Once Loved You Quietly

It seems that every parent loves to talk about the topic of birth, and my parents can't help it.

But Gu Liancheng was very clever and directly threw all the problems to me. He said in no hurry: "Mom It all depends on Xin'er. I respect her opinion! "

Gu Liancheng said this, my mother immediately put the focus on me, Gu Liancheng, this is a successful pot.

"Xin'er, tell me about it. Do you have any specific plans?" My mother began to question me.

But I think it's a handsome rogue in disguise to urge people to have children

I feel awkward and embarrassed, directly to my mother said: "I'm sleepy, this problem, put it down for the time being!"

"You dead girl, come back to me, Xin'er..." My mother ordered that I should completely ignore it now.

As my mother said, I'm already a three-year-old. I'm in a hurry. I'm a very old woman, so it's not bad these years.

Just let me have a baby with Gu Liancheng. I'm really not sure.

This uncertainty may be feelings, or we may lack some mature tacit understanding.

Always I just don't want kids right now I don't want to be with anyone. I'm not a woman with maternal love. I can't understand those women who can't walk when they see their children.

After a while, Gu Liancheng went back to the room.

"How dare you come in?" I pretended to be angry and strong, sitting in the middle of the bed, like a judge, looking at Gu Liancheng seriously.

He scratched his head and said with some embarrassment: "Xin'er, just now I was also flexible! After all, my mother is an elder, so I can't keep silent

His explanation also makes sense. I don't want to disappoint my mother.

"Then Gu Liancheng I'll ask you, "are you going to have a baby with me?"

As soon as my question came out, Gu Liancheng was slightly stunned. I could see that his eyes were obviously flashing, hesitating, uncertain, or not planning to have children with me at all.

Inexplicable disappointment surged into my heart. Although I didn't want to have children myself, I didn't allow it. Gu Liancheng didn't want to have children with me.

This idea may be unreasonable, but this is the voice of my heart.

"Xin'er, didn't I just say that I respect you for everything?" Although Gu Liancheng said so, I can see that he is not firm.

The more he dodged, the more direct I was. I pulled him directly to the bed. At first, she was sitting on the bed.

Gu Liancheng, who couldn't figure out the situation, was suddenly crushed by me. I looked at his eyes seriously, flashing and confused, deep and charming, "you What are you doing, xiner? "

"To have children now? Can't I? " In fact, I'm half tentative and half impulsive.

"You Are you sure? "

"I Sure, but are you ready to be a father? "

"Xin'er, you are playing with fire again. I can only put you out."

"It all depends on the will of heaven!" Gu Liancheng gently picked me up and covered me with a quilt.

"What Providence?"

"Of course, pregnant, you have, we have, if not, we continue to work hard." Gu Liancheng said naturally, with a smile at the corner of his mouth.

"Cut Now that I'm done, do you feel that it's difficult to ride a tiger? Just now, some people said that I'm not ready to be a father? Now it's up to heaven... " As I spoke, I turned away.

"I'm not as irresponsible as you think, Xin'er. I said I respect your decision."

Gu Liancheng won't cheat. I still believe in his sense of responsibility, but I want to make sure he loves me, so I want to give him a baby.

This idea may be naive, but children are the crystallization of their love, not the inexplicable combination of sperm and egg.

I am a person with a strong sense of ceremony, so I want children to be the crystallization of our love, not the product of marriage.

When I told my mother this sentence completely, she threw down her chopsticks. "Suxin, I think you're stupid watching TV. You're old and old. You should have a good life when you can have a baby. Otherwise, you'll have no time to regret it."

"Don't worry, don't worry..." I joked and ended the generation gap dialogue with my mother.

I know that she is good for me, but I can't do it. It may be willful, or the longing for love is not broken.

Although there are still differences with my parents on this issue, this new year is still a happy one. At least Gu Liancheng is an excellent and considerate child in their eyes.

In fact, Gu Liancheng is so good. He is sincere to me and them.

Next, the two of us went to San Francisco with big and small bags.

In a foreign country for the new year, I had never thought before, but I married this husband, so I had this opportunity.The streets and alleys of San Francisco are also full of new year's flavor, and many Chinese restaurants are decorated with lanterns.

We returned home, Gu Liancheng's parents have been waiting, his parents are still kind to me.

In particular, his mother is warm to me, always feel that my new year's day to come so far away from the place is very hard, "Xin'er, you hurry to sit, don't you help."

"Ma It's not hard for me to hang up this spring festival couplet! "

"Xin'er We have... " Before Yi Lan Shu's words were finished, I saw the word "Fu" on the gate.

It turned out that their family had already prepared, and I laughed awkwardly, "it seems that I only have the icing on the cake."

"If only you had a heart!" She sat me down and brought me fruit.

It's just that I found that there are many gifts in the living room. It's normal for such a large family to receive gifts during the Chinese New Year.

Gu Liancheng sat beside him talking about his work with his father, while I was with his mother to help her prepare something for the new year.

"Xin'er, show me the fruit tray next to the TV cabinet, and I'll fill some more fruit."

"All right!" I got up to get the fruit tray.

Just when I lowered my head and picked up the fruit tray, I suddenly saw a gift box with Zeno message on it. This It makes me a little confused.

Zeno company can still operate abroad, or is this what Li Jingru sent them?

Sensitive nerves, let me associate a lot.

"Xin'er, are you the fruit tray in your hand? Bring it here... " Yi Shulan called me, I quickly walked over.

On the surface, he pretends to be nothing, but in his heart, he has great doubts.

Is Li Jingru still connected with Gu Liancheng's parents?

There is more than one gift box. There are four of them with the words "Zeno technology" written on them. They are guaranteed to be exquisite, grand and high-grade. At first glance, they are given away.

Gu Liancheng doesn't know this, or he's not going to tell me. I always keep this question in my heart.

The night before we left, I asked, "Liancheng, do your parents know Li Jingru?"

"Yes? How do you say that? " Gu Liancheng put down his coat and looked at me in surprise.