o'clock, Gu Liancheng didn't come back.

My little head, melon seeds, began to think wildly again. I used to be lying in bed. When I thought of Gu Liancheng as his parents, was there any dissatisfaction with me, or did I think there was something wrong with me these days?

I can't stop thinking because of my inferiority complex. I can't sleep when I lie in bed. I stare at the ceiling and fiddle with my mobile phone.

In this way, I was thirsty, and the water in the quilt was empty. I got up and carefully opened the door of the room, ready to go to the kitchen downstairs to get water. Only when I went downstairs, I would pass the study, so I was very careful, for fear of making a little noise

Just as I passed the study, I found that the door of the study was hidden, and then the weak light appeared on the wooden floor. I had a look, and I wanted to speed up the pace to leave, but I heard Gu Liancheng's father's voice in the room, "Amin, what's the matter with Li Jingru to the bottom? Have you known your present wife in the past six months? "

This tone is obviously reproachful and puzzled, and the three words of Li Jingru also make my whole body muscles freeze, my legs are contrary to each other, and even if I speed up the pace, I am so slow and weak.

Eavesdropping on other people's conversation is such an immoral thing, I can't do, simply turned back to the bedroom, and then closed the door of the room, to calm my nervous heart.

Li Jingru is like a taboo in my life. I can't mention it or think about it. She robbed my first love boyfriend, and now she's going to appear next to my current husband. It's like a nightmare, more like a brown candy. It makes me sick and helpless.

Disgust her behavior, of course, I do not deny that there must be my jealousy, because Li Jingru is much better than me from inside to outside.

Otherwise Hao Tianyi would not abandon me and pursue her. Gu Liancheng would never forget this woman who is several years older than him.

Of course, I can't help but admit that her predecessor has not changed her.

Gu Yingjie, Gu Liancheng's father, mentioned Li Jingru, which shows that Gu Yingjie met Li Jingru, or knew Li Jingru.

This is something I didn't expect at all, and Gu Liancheng doesn't seem to want to tell me that his inferiority complex arises spontaneously. I'm afraid of his parents, so I'll make a comparison with Li Jingru.

Because I don't have the confidence and the confidence to compare with that woman.

All of a sudden, the door lock of the bedroom was moving. I knew Gu Liancheng was back. I quickly lay down and turned off the desk lamp. At the moment, I could only pretend to sleep and hide my uneasiness.

Gu Liancheng came in gently. Seeing that I was asleep, he walked into the bathroom carefully. He came out after a while, but I didn't feel sleepy, but it was still taboo to close my eyes.

After he got on, he gently held me in his arms as before, and then a steady and even breathing came quickly. I knew he was asleep.

But I have no sleepiness, I never thought that I was so suspicious and self abased, the impact of the last relationship on me is definitely not as simple as losing my lover and being afraid of betrayal. But in my later life and feelings, I always carefully deny myself.

This feeling is not so obvious, but always in my heart constantly nagging my self-confidence.

With my confused thoughts, I finally fell asleep. When I woke up again, it was already 9:30 in the morning, and I suddenly sat up.

It's really impolite to find that Gu Liancheng is no longer around. It's so impolite to sleep in her mother-in-law's house.

In a hurry to clean up, and then hurry downstairs, at this time in the living room only see Gu Liancheng's mother also LAN Shu.

She gave me a smile and I said, "good morning, mom!"

"Well Good morning, sit down and have breakfastAs soon as yilanshu's voice fell, the maid consciously served me a rich breakfast.

"We all have western breakfast here. Are you not used to it?" She asked thoughtfully.

"It's very kind of you, mom. I'm not picky. I love Chinese food and Western food." After that, I took a big bite of the sandwich to show that I like it very much.

In fact, the taste is really good, "Mom, where has Liancheng gone?" I can't help asking. I've been sitting here for a long time, but I still haven't seen Gu Liancheng.

"He He went out to work with his father. He wanted to tell you, but you are still sleeping. I can't bear to wake you up. "

"Oh That's it I'm a little embarrassed. It's taboo to sleep in other people's homes.

A good breakfast.

I sit on the balcony with Yi Lanshu and drink authentic American coffee together. Fortunately, I usually do a little research on coffee and desserts. Otherwise, I would be very embarrassed in front of Yi Lanshu.

We were still chatting at first. Later, Yi Lanshu looked at me seriously and asked, "Xin'er, do you plan to have children with Liancheng?"

As soon as this problem came out, the coffee in my mouth almost came out. Fortunately, I held back.

I calm down, and then very carefully tell also LAN Shu, the idea between us.

In fact, I came up with this idea temporarily, because Gu Liancheng and I never discussed the problem of children.

"Well In fact, it's your own business. As a mother, I shouldn't interfere, but Xin'er, you should understand that as a parent, we are all looking forward to the new life. Your father and I hope you can have your own children. This is a complete marriage. "

So far, I haven't continued to talk about it. The rest of the time, we will turn to another topic.

But in my heart, I have an inexplicable burden. When I was together with Hao Tianyi, I thought about it, but I didn't think about it.

Our marriage is promoted by impulse and irrationality. We can't be so impulsive and irrationality when it comes to having children. After all, children are a life.

Yi Lanshu casually asked this question, which made me think about it for a long time. After I was with Gu Liancheng, I took long-term contraceptives every day. The imported drugs didn't do any harm to my body.

And it won't make lingering become a burden, and it won't affect the pleasure experience.

So we didn't mention having children, but today Yi Lanshu talked about it, and I thought a lot about it.

I'm going to take the medicine out of my bag while I don't forget it. But when I opened the package, it was very soft and I found that the medicine was gone.

I'm a little flustered, but I'll be back the day after tomorrow. We can restrain ourselves these two days.

But I didn't expect that this bloody Gu Liancheng, but I don't want to miss a day of lingering with me.

"Not today, Amin?"

"Why?"

"I I didn't take any medicine today, and today is not my safe period. I'm worried... "

"This..." Gu Liancheng stopped and looked at me with regret. "Although I want to, I can't do anything to hurt you, so we'll sleep well."

"Well..." I nestled in his shoulder, and then also want to take advantage of now, today also LAN Shu told me, say to him.

Just Gu Liancheng heard, some helpless smile, "my parents ah, really anxious to hold grandson. We're not in a hurry! "

Even though Gu Liancheng didn't want to have children for the time being as I thought, I suddenly thought that I had three years to go. In fact, it was quite terrible. And Gu Liancheng did not hesitate to say do not have children this sentence, let me have the bottom of my heart have unspeakable disappointment.

Perhaps our marriage has not made Gu Liancheng feel the need for children.

In fact, I still want to ask about Li Jingru, but in order not to embarrass everyone, I still hold back.

Gu Liancheng did not take the initiative to say, I will not take the initiative to ask.

The trip to San Francisco came to an end, which was quite satisfactory. This big family accepted me, but I didn't really integrate into their family.

After returning home, I still had one day to go to work, so I called out Lao Liu and said that it was a gift for her. In fact, I wanted to talk to her.

"Xin'er, it seems that I don't hurt you in vain. Haven't I forgotten?" Old Liu took a chanel wallet and looked up and down.

"Of course, I know you like this brand of wallet!"