Then his life was such a plain life with Die'er, without quarrels, but without any passion at all.

Because he has such a temperament, calm and plain, and never have any emotional ups and downs.

But Die'er is as meek as water and obedient to him.

So, if the two of them are together, life must be as calm as water without turmoil, right?

However, this is just his vision.

But I didn't want to, but I just met another woman.

One, the woman who disrupted his life.

In front of that woman, his uncontrollable roar, even her every move, deeply affected his heart.

Mo Yiyun sighed slightly, "Who said it was not. In these years when Die'er was absent, the reason why you have been afraid to get married was because of her? You always think that what happened back then is your fault, so You are punishing yourself. But... what I want to say is that you have seen Die'er now. It is correct that you are responsible for her, but... hey..."

"No matter what she looks like, it's the same in my heart as before. Do you think I'm a face-only apprentice like you?" Quan Jianli glared at him and lit a cigarette again.

The ashtray was full of cigarette butts, and the two of them had no idea how much they had smoked today.

However, the worry in my heart has not diminished at all.

Even more.

There was a mess in his head, and I couldn't figure out a clue.

"What do you want to be a disciple? It's human nature, okay! Is it true that Die'er is like this, you can still sleep with her and do things you love to do with her? Blow it! Just rely on your unbearable temperament, if you really have With this heart, you don’t have to live the same bitter life as a monk in the past two years! To put it bluntly, you still can’t do it? Although it’s a bit sorry for Die'er to say that, I’m telling the truth, on this point. , Everyone is a man, I understand..."

Mo Yiyun patted his shoulder sympathetically, but Quan Jianli's sword eyebrows frowned slightly.

"I'm just worried about Die'er's body. Besides, who says that if you love someone, you must have **** with her? I'm not as dirty as you!"

"Okay, you are not nasty! Who is the one who flashed his eyes as soon as he saw Xiao Momo, and followed the person? But he was stripped and hung on the street lamp for people to watch?" Mo Yiyun took a puff of smoke and spit out a smoke ring.

Quan Jianli was silent. He admitted that the woman's body had a fatal attraction to him.

And that kind of attraction, no woman has ever given it.

Moreover, after having tasted the fit and taste of her body, other women couldn't attract his interest at all, not even Die'er.

Besides, he had never had such thoughts on Die'er.

"She is different from Die'er!" He retorted, "Don't you know what I think about Die'er?"

"What's your mind? It lasts like a family member?" Mo Yiyun sighed, "Actually, I also know how you feel in your heart. I also see how you came over these years. But I always feel that , That is not love, but a kind of guilt..."

Guilty?

maybe.

After all, if that didn't happen, he wouldn't feel so sad in his heart, and Die'er would not have to endure so much grievance and pain.

"Shao Te said your **** love theory, I don't believe it!" He said angrily.

Mo Yiyun curled his lips, "Believe it or not, you'll know later. I'm talking about the truth in the truth!"

"Then what do I say to Die'er?" Quan Jianli asked again.

He always felt that he loved Die'er, but he didn't want to sleep with her.

He felt that he didn't love Lin Moge, but couldn't help it, and wanted to press her under him and love her fiercely.

People are really contradictory sometimes.

"How do I know that your thoughts are harder to guess than a woman! But maybe this is the nature of your caress, you want someone who is knowledgeable, and you want someone who can arouse desire at any time. Tsk, Reiji, you guy It’s really not a human being... you’re a good friend to live in a feudal society, you can hug on the left and the right, you can also marry three wives and four concubines, the kind of tens of thousands of harem beauties... hey... which woman met You are unlucky..."

"Shut up! Didn't this matter have been disturbed by you?" Quan Jianli glared at him fiercely and took another puff of cigarette.

The lungs are already numb, but they are still empty.

If it weren't for what Mo Yiyun said that day, why would he need to make a decision so quickly?

Things will not get out of his control all at once.

Mo Yiyun glanced at him, "I really can't stand it anymore. Haven't you seen Die'er's pitiful appearance in the nursing home all day? It's really sad to hear those who cry. Besides, sooner or later, this matter You have to be clear, do you still want to wander between the two women for a lifetime? Is this unfair to them? You are enjoying the blessings of all people, but the two women are more tortured?"

He took a puff of cigarette, and continued, "Besides, with Xiao Momo's temperament, I will never be a **** of you. I said at the beginning that Xiao Momo is a woman who plays with true feelings, a fierce woman! What she wants Love is definitely the kind of loyalty. Do you think she can tolerate you having **** with her while thinking about other women? Impossible! So in the end, she will leave secretly and make you and Die'er perfect. Then you I am happy, but what about Xiao Momo? After being played with by you, he left with a whole body hurt? Isn't that a bit miserable?"

Quan Jianli's fingertips trembled, loyal love?

He doesn't even know what love is, how can he be loyal?

However, he understands the woman's temperament, and she will definitely leave in the end.

The thought of never seeing her again in the future made him feel terrible somewhere in his heart.

"Look, you can't bear Xiao Momo? But you can't give up Die'er! Since the day Die'er appeared, you have settled on a posture of being responsible for others to the end, and you are not gentle with Die'er. You have never done anything to other women! And you said that time, you know that Xiao Momo is the mother of your two children, and you are not willing to marry her. But you are determined to marry Die. Son, then marry, what are you still hesitating about? If you hesitate any longer, Die'er will become an old lady. You are a big man, it’s nothing to be older, but what about a woman? You can’t stand the passing years at all, OK. And... …"

He hesitated for a while, and decided to say it, "Besides, Die'er's mood is very unstable. I'm really afraid she will do something stupid someday. If you keep leaving her in the nursing home like you did before, still If you are loving and loving with other women outside, maybe Die'er will really go to death. What will you do at that time? From your mind, you must not think about it in this life, and you will feel guilty to death!..."

Quan Jianli frowned. Mo Yiyun was right about this.

In fact, Mo Yiyun later told him that in the past 13 years, Die'er had committed suicide more than once.

Because the rehabilitation process was too hard, and she took it all alone.

"I think you spoiled Ruoxue so much, didn't you want to compensate Die'er? After all, you don't like Ruoxue, but it's because she looks in a daze, like a butterfly."

Quan Jianli's heart trembled, and sure enough, Mo Yiyun knew him best.

That's right, the reason why he kept Bai Ruoxue by his side for so many years was only because he wanted to make himself feel better.

As long as you look at her, it's as if you see Die'er alive.

However, Chu Xunfeng didn't understand him.

Because Chu Xunfeng loves Bai Ruoxue, in his opinion, Quan Jianli is betraying Bai Ruoxue. That's why I argued with him again and again.

What was wrong was that Bai Ruoxue fell in love with him.

If she never fell in love with him, never wanted to get closer, or even ask him for a status, then maybe he wouldn't do so absolutely.

If Bai Ruoxue just stayed quietly by his side, then the relationship between the two of them would continue without any change.

After all, it's all caused by greed.

In order to compensate for his guilt towards Die'er, he gave Bai Ruoxue his tenderness, and that's why he created her illusion.

But Bai Ruoxue misunderstood his gentleness as love, and then greedily wanted more. In the end, this relationship was ruined.

In fact, he and Bai Ruoxue are both poor people.

He stared blankly at the light outside the window. The city was very lively, but his heart was lonely as usual.

Once, there was a woman who gave him a short-term home and made him feel the warmth that he had never had before.

The home that exudes the scent of food and will leave a light when he returns late...

But Die'er would give him this kind of home too, right?

Mo Yiyun glanced at him sideways, and couldn't help sighing again, "Hey, it's really annoying to have more peach blossoms, and it's also annoying for people like me that no one loves. It would be great if Xiao Momo never showed up. , You don’t have to worry so much. But..."

He looked at him profoundly, "If there were no Xiao Momo, perhaps you would not have realized love in this life! Maybe in this life, you would not have real laughter and real anger... In fact, the influence of Xiaomomo on you is really great, but compared with Die'er, there is still a distance. Xiaomomo loses, and it’s too late to meet you..."

Is it too late?

But didn't the woman say that she would rather never know him?

"What do you mean by that sentence? See you late? It's a pity to meet up late... Of these two people, you are going to fail one after all. But it doesn't matter, you still have a good buddy like me! I like Xiao Momo’s temperament to accept death. It’s okay, I don’t dislike Xiao Momo who gave birth to a child, she is in my eyes, but she is so tender..."

boom!

He hadn't finished speaking, but he received a heavy punch from Quan Jianli, "Do you dare to hit her idea, be careful I will destroy you!"

Mo Yiyun clutched his aching belly and wailed, "You are unreasonable! I am holding Die'er to live a happy life, so why should I make Xiao Mo stay a widow? Besides, Xiao Mo Mo is a widow. Wisdom and beauty coexist that type."

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